Happy Holiday!! hahaxx

Last night I stay at CC for more than 4 hour!!
hahaxxx
Chat wit her play webcam all tat..so fun!!
I hope our future tat nice la..haha
don hope is sure can!!! muahaha so confident la

she will be at there for 7 day..

So this 7 day I must pass it nice and happy

Don care anyone say or talk about us anymore

My decision is on her only..wait for her!!

My fren ask me to give up but I feel is facing her

So guy!! sorry I can give up her..keke

I really went deep into her!! kaka

Oh yea..so this week I will write the missing day!!

kaka..I think will be a boring blog again..

Last 2 night I had edit a pic but forget to show here

Is me and her de oh!! Is not really nice

becoz we just take and not good enough

So don blame oh..next time take better de..keke

haha..>>> see!! so long din edit pict jor...

pls don tease all tat...Is nice but not really good

muahaha..perasan betul..

I think she must be at plane sleeping de lo..

Good nitez to her and myself...

sweet dream!! =)

Missing day is coming lo...haha

Eh holiday coming lo..is tat nice leh...
but for me not really a good thing becoz she going leaving
Oh man..one week la..U think U will miss die her or not??
Hmm dono how to pass lo..macam mana??
Last night I online till around 3 ba
Tat time I am going crazy becoz of my house computer and internet
I now at Cyber Cafe..Here is so comfortable leh...haha
This morning I was pull by my family to sing K.
Actually I don feel like going de but at home so boring..haha
Today me at there sing more den 20 song I think ,
becoz wit family ma..so won shy lo..keke
Eh so go tat I meet giap chin and his fren
We at there chat for a while after tat we go each other room
After the singing I go for the lucky draw..
I use the key to open my lucky number 4
Argh!! I open it..yeah man..I was so happy
I get a small prize tat is free for 5 person to sing at Redbox..
Today at the afternoon i use my phone to chat wit her
becoz I at outside ma..yes man at last I know how to use phone to msn
Is kinda fun de but a bit expensive lo...
Is ok...Must give up something to get some good thing..haha
Hmmm tomorrow she leaving..I really mm sei dak
but she have to go..So tonight must chat wit her as much as she can
kaka!! so tonight she can leave without notice de...haha
Ok la..wait her to online la...lalala....=D

Evening 6.40 PM

Ya just now she reply me already
She was sleeping last night and just now also
She wanted to let me know the answer
But I dono wan to know it...I think it for a long time
Last night I was waiting and thinking a lot
I think tat give her more time is better
May be she don let me know the answer
will make each of us happy...
She actually don wan to tell me de
I also know tat..I am also don wan to know de
at last we know each other wan wat tat...
She ask me a question ... Is me fully love her
I ans her..Yes I do but I don dare to express on it
becoz Of my pass...
I don wan to know it and let her think more
So tat we won regret on each other
May be the time I predict is cant be
But I will wait till the end of my feeling
so she don wan let me know ...she scare she will hurt me
She told me tat she like me too
I am happt wit tat but I still have to give her time,
today is my birthday and she wan to give me a big suprise
tat accept me and be my GF.
I saw it I was happy but I tell her I gve her considere more,
so tat we don choose the wrong and be de wrong.
So my birthday present is considere nothing lo.
Anyway thank her for giving me such a nite time ,
such a sweet and happy memorise..
I think I won forget tat
We took some pic too..I will choose the best and frame up.
Take it as a memorise also good de la..
Maybe one day we really cant be couple but can be bestie de
hehe..
Phew!! Told her all tat and my heart arent happy.
I start to drop few drop of tear..but I had control it
I just rmb 1 word..I can recieve lose but I can receive give up
So wat to do...Just be back happy and go on my life
I wait for u till the end oh!! haha =D

Good morning!!!

Good morning everyone!! haha
Izit very nervous wan to know the news leh??
keke I wan to tell right now lo...
First thing wake up is update this blog first.
Ok the news I get is................
NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Izit Feel strange leh???
Ya wo..me too wo...
Last night I came home around 12
Is my brithday leh...
So before I go bath I on the msn and wait
After tat I wait and chat wit some fren first de
Den wait wait wait wait...wait for around 3 hour
She also din reply but just the contact is there
So is nothing...After around tat 3 hour my vision start blur
My head start to 'wing' den I jump to the bed
On some music and I sleep there....haha
That the night I pass....sorry nothing to tell here
haha becoz is nothing!!!! ahaha We are still bestie!! keke

Let Role The PARTY!!!

This morning I am damn fucking tired man!!
but no choice I have to wake up!!!
Just now evening went to watch movie named PAINTED SKINs
This movie is super boring and I am asleep in the cinema
Oh man..waste my nine buck!! U careful a!! I will burn u up
haha how come I say such stupid thing de...keke
After I went home and ready to go jasmine house party
Argh firstly I reach there was boring and I was keep on sweating
Eh!! I feel I very tired and boring den I wish to go home
hearing she say going home at 8 is a bit dissapointed la
but is ok de la...No her choice..den keep on like bla bla bla
Argh I really tired and bored soon...
den I wen to Jasmine bro room and play wit his fren...
Haha all like poker just same like me..keke
Den she call me and we start to chat from there..
Keep on chat chat chat eat den chat again
Play computer take photo and help all girl take photo
their post are extremely funny de..from there
It start to become a nice party...haha
Talk a lot and play a lot...
Lastly she went home before I go home talk wit few guy
about bike car and some stuff la!!
Now I at home ...is so comfort man!! haha
Now just wait her to online and wait her news!!
If really a bad news I think I am ok becoz I try my best
may be I not as rich as her ex or handsome as her ex
but I can be the best de o...Don look down me..haha
ok la..end here ....tomorrow update the news for u guy!! =D

lalala....Quuicck a happy day oh!! kaka

Today morning full with confident go to school
haha..I promise someone and must be wit it
At Pe time I play badminton wit Nahvin and some fren
Is quick funny man...He and me just like a mad man
Laugh there and here scold each other
and argue wit 2 mad man...OMG man!!
Everyone is looking at us oh.. I don feel shy anymore
1 got one good news tat is My Moral get A1 a...haha
I am super happy becoz my target is A2 but I get A1...
haha but one bad news...Tat is my Bm get 45 mark only
Phew!! =( I dono how can go for college or not leh
Don care tat la..
I go look for her again...Where is she?? where are you??
I sit there read newspaper and wait lo..haha
yeah here she come..I promise her already lo
Don be shy and talk to her...haha Yeah I did it liao lo
Chat wit here there for 20 minutes more
and then go back to class la..If I don go line up...
I sure die there soon...becoz teacher will look for me
Just now I went to Hall of character to play badminton
but actually is go there see her!!haha
Not bad wo when she dance but worried her leg...
She is so pretty when dance...Ahaha
She dono I am looking at here de..Actually is worried jiek
Fantastic dance..If I can see on the full custome
or dance give me see den good la...haha heey don dream pls!!
keke...Ok la..continue tonight!! =D

The last decision I had make!! kaka

Last night I cant had a good sleep becoz
my brain keep on come out a short view about today de
This morning when I at bus my brain come out the view again
Oh man!! early morning wan like tat ma
haha
I don care tat..I just wan to do de best and be de best for her
Early morning dono where is she but just wait to meet her lo
Den wait wait wait!!At last is lunch time...
At first I was afraid and I don wan to go
So I went to the canteen and eat wit my fren...
but the longer I stay there I feel like annoying again
So i deicide to buy a drink and look for her
Ya I found her and I pass over the cream I buy for her
She use it...But I dono izit useful...haha
I wan to help her and make sure she is ok
but cant!! becoz shy la...haha
So many people there..keke don care la haha
den chat and all tat bla!!
After school I know her dancing there but I don care her first
Actually not I don wan to meet her but I wan to get her a drink
Know her water is finish so I wait at canteen lo
But wait jor very long also dono where is her
den go back to bus and drink the water up
haha so noob la me..Why don let her know leh??
sei chun!!..
Just do wat I can..as long still like/love her
I will give her the best and care her more....
haha Don tease me if anyone read all these haha
I know is very cold de..keke =D

Phew!! damn mood come again...argh!!!

Wat is this man!! Suddenly I become no moood jor..
Dono why I can stop got a kind of annoying feeling...
Even chat wit her tat time also not feeling like wan to chat
I really dono wan to write or chat wat wit her before I really blur
Oh man...I really don wan to do this to her
but
I cant stop it..Aiya...I suddenly got a kind of bad feeling
I like going to enter and cold and full wit Snow world
Feeling my life was getting cool and cold blooded...
Argh!! I don wan to have 2 kind of character le..
Aiya!! My head is getting pain and run out of thinking...

I am happy but something make me worried!!

Today I was so happy becoz My math paper get 50 a....haha
First time in five year time I get a credit leh...
Happy sei me la!!! Normally exam or wat exam oh...
My mark just will alway fail like around 20 or more a bit lo
Alway is teacher help whole class so tat many people can pass
but this time trial...haha I do my best liao..
I can get a credit a!!haha
but my sej not tat good lo..paper get 13 only la..
So sad la...Wat I write din come out and wat I don read all come out
I really wan to cry jor...
My most favourite sub I can get a low mark!!
ARGH!!! I think I most can get a D only..wuwuwu!!! how a??
haiz..suan la...
Let talk about her again...keke
Just now she let me know her back and her leg is injuries again
Oh no!!How can she like tat . I try to call her rest and stop for few day
but I know she won hear So I just support her keep on dance
Just can advice her stop to dance or rest when she not feeling good
phew!! damn worried her now!! how is her condition ??
I also dono le...I tell her nothing but actually I am damn worried about
Hope her leg recover and can dance again...
I din saw her dance before but I think she can dance very pretty
So I don hope she becoz of this perfomance and cant dance after tat
Hmmm...so tomorrow need to care her so tat she is fine
Nothing I can do for her but care and advice
I just bought a medicine from Farmasi...So when she is in suffer
can use it for temporary la...I dono wan to buy wat just tat~~
Hmm!! miss her and worried her...How le??
Wa mm zai wo...Meet her tomorrow la...see how is her ba!!

A bit sad but I am okay!!=D

Just now evening I when to the Pasar Ramadhan...
There look like a lot food and it look delicious oh haha
I bought one nasi wit redang..dono wat nasi so many colour de
Tat one cos me Rm 5 la...Walau eh!!! I was syok at there
But no choice..try and see lo...
Is not bad de but the popia i buy de...
Is really suck but just only cost me 2 buck only..haha
After tat I went to sleep and wake up at 8 something..keke
Wah...is so nice tat can have a evening sleep...becoz I going tired die
haha!!
Hmm Just now discuss wit mom about my party this sat
Haiz!! is a bit not happy but is ok la..I un wat my mom mean de
After SPM only open la...Tat time only treat all my fren
At here need to say sorry to my fren about tat...keke
She online again..hehe
she seen like alway on liao la...haha
Know tat she is injuries liao..she really a bit soh de..
still don wan rest...Cannot I must take something for her
Alway dance also don bring water..later beng kuai la her..
Today left her a side at library coz need to teach people...really sorry
hehehehehehehe!! Must alway buy drink for her..
so tat she won thirsty and sick becoz lack of water!~!
Don dance till over a...If not later cant performance very well la
wish u do de best oh!!haha
Tomorrow need to teach 2 new student again...haha
I can open tuition centre already..kaka
=)lalalalala

Since to told her the truth day (6)!! =(

Nowaday I feeling like getting far and far...
Dono why I just like shy on her and when talk to her
I will just like stunt and blur blur standing there
Today I ask her to meet me at library but
I din chat wit her becoz wan to teach some fren so their PMR
She just talking wit her fren and I was continue it
I know tat she is not really happy wit tat...I knew it man!!
She just like ignore me after tat and just go out
I wan to tell her...but ....cant!!
She is not happy or not statify wit tat I think
Sorry for not leaving u or tell u!! =)
From my view I can say I know u well much
But how was u and ur feeling I actually not...No one will know
beside u!!
Nothing I can say but just advice to drink more water becoz u are dancing
So!! don get sick oh
I will try my best to know her well and try my best to come over my fear
Hmmm so Hopes miracle could happen lo!!``
Promise to give u wat I can if u wan too..Hope u can understand it..keke
aiya!! I dono wat I am writing today...so blur le!!
:P anyway..I Un myself den can la..keke bye
To be Continue!!
Oh ya I forget to write..today I win a prize le!!
Wah so hard only can get a prize...I thoughy judy going to take de
but my candle and judy candle were shown up there
and suddenly my name is being call!! Argh...
I was stunt at there and dono wat should I do...
Thank to Chin Gin Thoi for choosing me..haha

Hmm...the Cool monday!!~

Today the first day study after exam..keke
Receive exam papers oh..haha Sc , Math and ICT..
My Sc I think can get B de den I ICT also B oh..haha
Now math not sure yet coz we just get the paper 1 only...haha
Oh ya forget my ART also...
Oh man I think I just can get D only...
The paper is so damn hard and my drawing not really good mark
Teacher not really fair la..people draw so lousy n get higher den me
Haiz suan la...I know I cant get a fair thing from people de la.
Hmm this my life...
My mood not really good after count my result..
I think cant get Credit for ART already , My asma come again
I really cant control myself when at art room
The weather today not really good
Haiz..She din online for today and I wan to express my feeling to her
But she not here I have to rush to clinic
Phew!! eh At clinic saw my school teacher oh
There are so many people so I have to wait for one hour
Wah I try to cool down myself and wait for my turn...hehe
After tat I came home and I saw !! eh she online wo...
I was happy about tat and chat wit her , but I din tell her tat
I don wan her to worried...Know tat she not feeling well
really wan to know wat can I do for her..But I think nothing
So I just try my best to advice her and buy some food for her
Hope she on time eat oh..haha
If u saw this blog a!! U must careful and take care...anything let me know
Don keep!! and Study hard...haha I will help u as I can...keke
gambateh oh!!hehe Phew!! just finish taken my medicine
Now see movie and sleep lo..hehe bubai...=D

Every night have de same feeling!!

Hmmm dono why every night have the same feeling!
Not happy about something again!!
I dono why we are like different feeling de,
I cant get wat she is and how one,
keep on chat like chat until I also how to say,
I am think to much or not enough sleep le??
Keep on simply think and blur blur de
Alway not happy de!! when can be happy....
Birthday coming liao!!But not as happy as I wonder...
Blek!! I am dead..My brain is blank
Is missing her de but dono wan to talk wat her
Bibobibobibo!! I I I I I!!! blank liao...
continue tomorrow la...=(

happy afternoon!!haha =D

Haha today I am late to tuition again , haha last night sleep very late a!!
Last night I...(secret).....haha don tell u a!!
Reach till tuition centre and start to hear wat teacher say agian
And talk wit Peggy Chai!! haha she crap a lot
but
also got say something use full de la..haha
I wit kah kheng nothing jor lo...haha last night before I sleep
I send a apologise message to him
Also she say till correct..don care who wrong just the first to say sorry
I did it and at tuition there chit chat
When come to Bm subj..I really going to starve for death
and I am so sleepy at there..
Thank to peggy keep on chat wit me if not
I sure sleep there de la..keke
After tat we went to see movie...Is Babylon again!! I wait it before
but no choice my fren not yet watch..haha
After tat we when to Old Town drink coffee and meet cheng ann group
2 couple at there sweet sweet drink coffee oh..haha
so nice oh..when my turn?? so envy!! kaka
After tat Kah kheng , han ren and chun seng bought me a shirt
Is for my birthday present...Eh thank man..
So appreciate tat man..So long din receive present...haha
So happy la...When reach home the first thing is online..hehe
Eh she there wo..haha but we din chat much becoz she busy
so I have to disturb other people liao..haha
They are dead..let me kacau till small gas jor...ahaha
Don care wat the feel...haha I keep on and read newspaper..
Hmmm although we din chat much but at least got contact
I more den enough de oh...better den nothing
May be no future but as A good fren is my luck to know her...haha
thank u !! =D
U are my light tat show me the way to keep on my life...=)

The Feeling I feel!! phew!!

just now have a small argue wit kah kheng and making each other
not happy!!
haiz...sorry for tat..I din mean tat but really I din say tat le
hmm suan la...passs jor la so don remember it ba
Just now had a chat wit her!! I dono why she give me a kind of feeling
She like kinda not happy or like got something
I dono why feel tat not happy and not joyfull like last time when we chat
I feel last time is more joy than now..Haiz!!
Izit I do wrong or say wrong thing??
I getting worst den last time jor....2 day the night mood izit getting down
My head is very pain a...What to do a?? izit wan to take it as nothing
or may be something has happen!!! ARGH!!
I dono a!!!! I hope I can sleep tonight....=(

Good FridaY!!! becoz have a long sleep..haha

Today look like a happy day oh!~~
Last sleep quite early and today wake up quite late..haha
So long din have the mood to sleep becoz many thing happen
tat make me cant sleep well de..
Since yesterday , I feel free and can sleep well again
keke!!
Today eat a lot!! haha morning eat like normal
And afternoon I take a big bowl of tomyam!! walau eh!!
ICHIBAN!!! damn nice and delicious food...
Actually is my sister BF cook de la...
So I feel is delicious lo....haha
Miss her since afternoon but nothing I can do
becoz she is studying at school lo,
also don sms her fren and disturb her ba
If not cant concentrate her study
So leh wait her at night online lo!! haha still need to wait very long a
How leh?? just keep look her from pic!! Oh I going to mad soon..
haha!! Wait her ba... bubai!! =D

The fear I facing right now!!

Oh man this time I am dead already..
I feel like I did something wrong la...hmmmm!!
After doing wat I wan to do is a brave thing for me
But I start to feel some fear already
Dono why suddenly this fear come . I like don feel to get hurt!!
I don wan to jealous other I don wan to been look down by other
Izit I choose the wrong thing le!! Izit I choose wrong decision
I dono why I now feel like wan to cry!! how come this thing happen..
My eye like wan to drop tear!! I just feeling tat she is too important for me
But I know is getting far away from me..my feeling are getting blue now
Argh!! I don wan like tat a..I don wan like last time all the moody feeling
I wan like now...keep on happy de!!
If not mine den suan la..Why wan like tat wo...PLS!!
I wan to crack my heart la..Cant stopping of it!!
ARGH!!! I wan to run out of it....

Critical time!!!

When 3.45!!!
I wait at the canteen and change my shirt before meet her
Hmm she was talking wit her fren again
Alamak!! how leh
I wait wait wait!!! haha Is my turn to talk
I wan to tell tat time My heartbeat suddenly speed up
and making me nervous
It makes me dono wat I am I talking about la
But I think I got tell out the point I wan to say de..
I hope she Un wat I trying to say lo
Hmm
Not really hope got tat becoz I not am the Mr Right!!
keke so leh I just try only oh
After express all out I feel I am free jor
SO leh...I think won worry so much..haha
I hope something good come to me...
Because I put all my love on it..But when is fail..
Is ok la!! just now the one for each other and try hard harder lo
but also need to know the result de...haha
Ok la..end here=D

The day have come!! day (5)

Today is the last day for trial liao!! keke damn song man

Beside tat Is the day I ask her to wait at library at 10

But I been waiting till 11..she haven shown up

I was giving up jor becoz FFK me...hahahaha

But around 11 past I with Nahvin wanted to when to canteen

While going I meet her at the stair

Haha she explain and tell what has happen

den I just take it ok la forgive

Oh man how come I so easy forgive people de

hmmm!!

At the library I wish to tell her de

but she quick busy talk wit fren so I also don say la

Just have a chat and den go away cause chase by teacher

haha!! damn fish la

Den I sms her fren tell her wait at canteen after school

today many people run back home lo coz finish exam

many thing happen to them also la

not my business...keke

around 2 past we when to play basketball at field

Wao man..suddenly come out so many kid leh

keke is their GKK time le..haha

Ok la play with them quite fun de lo

Miss her day (4) !! =(

Last night had a bad dream make me wake up

After tat I sleep again and come a sweet dream...

hehe!! really funny la

Today is the fourth day I miss her again

Hmmm!! how long is the feeling wit stay leh?

Whole day waiting her to online for morning till now

But she din on again

The fourth day she din online liao

Dono why I will like tat de..start to like her me?

I dono wo..May be ba...haha

Actually yes de la..I purposely wan to act dono only..keke

But dono how leh..

Tomorrow really wan to tell her or just act dono again

I dono how wo??But if don tell

den I will keep on think and miss her de wo

Aiya also decide to tell la

If fail jor also nvm becoz I wan to express my feeling only..

keke But hope good stuff come la..haha

Ok la..get well prepaid and meet her tomorrow

By the way I also have to ready for exam le..

Last paper to go oh..haha

Gambateh for 2 thing oh..Do de best..

Must get a good answer from her..keke

Go Go Go!! =D

The strange feeling come oh!!

Nowaday come some new strange feeling le!!

Actually I wish to stop loving anyone from a long past time

But this few day come some feeling

I dono why this 3 day keep on miss her and wan to see her

Wish to chat wit her and accompany her to play

Dono why this feel day will have this kind of feeling de

Izit shemake me like her ?? Or is just a misunderstood

I been discuss with some fren about it but not all

dono why din saw her online or din saw her for few minutes

den I will start to think a lot of thing about her

Oh man!!I just like a mad man liao le

Like don have her is just like I am nothing le

Izit this is call secret love??

Today she din online again but she not here

I wish tat I can be her Bf but I dono it would happen or not

keke!!!=D

But I like going to treat her as good as my GF jor

Sei lo!!If people reject den really sad die de lo...

Blek!! don care la..

I will just try to do de best on it..

See wat will happen lo..

I will update soon

kaka=D

End a boring but turn to happy day!!! keke =)

Today is sat oh!!

Is going out wit fren de day again la

Morning when to tuition den later follow Jasmine car go Jusco!!

Haha the first time I go out wit so many form 4 and few form 3

haha say thr true

I not really know them a lot

but

after today I knew them liao..haha

We at greenbox celebrate wit jasmine..

We sing around 6 hour song and play some game

Actually decide to watch movie wit STARs de!!

But we sing to long so no lo..

Hmm

at there singing is quite fun de but mostly song I dono how to sing lo

why I don learn chinese leh?? ben de wo

haha

Actually I been wating to know wat STARs going to tell me de

But later she tell me nothing jor..

Ahaha give her bluff jor tim..kaka

Is ok la...I company some fren wait and go to bus stop

Den is my turn to go home..kaka

Just finish eat some satay but my stomach pain

Not tat satay is me suddenly eat to much coz morning till now din eat

haha

hmmmToday not really a boring day but at least a confident

Normally I won talk wit so many girl de

but now keke

Who also talk la... so crazy jor la

So dono why now din have the feeling to dating jor

Just wan to know more fren only..kaka

end here oh!!haha =D

Trial day oh!! haha...

Today is first day of trial leh,

Although is exam but not feel stress at all.

When reach school just chit chat with fren and din even study

Just look a some note and ready for exam..

Dono why nowaday like don have feeling already...

hmm

Izit this call getting cruel and bad hearted??

I dono oh...aiya just don care..

When in to the exam also just like normal a

Start write IC number name all tat and without notice

I start to write my karangan without thinking anything

Just write till everything is done for question 2..

hehe...end of paper one lo...why I like not scare at all de..

hmm I know also scare of myself

Wat I will do later??

After tat keep on read my Novel and study for it

When the time come..
When in to the exam class and not scare at all..

wat is this??

Hmm..

Without thinking much just keep on do till the half hour

before the exam end I finish my job..

I know it I cant get a good mark becoz

Got some I dono how to do but I try my best de oh...haha

hmmm..now reading history and get ready for tomorrow test

Oh man I don have the mood but hav to read it le...

OH my God!! My car was scratch by people,

Son Of the BITCH!!!Careful give car beng a.

Noob!!

Ok la..I have to end here...Got to continue study...hehe

Gambateh!! =D

NIce day Oh!!

This morning I wake up late becoz sleep late last night,

So I rush to bath and comb my hair.

Today cant comb becoz I use to much wax...

Aiyer Just simply wax it ba

When reach tuition centre I feel I like get a lot attention oh,

I am perasan right...haha

At class I chat wit fren and hear wat teacher teach

After the first class end

I went to the counter and meet my math teacher...haha

He told me my hair style is nice and look mature,

tat time I was stunt and tell him I today comb wrong hair.

He say: mean U alway comb wrong hair and this should be ur hair

haha...I was at there say thank u ...

keke!!

After tat we went to a new restaurant to have lunch..

there were so comfortable and the food are not bad

hehe

but the other customer there are so suck

Is so noisy , keep on scold foul language and really suck

haha...so bad to say but is true..

Den go home lo...

I meet my cousin the cousin..

can say is my cousin...When small tat time I know her la..

but now..haha just someone we don talk to..haha

becoz I dono wat to say and how to talk to her..haha

although is rain but is joy too...

Weather getting cold oh...my fren should take care oh...

Next week SPM liao...Gambateh ya..hehe!! =)

The feeling and mood I facing..

It quite a long time I din update my blog..

Past few day many thing happen

Happy or sad also a past for me now..

Today I went for counselling at school ,

The counseller there was good and share many thing wit me

She teach me how to solve my prob and all tat

Although just a short talk wit her

but I think I like finish telling her all my 12 year time...

hmm

I been express wat I feel...

Everyone thought me is a very happy and funny person

but

actually I am not happy and not enjoy at all...

Everytime I laugh loudly and do any funny action

is to entertain my fren

I am not happy at all...I cant feel I am happy

Now I start to have a bit of pressure..

SPM trial is coming soon!!

What I can do for it le??

After tat SPM exam come too!!

I think I have confident to pass but no one can guide me

where should I do or go for now!!

hmmm

No one to share to ask or to talk wit..

Although some fren ask me to share

but I don wan to disturb them...Hmmm I think I can solve it de ba

I promise the counsellor I wan to do well in SPM

Make it a give for my parent to give such a good study environment

I won disappointed my family member too

GAMBATEH!! =D I can de!!