hmmm so sad la... Feel like crying time!!!

Haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Many thing has happen to me jor la...
Really sad and hurt of it.... wuwuwuwu ....
how come poeple dating I dating...I dating till like tat de leh??
Is this the punishment I should get from the God plan? haiz!!
I really like my gf but why she alway make me have a feeling to leave her~~
Is really a sad thing wit all tat....
Jealous really make me feel bad...I dono why I will so jealous for it..
U are the first girl who make me jealous so much and scarifice de...
argh!! I feel like going to 'boom'!!!
her fren told her she is someone really dono how to express herself de leh..
But u cant alway use this reason de la....pls la!!
What I wan from a Gf is same like other boy wan from their Gf de...
hmmm I am tired of it la...tired la man...
I not feeling suffering but is just like everything like having a gap le..
Yea u fren say till correct I am tat kind of super sensitive wit something..
I am not controlling u but I just wish tat u can be better and change from wat u should not have..
U fren are correct tat she know u more den me but I will be understanding u more if u express everything to me and don keep it in urself..
err May be I control u too much and u don wan for it..haiz!!!
may be wan to change u is my wrong wish and is my wrong decision...
I should not change u from the begining till de end!!!
I am doing de wrong thing , doing the stupid thing , doing something tat has no result , doing something tat everyone will think me is lebih de..
how do I live without u wao wo wo wo.....
hahahahahaha I am tired la...memang tired jor la..I give up every of my thing....I give the best I try to be de best but dono why cant make her be a Gf tat wat I wan de leh??
Ai qing bu shi yi zhong jian dan de shi li de!!!! haiz...kelian de wo.....
ming tian kai shi wo ke ren wo shi dan shen le....
so!! peng you men...yau dor yi dian zau wo yam cha oh....hahaha bye

oh oh oh!! nono....

Christmas eve tat night I sit fren car when to my gf house but she dare not to come out becoz we dono her parent we sitting at the garden chatting wit ther friend...
When she let me know I was get shock and I think is time for us to leave before her parent come out and look for us!! hahahaha
I wit my fren was like scare of it and drive quickly...One funny thing tat happen to my fren tat it when he was driving he forget to pull down his hand brake and make the car keep on shaking!! haha
so funny man!! hahahaha I was like keep on at there laugh and after tat we when to KK supermarket and bought some VODKA drink!
Yer! the beer are not tat nice as wat we think before be bought it..hahahaha
Today had a small discussion wit my gf again!! haha
Eh bored la..alway doing the same thing...Aiyo...Why alway must got thing happen between us de leh??
Pls la...change it la..I don wan play jor la..bored wit tat de la...pls!!
I really we can together happily lo..so can u be more mature and think more on positive side ok?haha hope everyone happy include me and u..haha

erm...err...oh....weeee

Last wed fri is our surian prom night le!!
oh is not really a nice show becoz is quite boring and lame de..
I went there to eat and take photo wit fren..meet everyone for the last time and the bye!!
After it driving my avanza went here and there...
At night have a tea wit fren at Megah Old Town!!!
around 2 something I send everyone home and I fetch my mom home..
Phew!! let talk about my love story again...haha
Is really a sad and suck boring and lame........hahahahaha
no la..is she cant accompany me go where or wat only la....haha
Yesterday!! I went her house talk out all the prob all tat...
Is really a sad time to pass la , how wo how wo!!
At first I ask her to make de decision on how or wan to do wat...
I ask her few question den I only do the decision..
She say everything can try to do and change boh!
why don I give her a chance le??
I think tat will be better if we try again..but this is the 3rd time so I dono wat will happen on the 4th is this day really happen!!! haha
tomorrow is christmas eve le!! actually promise liao date go out and eat de but at last cancel jor
haiz!! is really sad sad sad but wat to do!!! cannot mean cannot how to force also cannot de la....
Is her wish and her choice so nvm la...suan le ba!!
so don think so much..see how long we can go for it oh...bye!!

Few day!! day day...

This few day many thing has happen to me liao!!
I dono how to write it here but can say is sad and happy thing all together happen..
Is like suddenly everything is happen just in a blink eye!!
haiz!! I also dono wan how and dono want to do lo...
Last wed I went to celebrate mee kee birthday at station one and wit joshina again!!! haha
alway find her stupid call her come out pui me keng gai..
Tat day start really fan of something and when mee kee fren come ( andre) they all there
They start to smoke and I alos dono why automatic have a stick!!
tat day to stress la but once i smoke in once den i stop it again!!!!!
I feel tat is not good la , so better stop from tat...can use other way to release stress de
tat is keng gai wit mee kee and jasmine..hahahaha talk about my relationship wit babe and mee kee wit her bf den when i fetch jasmine home tat time she tell me about her story..haiz!!!!
Many many different story but all like facing de same story de la..cant run far away de..
actually am I choosing de right girl to stay wit me??????
Everytime I give chance everytime I take de best and think about her feeling!!
but why don she think about my feeling?? why don think about wat I wan!!
hmmm!! she is not a easy people to express herself but at least do something la...
I really dono wat u thinking , wat u wan , u wan how??
I know u and ur ex the way of dating is different and is simple....
but nothing is this world is simple ok! I cant be as simple as wat u think...
mee kee and jasmine say the same thing tat u are like tat and can say they are calling me leaving u
but I won abadone u without a reason for me to do so , but please don make me find a reason pls!!
I now start to find reason to tell u and feel like I don un u at all!!! haiz...wait till monday ba!!

Funny tues le!!!!

Yesterday when to teach tuition and work at the morning..
is suck ma..i walk all over the Kl la.. cant even find some college student le..
where are they?? are they death? or wat?
After working I was rushing to teach tuition!! I am damn exhausted and tired
I went there to teach but I feel like sleeping and faint there la..
My head getting dizzy and I going to close my eye soon..
cant open la my eye!!!
Oh ya!! My babe give me 3 present le!! first is a hand phone strip...
second is a hand make sewing and last is a monkey key chain li de...hahahahaha
all is so nice lo!! I like it...thank babe!!
hmm!! I chat wit my babe something and I know she is sad on tat time..
haiz! I also dono wan to say wat de lo...She say cant tell me when sms or call bt when I face to face wit her also still de same de!! U wan me how wo? U wat also don tell me I really dono wat u thinking de lo..
hmmm suan la...don make each other sad ba..if u feel nothing or don tel den nvm la..
I dono mind de la ..sik guan de ok de la.. haiz!!! actually wat girl thinking de??
I dono le!!! dono a dono a dono a!!!
Eh just now I went in to a shop am I saw a shirt is very nice le..
I feel like buy for my dear as her christmas present le but she is not coming
so dissapointed for it but no choice if she really cant come!! my sister keep on ask why she don come and I dono how to ans them lo!! So I just don talk and diam diam la...
my sister wan to meet and talk to her a lot but no choice!! she cant make it...
is ok la...no use forcing or angry for tat...
so christmas eve those who free de pls come find me go yam cha or go celebrate..
I am open on tat day..Can look for me anytime oh!! muahahaha
hmmm one bad news..I already resign for my job...
Tat job was really challenge enough and yesterday morning I resign it...
how come suddenly come 7 project and need to be done by 14 day!!!
we just three people la..so no choice la..we 3 together resign liao..haha
Sorry guy we need to resign together...at night company call back and ask us to stay..
they say cancel some job for us and ask us to stay and help them out wo!!
hahahaha..actually thinking to stay and work at today 2 pm de
but they alway change our time and location so we decide not to stay la..haiz!!
is really suck de la somemore so stingy company le!!
nvm la...if other head need help call me and I try my best to help if I can la...
so now at home rest first!! and go out wet for this month and next month only start work again la.. so tat a new year and a new year!! hahahahaha
wan to go out can find me oh!! hahahah bye!!!

hmm!!! funny and sad story keep on happen!!!

Last few day tat is wed!! I wit my gf start to argue for something...
Is about tuition , looking for her , all tat la...haiz!!
On thurs I feel like must tell her and we discuss many thing..
hmm at last we sudah break!! at first I though is break for few day....
but is just like giving each other a break and after she back from genting only talk about it wo!!
hmmm...actually is some prob only but this prob is important for me too la..
I also dono how to write it here...I don feel like mention it again!!!
when to have beer wit fren and chit chat....hahahahahaha
I been working for many day jor la...damn tired but nvm as long high salaries la...
Phew!!! I been going out for 3 day!!!
eh joshina!! thank u very much... thank for accompany for de 3 day wo...haha
thurs find u yam cha but got reason is to interview u...
friday find u yam cha but got reason is to fetch fren and bring u go eat wind...
today! I fetch fren go see JJ at sungai wang and find u stupid call u pui me again!! hahahaha
si beh diu la me.. but thank to u lo if not sien sei me la..haha but I also know u sien de la...
see me si beh good...u know why I call u ma becoz my fren all stay ur there ...hahahaha
Oh ya..sorry to her becoz I mention some sad thing about her is about something tat every child don wish to happen on them de...hmm sorry for tat...nvm la..next fri date her go eat 'kaki corner'
for the replacement for wat I did this few day and mention her sad thing!! SORRY...
oh yea..today my girl fren around 7 something call me becoz she got something to talk to me...haha
eh she seldom call me de... erm ok la..talk back thing den feel like all de feeling coming back
but I wish she can change more lo..haha hope so ba...haha where is she?? dono oh...
hahahahahaha ok la..bye!!!! I love U babe!!zzZZzzz

Wah a miserable day lo!!!

hahahahaha!! early morning my car stuck on the market there...
the car cannot be start..KNS punya kereta... hmmm!!!
den no choice I have to ask my supervisor come and fetch me lo..
aiyo!! mm hou yi shi lo...he alway come fetch me , treat me drink..
I also dono how to repay him!! he really si beh good la...
wat also help us to block and cover..teach us a lot lo...good good good!!!
I also how to say him good jor...haha
hmmm!! today my head tat mean him la..call me follow him go penang play a..
I also dono wan how a?? I feel tat I don go wit my gf like uncomfortable le..
feel like less or keep on worried on something lo...not tat fun at all lo..
haiz!! I know she cant make it de la..so I also not putting any hope de..
somemore she just tell me tat she may be cant make it for de 24 dis de...
haiz!! is disappointed but wat I can do??hmmm
so just let it be ba..ready wit my fren first..if she ffk me den suan la...take it as nothing la
go yam cha keng gai play wit fren la...is ok de la...
She also dono how I will feel de! may be I told her jor also like ans oh! den nothing de ba
si dan la..May be la..is normal de la...Now leh I have to do de is everything like don make full clear
just like half half!! so tat I won tat disappointed , sad or facing prob..
haiz!!! funny dating la!! is my first time to face this kind of thing..everything can be cin cai de
but if really I wan to dating wit someone..Nothing is cin cai for me de!! suan le!!!
is her character lai de la....try to be ba...
erm today the summer tat work same as us de...haha she today geng la..
make more den 10 survey la..keep on cal cal cal!! wah siao la her
like lack of money de le..hmm...summer a!! summer!! don do tat pls
u are giving us pressure lo if u so geng on calling...haha
but nvm la..I tomorrow work field de..no need call...haha
phew!! everyone jia you ba..hope I can in the shortest time makes many money la...hahahahaha
CONFIDENT is the key of sucess!! haha=)

wah...so tired la when come to working time...hehe

This few day keep on working a!!
although time is short but is a pressure job le...
Is really a hard task becoz I am working marketing and keep on ask people for survey!!
wah..the responsder is like very hard to look for someone willing to sit down and talk to u de..
haiz!! somemore we need to finish the target de leh...
but nvm la..I already try my best de la...hahaha is all wat I can do for him...
Now a!! dono oh..tomorrow taking a new job for marketing again..
this time le no need call is go out and do survey wit other people..hahahaha
better den sitting in the office and low salaries..this time is around 18 ringgit per survey..
wah is get 5 perday den I think more den enough de la..haha
dono izit today get rain and cold so now feeling like getting sick jor la..haha
don sick oh..I must be strong enough le..haha cannot sick de me..
nowaday wit my gf also like less chat jor la..haha
now less la..can say like normal de la..
erm!! last night dream about something bad again..haha
ok la i tell here la...I dream of I like seperate wit her I think and I went away..
got someone standing beside me and I squad down and start to like cry..
dono izit cry la..i also dono lo..
den de girl like an wei me and lik hug me together cry..haha
dono la...
haiz! this kind of dream happen twice le..argh!! happening soon..hehe
hmm sometime I also got the sense she will leave me de coz I am a troublesome bf...haha
Dono la...we now just like ok lo..keep on chat lo..
when I have break call her awhile for a chat and like tat lo..
if she can reply den more good la if cant den nvm lo..hehe
erm I working de place le..not bad lo..quite good de..hehe
got like 2 pretty girl also de..haha but one is very fierce de la..haha
si beh fierce de so don talk much wit her alway laugh between us only la..
den one leh call summer de...oh her character just like summer de..eheh
everyone like her just like summer le!!! but too bad she is older de me erm I think 2 year ba
hahahahaha...not bad la her...but I got already...
may be next time ba!!! haha haiz!! I now feeling like getting more and more sick la..kns!!!haiz

wah so tired a!!!

Today early in the morning need to wake up to go for interview!!
argh...I am so tired a!! last night I forget I have to work den I go yam cha till around 3
deng lo!!!! tired la..
Today my supervisor quite good le...he treat me drink and give us easy job
somemore ...erm cut short la is good la...
Erm today I call more than 50 people I think but I can get survey around 7 only...
eh is not a easy job lo although is seen easy and high salaries!!
haiz so tired tired tired....
yesterday when to teach my gf tuition!! eh is so boring and tired le.
I been waiting her from 2 something to 3 something and is around 1 hour ba.
She ask me go early half hour but end up waiting at my own car!! haha
phew!! at first around 5 can go back but end at 7...haha
teach dono how many hour la...
got teach but is teach math and talk more den science lo...haha
when her dad came home den I also came home de lo...haha
argh!! so tired a....I now so tired tired tired..today must sleep at 1...
don get so late again if not I think tomorrow I can work anymore..haha nitez dear!! =)

eh hehehe!!!!

erm nowaday oh..many thing suddenly had change and look different jor
I dono is tat a illusion or wat but I feel like everything change from bad to good
and from sour to sweet!!!
eh apa in le??? izit my task tat god gave to me had end..
haiz@@ I also dono wan to write wat oh..
just feel like everything has suddenly change and I like cant make it normal but is ok
at long tis one is better den oldest time...haha
My parent going to singapore soon le... wat can I do le??
I don wan be at home la...Is so bored lo...hhahahaha
how wo??? dono lo...
eh Let talk about my gf again le!! haha
she hor , nowaday dono why strange strange de.... she like tranform jor lo
Now become good girl...I also dono why...may be I feel wrong
became a caring girl and wan to better wo..dono izit purposely la..haha
erm Find me every time...dono why may be I request from her
she more and more love me ... she tell me de
den I also dono why I will more and more love her...haha
haha...Dono how to express about ur stuff but feel tat getting better jor
hmm!! planing christmas together celebrate le..dono can boh??
den wish to go melaka visit my mother hometown..dono she can or not le??
haha wat also dono...si beh noob lo!! nvm la
together happy den can jor...haha I dono what am I writin at all...haha
Eh holiday is si beh sien de lo!! haha
I don wan stay at home la..help me pls...haha

Argh!! tolong tolong tolong.....

Last night I sleep at 4 something la..
dono why cant sleep la , at night go watch malay movie le...
The show name call REMP-IT..
Is a nice show saying about a Mat rempit racing de..
This show is good de lo...
But i like their stunt performance lo..
so damn ying la...
How they do tat de I also wan to try lo hahahaha
aiya...fan sei yan la!!!
I am like lost man since de day I start not be alone...
but after I am not alone I am stuck in the middle of the road le...
how wo???
which way I wan to go??
who I wan to tell ??
Who can share wit me???
who can teach me??
wat can I do??
HOw about call she fly me?? she hurt me den I can stop loving her
if she don hurt me I cant even forget the love on her...how wo?
izit want like tat ?? hmm try to tell her ba!!!

Ai Wo Bie Zou!!!! phew....

Hmmm Is a suck day again....
Many thing is keep on happening le....
Ai Wo Bie Zou this song is really nice and I wish to let her know....
The song is singing wat I alway tell her...
We had less communicate and stop all the way to communicate with each other
I told her not to sms me and I also don sms her..if we did it also try not to reply each other
I know why she cant reply or wat la...I must understand her!!
Although I know I can stand it but I must have a solution to solve this prob
The solution I think of is we stop to sms or looking each other
Just chat on the day we can chat tat is every fri and sometime I online I will let her know
Just now evening I let her know tat I on at ten and off soon
I let her know it but dono she will on or not de a...Is ok if she din on
haha..although no one is chatting wit me but I can do other stuff de a...
Can add more fren in frenster , read news , check new stuff all tat....
Hmm is really mm sei dak tat don chat , meet or anything wit her
but no choice this is the prob we facing.
Thinking go to meet her but dono use wat reason to let her mom so suan la
I sending my sister to school next tues becoz she got exam but need to wait 3 hour
Dono where I can go or wat I can do...haha nvm..See something or call my sister go alone ba
Hmmm I wit her have a date tat is on the 24 of disember!
We will celebrate our coming time and make sure everything would be ok
hope the coming day will be ok de oh...nothing happen and peace
I know stop communicate wit each other the love between us will decrease a
but Nvm just try and see...Are we the one who fate to be together de
May be I stop chatting or looking for her would make her lost the feeling on me
If tat really do so I have nothing to say and do and no 1 I can blame for...
No 1 did wrong to me and the prob is myself , I did de wrong thing for tat...
So now just let pass time and see wat would happen between us..
Saying the true I cant accompany her , cant chat wit her , cant wit her when she need me
haiz!! feeling tat I am not good enough le..somemore nothing I can do for her
many thing I wan but she can and things she wan I also dono I can or not
Phew!! nvm...Being a good BF rules number 1 is try to understand and forgive GF
hehe..this rules is create by myself de...So hope tat I can be better ma...
I know is perasan but I hope can intro to more fren..haha
hmmm argh!! sien sei la....holiday a..suck la..
If disember don have prom night christmas or wat event a..
I think I working jor la..go home de sleep..no need think so much...
At home alway produce prob la...suck...
Eh!! I really miss my gf la...how a??? we cant chat , sms or call la...
argh !!!! suan la...sleep early ba..bye =(

Long Long holiday le!!!

Erm yesterday I end my last paper tat is art paper 2...
haha at first I draw till quite nice de but after I colour it den became...haha
Nice gua not nice gua..I also dono leh...
At school after the exam have a short race wit cheng ann den I go home lo..haha
so bored la..whole day at there see movie...
Hmm many thing had happen to me and my gf but I hope will be ok after tat...
I discuss wit her a prob again...Eh I feel tat we having a lot of prob de lo..
really suck la..where got couple got so many prob de la...hmmm!!!
I feel tat we two really lack of communicate de lo...
If we less communicate it will decrease our relationship de le...
I know she got a lot reason and fact why she cant reply or call me
Hmmm last time I use to be ok if she don reply me or anything de...
but when I getting in love deelpy in her I feel like uh I can la...
if she don reply me or find me I will like feel tat she is not wit me and I am not wit her
I been think of it..even though we can meet , go out see movie eat or play
but at least we communicate sms call or any form ba...
but she cant do it!!! not he cant do it is her parent don let...
I really feel pitty to her but I feel tat myself cant pass through it le..
How?? hmm I think it till night and date justin and mee kee for a drink at their location
Hmm funny la..I feel tat night is most relax de night le!!
Someone sing at the stage , many pretty girl and we play funny game
eh actually wan to drink beer de but they 2 clever lo no bring money de...
dono how to drink beer lo somemore I use liao 2 buck to treat them drink and eat
after tat drive them home and i go home alone..
Oh shit my dear sms me la..I also dono de leh...I give her a call but she like keep on rushing de
I also dono wat she talking about and wat I wan to talk also cant le..hmm suan la
may be is kinda later and her mom don let her ans any call ba..aiya I dono la...
now wat also don care la..if feel like missing her den don think try to use other thing cover
wat also don care cin cin cai cai pass my time ba..if relationship decrease den tat time see how la
Don think of it la...wait it come ba..if really wan to wat den wat la...haha
yeaho!! bored die..everyone happy holiday and for me is a suck holiday ok...haha=)

Hmm still ok ok la!! thank you....

Today early in the morning wake up wit a happy mood!!! haha
Last night she give me a very good ans...I very happy wit it and we both recover liao
But hor bad thing happen again...Wat is inside me still like the same le...
I keep on sms wit Andre and mee kee....
One is like keep on push and one like keep on pull me...haiz!!!
I was like no mood de lo..I also dono wan to tell my dear I dono wan how jor!!!
I scare I tell her den I we will break up!! haha so kesian la me...how wo??
After tat mee kee call me and we had a chat lo...haha
I tell her about her ex prob...actually prob is 2 guy cause de but le is u girl think till to easy jor
Nothing is so easy as u all think de ok.....So we talk a lot den after we stop talking
u know why?? becoz We 2 got a same thing is from morning till evening haven bath and brush teeth
just keep on sms sms sms!!! haha sot liao la us... I feel tat she like me lo..all de thing almost same like me de lo..wah really good fren..haha
Den I be tahan and call to my dear before mee kee tell her everything...
I tell her everything and I drop out one drop of tear!!!!
Eh not bad leh...Cry for girl again!! Haiz..but feel good is one drop.....haha
After stop chat , I call her again and tell her other thing...
I just feel like I don wan go think jor...TRy to be happy and together la....
She say she know wat I wan jor and try to change for me...trying her best
Eh thank u la mee kee...memang bagus lo..help me tell her ....
Hmmm Hope this is a good starting again ba...
everything also start...I dono lo..I know is now at night the feeling is ok
Just everything let is cin cai pass ba...DOn think negative or positive
Just do Wat I feel like to do and wat I wan to say...tat it!!!!
Ok la...end here..tomorrow go find andre got chat something important thing...hehe
mee kee!! U help me jor..I sure help back u de oh..haha don worried...
Gambateh!!! ~~~ =)

Haiz!!! fan jor few day..Today still haven recover!!

I been moody for few day jor...
Today I wake up at twelve something...Is the first time I wake up so late since the holiday start..
I thought after yesterday I am ok de la... but My brain alway ask me one question to me!!
I also dono how to ans it wo...how leh???
Hmmm today actually not going to anywhere and she is accompany her fren for the whole day
After having breakfast wit parent and rest at home de
Mee kee suddenly ask me tues free or not ...haha
We chat for something important thing and I think of how about today go la
I can meet my dear for awhile den very happy de la...
So I keep on call mee kee go wit me go la go la....ngai her go
She also wan to do thing de la why don today go leh early a bit ma...haha
Hmm when I go fetch her I suan bian ask my justin follow me lo
I was really happy becoz can saw my dear again....haha
I saw her tat time I was really happy and feel so nice to meet her again
Is 3 day also meet leh..happy till a!!! haha
but hor later and later...haiz not really good lo...
I feel tat why I go leh?? izit lebih de.. people like dono how to appreciate u and people dono de la
dono u purposely go de la!! sei chun!!!!!!
Just pui her go here and there...I just feel like her will wave of my hand agian
Hmmm why like tat geh?? I dono lo...suan la...
follow go where she wan den go home la....The Mee kee a...sei beh good lo
keep on at there attack attack...apa kawan li de...haha
I fetch them home and then sms wit Andre!! I feel not really in good mood
I drive super slow at the highway and think a lot le!!! haiz...
go home first thing is use a very happy feeling eat wit my parent...
At first my mom call me try the food I was using a very fierce way to talk to her
sorry mom!! I been rude for tat..hope u don angry me ok...I don mean it
Just I think of something....See I wan to do like Andre or not...
use another girl to replace the love on my dear...
I really love her but I feel like I being force to use a girl and replace I love her
Andre is being force to do so becoz the girl are just like my girl
I don hope I would be someone like him also...I know he really love her ex just like me now
But he at last choose to use another and replace de love
So I don hope tat won happen to me... I wan to discuss wit her first before I do it
But if tis time we discuss is fail den I think andre I have to follow u!!
I tell her everything I wan to tell her jor..And I come out 2 idea..
Tat is wan together or we just break up...
IF we wan together den we try the best to change to the limit and try to care each other more
don let each other feel disappointed...
IF we break up den we just be back fren and chit chat like last time...if can try to help each other when each of us facing prob..haha
I try to use this 2 ba...see wat will happen...
I keep on sms wit Andre a...He from begining agree I do like him de becoz me and him had de same situation de a!!1 hope tonight ans will have a good changes ba!! nitez....

Happy one month celebration!!!

Today is our happy one month day celebration!!!
We should celebrate for kent yi brithday becoz I promise him before I spm
I reach there around 11 and I start to sing alone till around like 1 30 pm ba...
Dey are late for around 2 hour more..
Oh man I am bored die de lo.....I sing alone there...
I din sms her becoz I also dono wan to do wat or treat her le...hmmmm
One month jor but dono why I will like tat..
She is the one who came first after me , we start to sing some song but I feel like
I AM FEAR of her tat time...I dono how to face her and talk to her
So I just like oh man wat I wan to do le....
I try to do everything but I also dono wat I am doing....
Whole day just like shopping all tat ba and bought kent yi a birthday present!!
I owe him de so I have to buy back to him...
Hmmm I feel like couple wit her got a bit problem facing de
I feel tat she like will hold hand awhile den don hold
if like tat how about don hold la...make it like normal fren tat kind of walk ba
I feel like we are hidden couple le...hmmm sob sob!!! hard to be couple if like tat!!
At the morning till afternoon I don feel tat we are couple and just like fren
normal fren tat type!! izit me think to much about it??? I dono le...
When we in the cinema see movie tat time I feel like we are ok back
we sit at the couple sit and see movie...But dono why I don have the feeling to watch movie
tat show I really wan to watch de but dono why still don have de mood to watch it...
I shopping wit her and I decide to brought her a dress ba!!
We had walk in many shop and look for many shirt which can match her de
suddenly we went in a shop named BIEM!! At there I brought her a dress
She is beautiful when wear on the few shirt we choose....
I really like it so much and I wish to buy all for her , but at last we choose one orange dress
Is kinda nice when she wear on it...When I saw her tat happy face , I turn to happy 2!!
I also dono why will like tat , may be my feeling told me to trust her again
Give her a chance to change and see wat she can do for me
see is she really love me and when I am not there she will really miss me
But I think this won happen in me..I know her character!! wat I told her
I don think she will un or do it... she is a kind of really wan to play and try new thing only!!
hmmm one thing I wan to say it here , is from my heart and really wan to let her know it~~
Dear little princess!!
I here wanted to wish tat we have pass one month and hope it can stand longer. May be wat I gave it to u is not statify and wat U wan I can give u!! I show all my love to u but I think u can receive wat I gave on u. I know tat I in ur heart are not important as ur ex or without me u will feel upset. I cant be the best BF for u. I know u will feel tat I am usless and not tat good.
Wat I gave or show u cant fullfill inside ur heart and if I leave u won appreciate me.Many of my fren talk bad or don like u but I feel tat I don have to hear others people comment if I still love u . I know tat I start to give a lot of ma fan and alway make u like feel tat I am giving u pressure!!! I really wan to say sorry to you and I think I not really suitable u... I now dono wan how?? I just will carry on and try on it . I don wan to feel upset and I don wan cry for u de second time , it make me will hurt u or don like u anymore . I admit I am someone tat very easy to get jealous and feel upset becoz of a small matter!! I dono how much u love me when u tell me u love me but I know when once I say 'I LOVE U' tat time , I am 100% love on u . May be U cant feel it me. Today is our happy one month but I did nothing and I just know how to be moody and sad only!! I am sorry for being tat and if can I will replace it agian next time.
I know I am not as good as ur ex but I will try my best on it..I wil do de best on me.
I dono would u belive me and really fully put ur heart into me? I really dono u will or not??
Sometime not me don wan to belive u but is just tat everything u give me a kind of guessing feeling on . I really don wan to guess anymore , I just wan to be happy wit u , u loyal to me , really love me , tell me the truth and don make me feel tat we are different world human...
Ha!! I am tired of all tat..I wan to pass a steady and happy life.. can I had it fom u??can be together happily?? can we go for the limit?? can u put 100% on me?? can u?? hmmm
No one will ans me or and for u .... anyway... thank u for giving me a chance to be together wit u and hope u really will proof to me tat u really change!! Today I saw mee Kee bf wrote the sms!!
I feel tat he and my situation wit him...We are de people tat cant give watever dey wan!!
Hmmm After I wrote all this I feel tat I am more happier now haha...
I dono she will give me ans or any responce becoz she wont read my blog here!!
so jia you ba leng kiat!!!!!!! =)
I must be one of the best bf in the world for a girl but will she appreciate it?? dono!!
wait god or herself to think of it ba....

Hmm!! suan la...don think about it anymore....

Last night my mood was damn bad and I dono wat I am doing yesterday!!!
She tell me her ex had seperate wit one girl and wanted to chase her back....
She say she is very fan , facing prob and dono wan how...
Tat time my heart show me up a feeling tat she is not truthly in love wit me
I feel like my heart has crack into thousand of pieces and dono wan can do anymore!!!!
Tat time I just try to give up everything and feel like how about I give up her and give her another choice ba!
I tell her to choose him or me!! tat wat I wan to know on tat time
If she feel tat I am not important and she feel tat her ex is important or she like more
I am the one who willing to give or say seperate ba!! is really painful for me do say tat
but I wan to know wat her decision before I say anything....
phew!! She say really like me and bla la!!!
I dono wan to belive her or not but dono why I lastly belive in her
Although I belive in he but my mood is really like wan to burst jor de..how wo?
I cant smile or even do anything le....Am I a suck man in the world!!
This kind of game also got my chance to let me play le...hmmmm
I know tat after 12 is our one month time...At first I though got a happy one month but
Just facing problem before touched 12....how a how a???
I actually also dono wan how?? should I carry on and belive her?? how le....
Hmmm I go home try to sleep ba...bye

Today go my little princess house to teach and study!!!

Today I wake up early in the morning!!
Oh man!! I am super tired le but why I wake up so early wo...
Hmm never mind... When my dear wake up sms me den I start to pack up my stuff and go over
Walau!! I also dono where she stay lo , turn left and right den up hill down hill...haha
Stay mai the 'sang ka la ' place a....Haiz!!!
Her house is super huge and got a huge dog..haha
The first time I scare of dog becoz her dog can kill me and taller den me when he stand..
Don care la...First thing I did is teach her do math!! haha
Oh man her math is more suck den me...mean tat I am very geng also la...haha
After tat draw art play eat breakfast at around 2 den chit chat play game...
Go visit her house and take photo wit her....Hmm not bad de oh...
haha den we talk about feeling , emotional all tat...her sad feeling everything ba coz to free
After tat around 6 something pm...we was playing game de...
I don wan ans her den she pull my pant and I hear a loud sound 'PAk' from my pant..
Oh no!!! my button is torn....my pant keep on getting lower and she keep on laugh..
where got people like tat de go pull people pant and broke the button...hahahahaha
I had no choice and have to lend a belt from her if not...muahaha!!!
I was force to stay eat dinner at her house....Hmm her grandma cook de stuff not bad oh
Quite nice de but dono why they don put salt de..I mean just a bit only lo..
So I eat many of the food like no taste de...haha
haha I also dono what I had learn from her...At first wan to learn drawing but after tat we play
This mean never go to ur fren to study if u din plan well!!! if not u will end up playing only...
Aiya!!! my pant button a...where to find one oh!! hahahaha cant imagine she is so 'long'
hahahahaha!!! Next time must wear belt.. Kerajaan alway say de...safety number 1...haha
Now I at CC very bored lo...My gf call me on but left me alone...Why I wan to on le!!
stupid de wo..tired till hell still come...hmmm I should FFK le...damn bored a...
From =) now start to change =(..... haha bye

Hey yo!! last exam a...haha syok le....

Me a!!!!
Today wake up qute early becoz is auto wake up de...

I set a time in my brain jor de..
Today exam a...It was a funny day lo..
Everyone was finish till very fast and wait the time pass..
I finish the paper sharp at 2 30 pm..I wan to go out but I wan double check
when time touch 2 31 almost half of the class together wake up and go out!!!
Everyone was like plan jor..together go out sharp at 2 31....haha
After tat exam I sms my dear den I fetch by luan shen..
Hey man thank you a lot oh...IF not u I also dono how to go home lo
...Eh I got my lisence jor lo!! wah damn syok when drive go out...
Is different feel de when got lisence and no lisence de feeling...
no lisence need beaware of police..but when got lisence..muahaha!!
don care them at all...Is tat a nice feeling for me..muahaha
Eh I become a billionaire jor...haha
U know why?? becoz just now I play billionaire de game wit all my sister!!!
muahaha...at first I going to bankrup de but hor....
I was so lucky...they keep on step to my house and pay me money
Den I start to become rich and den a...Aiyo short form la.. I am the winner!!!
I play wit them many time jor...
I though this time I will lose de lo..mana tau I win so many time...haha
Don say jor la..later people say me sombong!! haha bye....
oh ya...wish mee kee good luck oh...hope U nothing ba!! jia you oh..
Eh my dear a...She like start to change jor...Dono ya or not de...hope is true de ba
....haha Don tell her I say her i backstep oh...haha =)

eh yo!! exam going to end soon!! sob sob...

Spm going to end lo..yeaho!!! hahahaha
Last night I at there hafal de nilai till like ham le!!! OH good I was like so fierce tat I can memorise all le... Today tat paper quite good la but I lost the confident to get A jor!!
Haiz got one place I din use the suitable nilai a!! haiz...sob sob...
Nvm la..Can pass den I very happy de la...haiz!!!
But also have to thank my dear message lo..
The message I receive when i was driving bike to mamak stall
muahaha!! I get shock when it...OMG..thank you!! hahaha
Eh let talk about my story le....
After tat day of arguement , fight and watever la....
I also dono tat count or not...
At last we choose to........................
Not seperate is restart again...
Mean everything do again and change all atttitude de lo..
Now de me is not a caring Bf liao....
haha like tat very fast give people fly de wo...Nvm she like it!! hahahaha
So now is change all to funky , funny and crazy tat it
care or not like or not also don care la...as long is when we together happy den ok de la!!!
Nvm think so much , got job den go , got time go accompany her if she cannot DEN at home sleep ba!!!
Tat the thinking for me right now....Aiya ...don care la....
Cin Cin cai cai den pass my life!! as long is enjoy the process and have future jiek....
I now looking for job...Dono got anyone can intro to me le?? hmm let me ask ask see
tomorrow still got one paper den I have to rest for one week!!! bored lo...
cannot must go dear house play first...muahaha kidding de la...
bye!!!! =)

haiz!! why I alway also haiz de leh..Pls la!!!

I also don un how de...
People dating I dating!! I like also dono what am I doing at all..
She everything give me de reaction and everything like is cin cin cai cai!!
Where got couple call their one don care he or her so much...
Mean wat?? I not count as ur Bf izit....I feel like aiyo....
We had promise each other on the evening... Each of us try the best
But I now really dono how lo....
EVerything chat wit her something den keep on change topic...
I also dono wat I can do...I don even know wat she wan from me right now!!
If like tat it make me feel like we dating without a reason and we are not match at all
Tis alway happen de wo....
If this keep on..I say it seriously la..It will make start to feel like 反感 on you de lo
I am afraid of our relation will tear off , my love feeling from love turn to scare or hate..
Can this don happen to me pls....
I now haven come to that step but I now start to afraid jor... I really cant imagine I doing this!!
Oh my God...Pls la!! why wan to turn me into this kind of game
I don wan la..I just wan a peace relationship and without problem de
Can u just give me tat kind of minor wish!! I just wan to have a nice relationship only okay!!
I don wan this kind of fear , problem , and horrible.....
I don wan to cry for any girl anymore!! pls god...don make me go in this games
I try my best to treat , to care , to love...but how come my destination is this kind of games
Izit me not suitable to dating wit girl anymore ....Or I am the bad luck u choosen play this game
I just wan someone to care , to love , loyal and know my feeling de
Is hard to have but at least....U give me a chance to write about my future wife in my exam
cant u just give me a normal one???? Holy mama!! I really 'PISS OFF'
Argh!!! I feel like wan to scream out loud now!!! phew......
suan la..later go home sleep den tomorrow will recover de la....

last night is a sad and fish day...but everything will be fine for today...haha

Last night I came CC to chat wit my gf....
At first is ok de but when time started to pass...Oh man everything like not getting better
My mood getting down and I like start to argue and complaint...
I wrote half way of my blog and I discuss wit her...
She kinda slow reply and I am out of patience.....den I start to feel like uh...
We just like start to stop chatting this and tat....
May be this few day I been very stress and tired la...
I last night was like another man jor.... somemore the feeling I feel from her is like don care about
So makes me this few day like think too much and worried of something...
Argh!! I last night really not tat good...somemore I know tat I makes her cry at home
Is kinda late tat time..I know it I can feel although she say don have all tat
She was the second I cry for!! Is this call stupid somemore I cry at CC lo...
Walau!! sei beh malu lo... Really can stop it de lo... not say I wan is cant control
I auto flow de then tat time I like can talk to her anymore
My feeling is jatuh till 0% . I of it and I drive car go home
I send her 2 message and I keep on driving...Oh I cant even think of anything and drive only
I din see road or car just drive go home only...haha I am a mad driver on there...haha
At CC tat time I tell her alot of my feeling on this and tat
Tell her wat I don wan like and wat I actually wan from her
Just only few thing jiek...Care , Love and some I din say tat is loyal , truth and happy..
That it!! is so easy le!!! simple guy so ma wan simple life lo
But at the begining I alway feel one thing tat is we cant be together long or walk further
why?? Becoz le she alway take me compare and tell me about her ex this and tat
Muahaha!! I from begining I feel tat is ok if u take compare and tell all that
but when time pass I feel tat oh I cannot accept it... I will feel like I am loser for her
I cant compare one of her bf..all her ex give and treat are better den me 100 times
Everytime she told me about ex den I feel like Argh!! lose again....stupid boy!! u r loser!!
Some more life way are different!! haha wat she wan and wat i wan is different...
My life style and background are totally opposite wit her de lo...hahahahaha
But since the day I choose her and I wit her I din think of it anymore
The thing I concern is tat she cant live the type of living I have now!!
I am afraid she will suffer and feel tat I am not a good bf for her...
Afraid of tat she will leave me alone , afraid of tat she cant stand and seperate..
nothing I can give her beside love , care , happy and some handmade stuff...haha
Tis is the thing I can give..hahahaha Others like branded watch , purse and bla....
I now cant give but I think after I work and I own my own money and try to fullfill her
I now don feel like use my parent money to buy thing give my fren anymore
I feel ashame to use my parent money agian...Although now is no choice
but if I start to work den I must stop using their money anymore....Good leh!! think first
hahahahahaha aduh so bad one la...
Hmm don think of pass..and Don think so far
Just think near...Now leh try to be happy wit my gf and give her de best
hope she won mind how is my backgound and I am super sorry for last night!!!
Although I dono she know or not but hope she un about me...lalalala
Wat I promise her today I will surely changes it but hope she also can do it
dono loh!! see how is she creat by god lo..haha
Ok la..don write la..later I cant stop it.. I now at CC start to do Sc lo..haha geng =)

Today can say is a lucky day lo!!!

Tis morning I cant wake up de lo...OMG!!!!
I don wan go car test but no choice..I pay jor de la..don go I die give u see...haha
Today this test everything go smoothly le...
I don feel any nervous also...haha Is suck la...everything so fast lo....
On the road 5 minutes den parking around 10 minutes...haha
I also dono I got pass de yellow line or not...haha
becoz the damn car is suck..haha I feel like wan to crash to the car lo...
The parking..OMG is like piece of cake for me lo...haha
Today many people fail on 3 point turn... At first i was scare but later is normal..
After the test go home bath den go school lo...
I saw mostly of my fren take pict and wearing the robe...
I also wish to wear but I won do it at school...haha
I plan of going wit my family and fren at a photoshop seeing me wear robe and take pic
somemore my dear..if she can go more nice la...haha
Today so many people perfomance...is so nice lo...
I wit elaine mei qian and his bf...haha all wear the same shirt...[I AM IN LOVE]
Is funny lo..everyone which saw de will ask or keep on say many thing de la...haha
After the show I discuss wit her about last night thing....haiz...sad story...
But hope she is ok and can get throw wat i say ba...If she really can do wat she promise
more good la...but dono oh..up to her ba...lalalala!!!!
Jia you for everyone in spm agian..I still got 3 paper to go ...muahaha
I wan to buy a camera a!!!! no money a...shit shit shit....haha sot plak..bye

Wat mean love for me???? Let me tell u my meaning..

I just finish up four SPM paper!!!
I was like phew!!!! At last the exam start...Although is a bit fear but still ok la...
The paper is quite easy la but I scare the graph raise and Oh God!!! I can get A liao..keke
Hmm this few day many thing had happen upon me liao...
sorry a!! I need to tell some story first...haha
Erm let talk about yesterday ba!!! Yesterday I follow some fren go buy thing..
Actually I not really wan to go de but seeing my Gf and mei qian go alone..
Oh man...Is dangerous so I think hmmm don give them alone la..I must follow so make sure they are safe!!
sorry for tat..I can continue writing becoz I feel like wan to cry at CC...Oh no!!!!
Phew....Don think so much.... I am deep in love wit someone but I think is my own feeling and thinking only..sorry everyone...kaka....
OK..Don talk about yesterday story la.... Is so lame... I walk lioa erm...damn long the road...
haha...Reach home also dono wat time den sleep..muahaha
din study for spm lo...Pro lo!! aduh perasan betul..Nvm i whole at there study lo..muahaha
Today think to much jor lo.... U know wat..I just now when for driving class..
I keep on think many many thing la...I can even concentrate on driving..But I am a pro also
Won beng people de..don worried okay!! haha
Ok don talk other sad story liao..Let me tell u wat is the meaning for love la...haha
here we go!!!! ~~~~
Love mean when one girl and one boy love each other and can give up everything for each other
Don even care about whatever had happen to each other...
Don care about are they rich or poor...
Wiliing to show the true love from each other...
Will take care and make sure each other is happy alway..
Less arguement.. I don belive no couple don argue de lo..No so good de la...If really no..wait time proof to u..
Somemore leh...erm!! never look down each other and alway support wat he/she do...
sure must good de la..Don tell me ur bf wan to kill people u go support me...siao la!!
Somemore got a lot de la...aiya..just now almost cry at CC..Too sad jor..Now cant think la...
Nvm I end till here...continue next time ok..haha thank you..bye

The Hardworking saturday!!!

last night had some sweet and bad dream....
Sweet de sure don tell la but the bad one is...
I dream of my Moral paper..I was doing it..Oh man I was like forget all the definisi le..
OMG don happen a if not I will die for it de lo...
don play please..I must hafal it cannot play wit jor ..I don wan die le...haha
After I wake up den first thing is go for my breakfast...keke
den go study lo...study see movie and do homework...
Wah whole day doing the same thing...funny la...
When around 4 is really a boring time..I hate dis period de
So I decide to fried some frenchfries for my big and small sister...
they just know how to eat de la..dono cook de...
den see movie at night and now at CC lo..
Last night I also at CC la..I last only know tat I am....
muahaha!!! Is so happy news....I cant even imagine de lo....
It happen becoz some question from fren I only know de...Oh Thank god for giving chance again
thank you and the fren which ask this question de..muahaha~~~

Wao...people holiday but I go school!!!

Today I need to go school again becoz yesterday I cant get the exam slip!
The disciplin teacher say my hair is long and I been force to cut...
Oh no!! I keep it for a long time already de la...hmm
Is still a good thing lo...I can go school pei her and meet...kakakakaka!!!
When I reach ther find Mr Chin but he don give and then later we discuss wit Ms Olive!!
She sure give de becoz she is a good principal..muahaha
After tat i bring food for them becoz they wait me for the whole day..muahaha
So good oh!!! After tat I wit her go help them take thier beg in the hall!
Wah there is so quite and dark le..no people there but I had some strange feeling lo
OMG!! Ada hantu I think..muahaha!!!
No la..den we at there keng gai for around 1 hour more ba!!!
So many thing to talk lo..keke
After chatting we went to the library to look for the other 2 fren..muhaha
Dey ask why so long..I also forget wat I tell them..Is just funny de la..
Go home see movie den see Tv...muhaha....
Now at CC waiting for fren find me la...haha where is fren !! come find me
I so good lo..bring book come CC study le..muahaha

Today Is a lucky and sweetzz day!! Muahaha

This morning first thing reach school is when to canteen and check out what is my breakfast…
Haha..don worried still maintain de same de …tat is bread la…
I wit few fren went to field and have a short game den after tat I went to library look for her de…Oh!!! When I arrive there I was feeling like strange de becoz no one was there wo..
Hmmm she play me izit!!! Call me go there and no one there…den ok lo..
I try to wait lo…after one hour…Oh I am getting boring and tried becoz no one there so I decide to go out…when I pass by the office and she wit her fren appear in front of me…
She explain to me all tat den …………. Den ok lo… wait har won die de…boy should do de ma..
At library just like keep on chatting , study and discuss question all tat…
After tat I went back to class ………
I was so lucky becoz I din caught by encik karim becoz other all my fren get caught…
I feel today got something will happen becoz I forget to wear my pray stuff….
I was like scare for the whole day lo…but everything is ok becoz I try to be careful
After school I wait her and than we start to chat play all tat…
Today I had pass a very sweet evening in my life and I feel tat I cant forget today…
Don worried I won write it out here..muahaha…secret between us…
Don guess oh…U forever won get it and don think negative ok.. we din do anything bad..
Beside tat…she accompany me to look out where I had study before, play all tat la..
My school life going to end soon…I really cant forget or drop it….Oh no.. but I will forget it
Everyone is growing de…so Don think to much..muahaha….
Many fren told me not to choose her and they tell me about her disadvantage…
But I feel tat is ok for me…at least she is true to me de can de la…treat me good le..keke
Even her fren is looking down for it..is okay!! I hope for nothing but just happiness between us
In my mind set something…She can be wit other if she feel tat guy id good… she wan to go I will just put away my hand but before she get it.. I won give up de oh…
Although we are not couple but dono I already take her as my love and treat her the best… many people say I am wastin time la , she is playing me , not worth all tat but for me…hmm I think is ok la…As long I still got the feeling to treat her good and nice I will do it..
Phew!! I will appreciate the last time she left for me.. although nothing much but is ok for me… nothing is important den her heart is facing to me…haha
Oh man!!! Why I will go say all this thing de…to long no blogging..
So Now many thing to write..miahah…this is wed de…rmb oh….

lalalalala!!!!!

Today leh...Is thier second day to exam oh!!! must be fun de la...
I think I left around 10 day to study and go for SPM liao de la..
Hmmm I must study la but still a bit lazy lo...
This morning I am worried about her Moral test le...
She keep on tell me tat she cant memorise all the nilai and dono how to do la..
Since she dono all tat den I give up my Pe time to cheer up her and teach her how to ans...
After tat I went down to field when they start to have their math paper 1...
Phew!!! dono how le?? aiya don care la..jsut play play play...hahaha
so tired a me!!! the weather is so hot and the library teacher say I am going to get sick
OH no!!! I must take care myself liao...going to exam a...cannot sick de man...
Toady whole day is just talk but also got study de la..
LAst 2 period oh..i ask maimunah to teach how to ans for Bm and then go talk wit joy class student..
mahaha....today we all talk about ghost story le..OMG so scary la...
pls la..don scare me ok..
after school I accompany her go take her art paper leh...
the teacher don give and she keep on at there make noise la....Mean tat she really to get A de..
Hmm I cant help her tat becoz I not form 4 and the art teacher fear to ask ah chin..muahaha
she is like tat de la.... ok la..now end here...I at CC waiting for fren...so long din chat le...keke

My fren say I am a noob!!!

Today I think I done something tat is noob de!!!
early in the morning I found a wallet at the toilet and I told my fren...
I told them tat and after it I send it to encik Karim tat is our disciplin teacher!!
I told him I found a wallet in the toilet..
After tat I tell my fren about tat...All my fren were scolding me and say I am stupid
They saynow the world still got this kind of stupid guy de meh!!
They say I should not give them back and should keep it and share the money...
I tell them the true..I say : Although I am poor but I won do tat becoz I know the guy is who..
Although inside got a lot money but I don think so we have to take it de wo...
If people go something urgent wit the money how???
After I telling..I was keep on kena scold and shot only!!!
From tat moment I don dare to tell anyone about tat anymore!!!!!
Today I stay back and teach her study leh...She look tired all tat...haha
I just encourage and her her how to study or do all tat...Although I not tat good la
but if she wan to learn I sure teach wat I know all tat...
I ok to teach her becoz at least she willing to learn all tat....muaha...ok la..end here bye

Lame tues!!!

This morning I wake up quite late becoz tomorrow had to study liao..
haha Early morning wake up quite blur blur and tired becoz last night had a nitezmare!!!
Haha...suck la..I saw poison snake la..is the tail..dono die lioa de ma..
and dream of something..I cant see who is tat..haha just can say the girl only..
Oh I don tell here..haha let me know will it happen or not only..haha
Go have my breakfast at around 1 pm at kajang there...
Eat spicy soup... I dono how to pronous it..keke
Den come home and wait fren to online...Oh My god..no people on de
I was waiting till around 4 something den I sleep again...haha so sien la
I wake around 5 something and help out my mom at kitchen again
Today she cook our favourite food tat is Crab and Milk Sotong oh!!
but dono why today like don have the mood to eat seadfood...
Never mind..mom cook de...I have to eat it too..let it finish la!!!
After tat chat wit her and lin lin....
This 2 are so funny de la...one is keep on talk about her sexy and beauty
den one is about study and bro..Oh my god...
I also dono why I can chat wit 2 type of conversation de..keke
Everything is like tat de...Yesterday happy den today will boring or sad
Is already set de oh.. So must prepaid when sadness or boring comes oh..
Ok la.. I think is kinda late de la..so good nitez ba!!!

I am a tuition teacher!!!

Today early morning sudah wake up oh!!
Get well prepaid and go for a breakfast...keke
I have a suasage mffin in Mc Donald Drive Thru...muahaha
Nice oh!!
When reach Jasmine house , de first thing is visit his bro room and play
There was so many computer and I was just like start online all tat
Den Plan a trip wit jasmine wit other fren for the coming holiday!!
Oh God!! Spm not yet end den think so far!! haha scare lo..
Around 1 and half hour later...She came lo...haha
She was wearing cap and quite beauty today!! muahaha...
Everytime I saw her also beauty de la..huiyo!!!!
Everyone was asking about me and her..We are just best fren ok
haha.. she don accept or make decision so I cant do anything de a
No use forcing someone de..keke
After tat I start to teach them about exam stuff and chat about some funny story
N I check out my mail for them to see some story and some horrible pict
Oh man.. I think u see jor sure no appetite to eat or don dare go anywhere
Haha...is crazy man..I got time I send to u guy!!
Beside tat,We have keep on take photo and play ..sure is finish everything 1 de la...
WE are good studen li de..keke no la..at least wan to learn de
den I really treat her as my Gf liao de lo.. Dono why de???
Really de wo!! She din say anything and we ...haha play game la.. don think other~~~ :p
Just like playing and chit chat only lo..keke after finish study sure need relax de la..
Around 6 pm I went home lo...She so naughty lo..Go use my msn to know my sister!! haha
When I going to the car tat time..she wave and say Hi to my sister lo
Den lalalalalalal...
and come to night time...I just finish clean my room lo...
Wao man!! so exhausted lo..haha
but at least look clean lo..keke I now feeling like..muahaha
Don write here..Just feel tat go in deeper on her..
Got pic oh but I not showing here..keke is in my phone!! lalalala
Good nitez la..keke =D

Many not happy thing keep on happen in this month!!

Last night I din update my blog becoz I am tired and bored!!
This few week damn many fucking thing happen lo...
Haiz!!I was like going to leave this house and go away la
I don wan to stay at there anymore la..more n more prob coming
I was telling her many of my story and tat last fri I told her alot
Haha!! Eh is my prob la..why I was pulling her down also lo
I told her I am sorry for tat..keke She is not my anyone
We are just fren so I won pull or make her involve to my prob
I will just share wit her any not happy or prob only
Just express to her only and don wan and feed back!!!
keke..So have to thank such a good fren willing to share it wit me
hahahaha..I dono she is listening or not as long she got responce den can la
Many other fren also oh like Lin Lin , Wen Wen N On On...
In different way and different form of chatting..keke
This morning my house happen something again!!
It make my cry again...Is quite a long time for I not crying...
Phew!! I dono wan to tell who or how to express it out..
I don write here lo..Just don think of it and nwo I am ok!!!!
Wat sad thing I ever pass..So now just try to touch back my book to study
Now around 18 day for SPM and I din even touch a book!!!
Oh man...chill la!! Take some book and read ok??
Hmmm..Tomorrow going out to fren house.. Hope there will be joy ba
Just now finish seeing some news about genting ghost story,horrible stuff
and crazy stuff!! Oh man..I cant have my dinner I think..is suck!!
Don think other thing liao...Study ok!! keke Jia You!! =D

Aduhai!!! wat is this la...

Last night I scold my dad becoz he was making noice at the midnight
It making me sick de la..hmm
Suan la...early morning wake up den go school lo!!
Reach school tat time.. I take elaine smart tag go take attentance...
haha yesterday I take home jor so it left me here lo..keke
Today not many student came so combine class again..
Oh man is bored la...
After went to field to play game...
Lunch time!! she came in to library and chat wit me
den she left liao..I look for yi wen and chat lo..
We talk a lot ...I rmb talking about her family rules..
Wah man I am scare la..So I don dare to for dinner wit yi wen parent
After tat I wit elaine and jasmine look for recyle bottle..
haha Damn funny la...
Today to Deeparaya celebration oh..
The show is nice and cool..Although is funny but at least nice oh
After the show everyone is back am I going to back stage waiting for her
she is kidna busy but she is beautiful after make up..
muahaha!! Don misunderstood oh..I din anything de la..we are fren nia
People don agree and Why I wan to think so much le..
muahaha!!so leh..si si dan dan ..happily like tat pass la...
Now the prob is about my parent again...
Aduhai!! I don mind the argue a..
But can don disturb me sleep la... I don wan die la..haha
Pls la...Stop it ok..don force me move out and stay outside pls!!
Haiz...suan la...tired to write la...thank to peterpan for the song name
'Mungkin Nanti' makes me recover de..keke and TiAmo!!
I won forget this song!!! =)