Happy but worried~~~

I am happy coz of a reply,
I know there are some good thing may be could happen..
Although is happy before but dono why feel worried...\
Everything has change...
She is much mor stronger and pretty compare to previous..
Me is getting far and far from it...
May be is me think to much but
May be wat I am thinking is right also..
There are chances and time being give but
It could be rejected as well...
Till now I still caring and concern about wat happening..
Still worried and care..
But there are only limited becoz we are just ......
I hope there is a hope and chance!!!
But when is it??hahahaha
I wish to try be the man
and wish is a secret between us...
but as a tunnel love ,
Normally it won happen
becoz it need more time...
Wat can do is just give time and understanding...
being coold and relax is wat should I do
but does it really work????
Hahahaha... hope we got a solution..
hoho!!
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Coming is monday and I have to start work..
I must try to work harder becoz I lost money jor...
HNGH~~!
I hate gamble jor..
wat the......
Work hard la... that money i lose is previous I win de..
so suan la...
I am much more patience and understanding already..
Time , chance , and fate...hehe
Fate ada , just wait time and chance....
hahahahahaha....
I belive u can ,  I belive I success...
All the best and try our best!!!

Blur and missing!!!

Last night dono why cant sleep well..
I know today I have morning class..
but dono why keep on thinking on 1 thing..
Is tat so important??
I dono at all.. I don have answer..
This morning rush to college and study till 9..
I am so tired!!
but no choice! this is the challenge i going to meet up~~~
I have to work and study..
Hmmm..
So I have to be strong and healthy enough!!
I hope I would be bless to do so...

I feel like I wan to put private becoz I wish
I could write down everything wat I wan say..
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Dono why this few day start to have conversation..
I keep on go and non-stop..
talk about many of things tat not related to wat I wan to said!
I now only realise tat while everyday what was I thinking..
Is something..
So long already it still there...
Dono why even meet back , I feel that it not even change..
feel like damn sad becoz knowing someon is sick and not feeling well..
But nothing I can do coz I have no right..
I just can take care her by other way!!!!
Bless her healthy and fine...
Dono why suddenly tear are among my eye again~~~
Feeling like something would happen and totally worried..
Hope everything go fine...
Hmmm....
Now there are more and problem start to appear..
Girls really problematic one..
I din even chase people or wat den wan to be wit me..
but I cant.. becoz my heart not on them !!
I cannot do so...
I don wan repeat my past..
Somemore I still in someone...
I don wan get distruct or problem...
Hmmm ,
Today i study till very tired la..
Morning till night..
How to I wan to work wo..haiz..
but no choice.. I work becoz I got reason..
so i have to add oil!!!
Money money money..
Camera camera camera
and
happiness happiness..
bless my fren shaun as well..
all the best..
No free lunch in this world..haha

so unthinkable again!!!

Dono why already 2 30 still cant sleep..
inside my heart till totally uncomfortable..
is it just now i accidently saw something
which I don wish to see..
Or am I having de wrong thinking and feeling??
I dono why..
I feel that something undropable..
although there are a solution but I din try on it!!
I dono  to do..
I feel miserable and unhappy in a moment..
but how long it would stay??
din gai din gai!!!
Din gai I won sei sam tap dei!!
Din gai i wan to think so much
on such impossible matter!!!!
Everything prove that is okay
but I don feel okay at all..
Already few day I been like tat..
I don feel like working at study..
I just feel like sqeeze in a dark room and sleep...
I don wan to meet up people anymore
but
I cant do it becoz I have to survive!!
Why no miracle for me , why no hope for me..
Why so unfair
that everyone have everything
but
I just have nothing!!!
I appreciate for wat I have now but is not enough..
Feel like crying inside my cupboard
but
it just stay along my eye ball~~~
Don feel like let it drop becoz!
i knew that is precious one!
I would be better and better soon..
Today is bad but tomorrow may be better..
hope to change all the way long!!
All the best and luck..
fully wishes myself..
In the name of god ,
Bless me all the path of my life!!!

Rush rush Rush~~~

Sem 3 jor.. although is 2 sub
but
Is totally JAM & RUSH~~~~
March start work jor..
so I  need to finish up my assignment on time!!
gambateh man~~~
cannot delay..
Now everyday also have to work just just sun off..
Aiyo.. lazy tim..
bu no choice..
I wan work for my camera and career de..haha
If work till happy den keep on work de..
but hope I don wan work for broadband lo..
change environment ba!! hehe
Phew.. so work hard ba..
hope get more sales..
Mon to sat work..
but mon to fri study..
aiyao!! mati la this time..hmmm
Boring~~~
Now many thing sudah change lo..
even my timetable too...
Just now rush to college and study...
yeah is happy meet up all my fren..haha
But i not happy becoz meet this kind of lecture..
aiyo.. sibeh boring and lame..
but no choice..
I promise myself jor
once start class den cannot skip..
so march..Go Go Go..
study hard..
Now one day eat one meal ,
go for gym and work jor money and experience!!
ah~~~ hou rush a...
wat also suddenly yong mai lei!!!
Now I also dono how..
Why human must got problem only can de le..haha
but i solve jor lo..
Now is work tat side only..
Grr cannot I must~~
Work Hard
Study Hard
Play Hard
and Enjoy Hard!! haha
camera camera.. I am coming..haha

Solution!!!

Aduh!!
What happen to me this 2 day a..
Why keep on like mm hoi sam one..
So charm meh..
Still CNY but already mm hoi sam..
Still got one year to go de lo..
Just now go interview!!
Walau eh..
the girl say jor 7 , but reach at 8 something.
when to the office..
meet her upper boss..
wao..I know them..
but they forget me!! haha...
They are event company..
OMG this time I die jor.
I join their event be permanent..
mana tau is broadband..
Aiyo!! sien jor la...
this time also dono how to discuss wit ally!!
suan la..
Try new environment ba!
So lame jor la me...
shake P is tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow..
but
me is Sorrow sorrow and sorrow!! hahahaha
This so many thing jor..
OK from today on..
Cannot FAN!
How also must solution!! hohohoho..
No money den work..
Work not tally den work harder
Wan better den study hard
girl forget it before I am rich
And still got wat..
Jst fren side lo.
I wit my ex work so fren
now suddenly change wo..sei jor!
nvm.. may be one day we can cooperate..
hope so!! so gambateh!!!
How sad also must be strong..
I know I can change and win!!!
Past is past..Now is now..
go go go!!!

Not really happy!!

Naw is 4 am!!
Last night play mahjong wit fren...
Err ok la.. not win much but just bit bit..
Hmm
ciht chat wit hanren till aroun 6 morning..
Wao so tired..
This afternoon when to Ts coz ren wan to buy wallet.
den go walk and come home..
rushing to jack house..
Wao win a bit also on poker but dono why not happy also..
Night , my bro all come my house and bai nian and gamble..
madeline can along but dono why feel not really nice at all..
Win alot tonight but the feel tell me that
I am totally down...
my mother side cousin all is here to pray and gamble..
So nice de day still not happy!!!
actually wat i wan today??
Feel that sam lor lor luan..
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Yesterday when to "Tian Hou Gong" pray..
I get a charm saying that ,
My past and behind has happen many thing,
I now is totally sad , but
actually is a begining of everything for my future..
So ask me don give up de chance and work for it...
Ask me don go travel wo,
Is totally non-profit...
so i think near near okay la..hehe
Hmm!!
Actually wat is my actual problem...
Something inside still unleaveable..
Although try to put and let it go
but
is still inside.
Why like tat , and why canot like that..
i also dono a! how to answer myself?
Sam si sam si~~~ so many sam sam si si..
Just as the charm say..
happiness after spell of suffering!!!
I very suffer jor..
since de day I know how to walk...
hope can get more happiness...haha
So funny de thing is ,
If i married this year , We would live till the end..
OMG!! so funny..
i also don wan cause people in trouble if I cant stable myself..

Unthinkable!!!

Today still not recover yet!!
Yesterday night when to Jun keong house~~~
Her mother is totally friendly just like 1 of us..
SO nice and good..
Her mom open a bottle of red wine~~~
Too bad that I din drink becoz I don like alcohol!!!
Hmmm
is a nice night becoz I win almost 200...
but all is fren so i take around 20 buck for them  to yam cha!!
den night around 2 reach home and wait ranson come over..
he fetching ar koon and vitturia...
go old town wo..
OMG i am tired
but no choice , they call out i have to follow..
We drive mini coopper!@!!
Is cool man... we speed up to 160km per hours..
is max already coz the car lock engine already..
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actually many thing I cant think through..
Why this and that..
Many thing in my mind keep on turning...
I feel that I start to change alot since I am being left out..
hmmm, why use other way to see thing is more different one?
I dono...
Changing is a good thing so that we can learn more
but am I changing through the right way??
Coming sem 3 I think i should look for a part time job..
I think i would stop working for DiGi
and work for others..
So i would upgrade my taste and thinking..
Dono why now start to choose shirt ,
choose shoe , speak eng , use perfume
and try to change my outlook and thinking..
May be NAW I don have anything..
but doesnt mean later I don have..
I now don use branded but one day i will..
Start on perfume and shirt first ba!! hehe
Save money and buy...
I cant afford just like other..
but I know as i earn money.
Wat I wan I can!!!
Am  I unthinkable??? haha
Dono right...hehe

CNY sick day

ARGH!!! hou san fu aRrRR....
Yesterday morning..
Nian chu 4,,,
wah beh tahan jor.. sore throat and flu..
I going cant breath and talk already..
alamak...early morning jump wake up
when to clinic and check up..
hmmm too serious le ba...
At home eat le medicine and rest lo..
I din follow my family go bentong..
Too bad!!!!
At night when to kor shin there...
Sit yellow mini copper to her house lo..
Meet up few fren..hehe
eat dinner together see firework
and most important is gamble!!! haha
saw back my last time best fren justin!!
Oh.. he has gf jor.. haha.. but look so young..hehe
At there win jor siu siu la... below 100 la..haha
Still win de..
after tat rush to "LOOK OUT POINT"
to see view and yam cha!!
Aiya din snap pict time..hehe..
Nvm..Next time  ba..
Erm , I now feel that i really need a camera so I can snap down every important moment...
is okay..
At mid night around 1 15 am..
rush back home and go to Pavilion..hehehehe
Date jor another few fren watch the 72 tenant house..
is kinda funny but we are late.
OMG.. miss jor front de..
everytime watch wit them also late de..hmmm
Ok la..reach home eat medicine and chit chat wit fren till 4 to 5 am
den sleep..bubbye..

yesterday and today!!!

Yesterday ,
all my mother side cousin came along..
HOHOHO~~~
We have tuan yuan again...haha
eat all in one table and gamble...
I though we are heading to malaca later
but it been postpone to tues..
so ok la.. nvm la...
So plan to go bentong visit my mother sisters.
After lunch ,

Take some personal pict sin!!!
around 3 pm, we are ready to go...
suddenly my aunty call my dad..
oopp~~
My grandma suddenly cant talk
and it rush to hospital...
everyone was sitting at home and wait!
Hmmm,few hours later,
my dad call...
Grandma is fine just low sugar...
so cancel again lo..
At night when pool wit Nich ,Nich gf N ranson..
After that around 1 am , madeline told me she is back...
so let go for a movie , but late ,
so just go for tea lo.
join up wit her fren too (ah jing)..
is a pretty girl but is keep on talk foul language and smoke..haha
She spoke the foul language damm funny and I din hear before..haha
Back around 4 something to 5...
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Today~~~~
Morning wake up,
OMG i am damn tired man...
Rushing to malaca...
Aiya , my fren also going there tim!!
Hmm reach there meet up my uncle...hahahaha
Been 2 year I din go visit already..hoho
Chit chat , play here and there and have dinner..
whole day at there talk and eat..
Go eat chicken rice ball..
YUK!!
totally not nice lo... to many peopl..
dey simply make only...hmmm
too bad.. give me bad impression..
But i must wait i get till DSLR camera go again..
is nice to snap photo!!
Hope can go wit someon...hehehehe
Hmmm snap some photo too...
there have a famous street like petaling street
but all is food one...hahahaha

(BOAT)(JONKOR STREET)(ME)

Nian chu 1 and eve...

Yesterday go for dinner at popo house..
hmm is normal but still nice..
meet up wit alot of cousin...haha
Is not really comfort but still ok la..
at least we gather once a year..haha
Today, i am prepare wearing red shirt and my funny short pant..haha
Step in my popo house...
hahahahaha
Meet up cousin again but one more group cousin came too..
I first time meet then since de day i born..haha
First time,
so I just like haha.. halo "gong hei fatt choi"
everyone  HUAT!!!! haha
is like tat de lo...
After that go to 3 cousin house..
Wao!!!
I am tired man... although is tired
but at least I finish up our job!! haha
Hmmm
tomorrow chu 2,
I need to go up malacca...
Meet up my mother brother..
haha~!!!
He stay there no choice lo...
so enjoy my one day trip ba!!! hehe
After that , go fren house lo~~~
everybody,
I am coming to your house to bai nian lo!! hoho...
Wait for me~~~~

Here we go~~~

Today I wake up at pukul 2 something..
Getting late and late oh..
Just now , dated by madeline out for movie!!!
Aiya , get into theft boat jor...haha
But feel good she treat la..
Hmm ok ba the movie!!!
Kinda funny de...haha
Alright, tomorrow CNY eve lo..
Hmmm
Dono where to eat le??
Dono ada go popo house boh??
Aiya nothing la.. as long everyone happy!!!!
haha..
GONG HEI FATT CHOI to me and everyone..
Owe one more people money , tomorrow morning rush other pay first!!!
Jangan utang people..haha
Hmmm...
In previous I lost something,
So i belive coming I will have something...
Although is a pass , but still got check it out de..
Although no communicate,
but alrready chat inside de heart!! hahahahah
Seeing so happy ,
I also feel happy too de~~~
Alright ,
Plan A start , CNY see can thin boh??
If cannot go for Plan B that is when college reopen..
Go for gym lo!!! hahah..
CNY nothing for me to eat de,
So gambateh ba!! hahahaha
God bless me this year fullyfill with luck
and most important is JOY ~~~~ haha
Good luck to U too~~~

Muahaha!!!

Oh CNY is around de corner...haha
Is happy , so hope it keep on ba!! hehe
This few day I totally not feeling well!!!
Already beh tahan and today go see doctor~~~
hoho...
Just normal case , just have to eat medicine only...hehe
EEE~~~
CNY here.. I cannot sick..
Remain strong ba..haha
yesterday I sudah cut my hair!!
aduh.. the hairstyler is the owner..
Normally she din cut..
dono why she help me cut..
haiz.. so cha de she make my hair habis..
but nvm la...
Short jor also nice de when it grow!! hahaha
I today dye my short hair!! intro red and brown..
wao ... is nice and amazing..
Thanks to my mom on helping me..haha
hmm is kinda happy today,,,
I pay up my 2 loaner money..
one is ren, and one is madeline..
yesterday go out wit her to pasar malam.
but jor some earing and dvd..
no money to pay!!! haha so fish..
the ATM la.. tak ada duit wa..shit man!!
but today i pay up..
CNY is here la.. cannot owe people money..hehe
Oh ya, left one.. is ranson..
Owe him 20 buck ,so tomorow gotto clear..haha
Alright after that I am done now..hahahaha
Hmmm
Come one everybody..
CNY OH..
HUAT ARRRRR
Huat Huat Huat!!!
I watch the "scare till laugh" the movie teach one..haha
HUAT HUAT HUAT ~~~~~

No U-Turn....

Hmmm..
made some decision already....
There are no use to turn back or looking back!!
Study hard and mix more fren on the coming sem!!
Wao is must be a joy right now~~~~
Wat can do???
let me turn to different...
I wan to cut my hair and be koren style...
muahahaha
Keep fit and wan to look a bit slim...
hohohoho~~
hope can la...haha
in the pass I had waste to much time already..
Why not I work hard on it!!
hahahahaha...
I already don have feeling and taste on it~~~
when look back to the past of it,
just feel is cold and is unknown to me .
everything is not important already~
now is a good chance for me to change..
Everything is given a space for me..
so!
Plan to go travel again..
I wan to go thailand pray,
melaka eat chicken ball rice ,
Uk or taiwan study,
enjoy my life if possible...
But before can do all this..
After cny I have to work hard!!
money and study is more important den others..
Hmmm next Sem is Sem 3...
Is a shorter class and hope more flexible ba!!
Although study for 4 day but is a short period only.
cant meet and keep a memoris is my wrong
becoz in the past don really appreaciate it..
but nvm!
The world is keep on turning...
we cant alway stop on the same moment!!
Just follow the flow to alive...
goodbye my sad past,
goodbye my naive time ,
goodbye my love one(careo),
goodbye my frenhood,
goodbye my cooperate wit my colleague,
goodbye my memorable time in the past..
Yesterday is a past,
today is a gift
and most important is tomorrow is a "mistery"...
haha..

Unhappy and tired!

Last night I saw the timetable...
although I have to study 4 day ,
but the time i getting shorter..
Wat to do le after class???
Hmmmm
I feel like going home but no choice ,
I have rent the house!
Hmmm
feel sad also becoz we don have one class
is the whole class will meet together..
is just a lecture class....
Haiz!! like tat more die la..
Wan to meet once also geting hard!!
Only lecture , somemore is so lame..
Haiz...
So damn moody...
Study physco in this sem!
although cant meet frenz anymore
but i have to study hard also!!!
This sem wit B7 again!!
Oh shit!! not really nice being wit them..
But no choice.. wat to do!!
haiz... no heart to keep on study..
everyone is being seperate already..
well~~ wat can do is study hard lo!...
today dono why so moody and tired..
yesterday sleep at 3 am..
wake up at 2 pm coz my fren calling..
but after that around 4pm i sleep again!!
wake up at six,
check on facebok saw some comment
check back my timetable and feel sad!!!
Haiz haiz haiz~~~~
tonight go pasar by CNY song ba!!!

I hurt my neck!!!

Oh man!!
This morning around 10 something
I got disturb by customer..
shit man!!
I was sleeping la.. totally tired..
but no choice!!
hehe
Since I early wake up,
 i got to go pandan indah!!
Go pay back money and eat lunch!!
After that I went to UCSI again!! hahaha
Study there... today damn warm man!
So suck I wear sweater!
Somemore the hanren make my neck injuired!!
Is was totally pain till now mid night 3 am!!
I cant turn left and right~~~
Oh man.. it was painful la..aduh!!
I plan after class go time square to shop and watch movie !!
when the class end , my jean the knee there torn off!!
So no choice!! Go home first..
wao shop alone is quite cool...
I went to TS at 8 something!!
I must quickly shop and buy something!!
yeah= I bought a shoe!!!
Is so freaking cool becoz I start to speak english wit others..
hahahahaha! nice.. can train well my eng~~~
Hmmm after shop , I saw my fren madeline working there!
oh let go for movie...
OMG...WooHoo again!!!!!
but is okay la.. at least is nice and funny...haha
We sat at couple sit but we are not couple at all...hahahahahha
freaking funny!
Oh man... my neck still pain la..
How am I going  to sleep le????
sakit ~~ sakit~~~ sangat sakit~~~~
hmmmm.....
So wuliao de me!!
Start tomorrow I think nothing to let me think anymore!!
even the last matter (her) i also stop already!!
very tired jor!! after cny only think la..
Now wat I not yet do?? everything is done
but
my room still haven paint yet although i  tranform my table bed all that!!
let rock it out tomorrow!!
I start to feel that I can shop alone and purchase stuff..
How about tomrrow go sing k?? hehe..
considere and try alone see...hehehehehe
nitez!

What to do le???

This morning I been waked up by my sister!!
out for lunch..
OMG I am damn tired and having bad dream...
Hmmm ok let jom pergi buy cny stuff...
At the evening..
I start to tranform my room...
Moving here and there...
So busy le..
My sister ask many thing..
My dad suddenly said..
Bring ur  Gf come back this coming chinese new year!!
I was like..
What the~~ OMG!!!
I remain silence on the moment..
First time my dad told me this type of thing..
Before that , my dad din even metion about my gf
same as my family...
Dey ask me where is my gf and when bring back!!!
They saw her before~~~
but
I remain silence again!!
In my thinking I am totally happy
becoz my family like her and accept it..
they concern about us!!
Before that they not agreee....
zBut something bad in my heart ...
We are seperated already!!!
She leave far away from me...
OMG man!! what to do oh?
I cant even answer them and  I keep on divert it!!!!
Haiz...
Hou charm lo like tat~~~~
If i let my dad know i single jor!!
Dono wat he will think to his son me~~~~
first time he cakap macam tu!!!
aduh~~~
I I dono wat to do jor!!!
Everyone as me to do it...
try to chase back! BUT
i am worried! becoz
There are reason....
She has her reason y cant be~~
So i also mm zai oh!!!!
hmmmm!!!
CNY coming~~
I also dono wat to do becoz every year de same~~~
Gambateh ba everyone~~~
about that problem , after cny only see any action!!!
before know any result...
make sure enjoy first!! hohohoho
GONG XI GONG XI~!~

From happy End Up sad!!

Hmm yesterday morning get a bad news!!
My brother (ranson) is SINGLE!!
Oh my god.. wat the....
Hmmm the reason got alot
I dono want to start where...Hmmm
So that evening I go out wit him go eat dinner and ts..
He is freaking sad same as me becoz he remind me something!!
Haiz! kesian....
We at night went to nic there to play..
We drive Madza RX8 go to cyber and putra jaya!!
Snap a lot of photo been to many place..
Ya we just have a break of joy but later sad back!!
I go over his house to over night!!
We back from there is already 4 am and we sleep at 5..
talk alot man!!!
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Today morning wake up and rush to nic there again!!
Today we going to dengkil and cyber also!
Took a lot of photo!!
Is a short joy also de...Hmmm
we went to a park walk even..
But I am ranson dono why freaking no mood whole day!!
At night when to nicole there play mahjong~
The dog is keep on disturbing me and I cant even concentrate!!
Even before that I was at car chatting wit ranson!!
Wao I suddenly feel missing and missing something~~
Oh man!! I am damn sad now!!!!!
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I though is a happy day but end up not really!!!
Seeing my bro in this problem I also feel sad about mines!
I till now also feel that the reason is been given are totally not acceptable by me!!
I now only realise that reason is not about us but is about her~~~
If really love someone!! no matter how there is a solution!
Ranson giving me 3 ans...
1= he love others more than me!
2= Not really love me from the begining at all!
3= Is she love on someone and some unsolve problem!
Oh man.. hearing this, I feel that I am totally down down down!!!!!
Already pass so long, suddenly flash back~~~
Wao it mean that there are something hidden.
I dono le... I don wan to think becoz is a death end already!
Hmmm
Is fated , we will meet up at the end of the day~~~
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genting 1 day trip!!!

Haha!!
I am totally crazy man...haha
Yesterday when to pool wit ranson!!
Yeah I won him... 5 or 6 over 2....hahahaha
We suddenly discuss wan to go genting blow wind..
Oh man..IS mad!!
We ask wai on and irene to join along..
Wao! Is my time to be driver man!! hahahahah
Is cool!!
I was dirvin honda CR-V to genting...
Is my first time , so is not reall fast but can reach within 1 hour..
!!!!!
Is damn freaking cold last night till we are freezing!
We have dinner there ... we eat at 10 something..hehehehe
Den got for pool again at genting and get some cold wind..hehe
Is cold , but around 12 something we have to back..
wah the road just a nice plce for me to drift..
but to bad, I won becoz I am afraid i would crash..
so drive slowly and safely...hahahahahaha
Is a nice day , becoz when we reach there stop rain but is damn freaking cold!! haha

(Freaking Cold)(dinner)(On andGirl)(ranson)(me~~)

The weather is cold ....hahaha...the fog is covering the hotel...haha

NO GO OUT!!

haha... today I din go yam cha or shopping lo..
Whole day at home sit diam diam..
Hmmm this evening ,
I clean up and throw all the past stuff..
All my book , my toy all tat la..
Now my room is less and less thing...
haha...
Throw this and tat.. really funny..
 oh ya..
I now thinking wan to put wat colour on my room..
hmmm Think of purple,
but mom don allow , so think of pink!!
hoohohohohohooh
Sei lo... become ah pon already..haha
No la.. put light light pink only la..
Just pur fot nice only..
I seldom sleep one , so use it for display ba..haha
Hmmm
so tired after packing the stuff...
Oh my fren Madeline..
So charm...haha give people bluff go up boat jor..haha
stupid de..
stupid stupid follow fren go genting den so late only back..haha
dai sei lo..if not me sms wit u a, i think i die jor la..haha
hmm let see tomorrow mau buat apa first..
go kajang, cari sohai makan,
den go find ranson go pool..
ok good for it...hehehehehe
CNY Faster come la.. I really beh tahan a!!
Hou sien la..Somemore no work for me to do..
At home liong floor till finsih all jor la...hahahahahahaha

Gambar Gambar Gambar!!!!

Here are the Pd photo...Now uploaded...haha

(ROOM)(ME)(ME)(SUNSET)(FUNFAIR)(SEAVIEW)(ME AGAIN)(SEA VIEW)(HOUSE VIEW)

hahahahahahaha

here are the photo... some of it censored already..

so cannot post here if not i will get kill de...hahahahaha

all right.... plan for next trip soon..

so planing and ask some fren to join!!

May be is u oh ( the 1 who read my blog)...

Come on.. is will be fun...hahahahahahaha

Lo Lo Lun de today!!

Last night been writing a lot of thing...
Cant sleep well and dono why mid night suddenly moody!@!
Wat has happen???
I dono wat i am thinking on that time and worried about..
I suddenly feel the time is so miserable...
Is that fair to me ?? why everyone can sleep but i cant??
hahahaha..
After my ex tell me de secret..
I feel that is normal and I know it since long time ago..
anyway... Should not border becoz sudah past ma..
Hmmm this morning , I suddenly cant breath and jump up!!
I feel very suffer and almost break from breathing!!
Wat the hell is happening on me??
Hmmm after that I sleep again and wake up at 1 something..
OMG~~
is so lame man , I dono wat to do,
not having breakfast and lunch and totally hungry la..
Aduh!! so lame la..
have a red apple and lye on the sofa..
Thinking left and right , front and back!! haha
apa hal le?? think sad , happy , past , money ...
wat also think...
sei lo..
Who day lo lo lun de!!!!
Like something inside to think and like something will happen..
meh shi le???
i never feel that before de.. look is a lame day for me..
At the evening , I help my dad to cat my house..
Oh is a tired day also de but still lo lo lun again!
Wat really make me feel that till now 1 35  am i also dono..
Go out drink tea wit fren but din talk much..
just diam diam play poker at cafe~~~
HMMM CNY coming lo..
must happy happy de , but I wan to know wat happen lo..
can tell me mou????
not becoz of her , family , money and work...
den is wat le??? aduh!!
HOU CHARM A!!!!!!!
Nowaday keep on at home "Liong dei Gun"..
Mo Sor SiSi!! just like a fai chai only...swt..haha
nitez