What I realise when I heard the comment ......

Wao~~ it been a long time that I not updating my blog...hehe
HOHOHOHO~~
Many things has happen again.
I am in an relationship now but is that a good matters???
Wat I know is , I am going to left down my old concept
and carry out my life wit new concept..
as a famous STARS say , use the key hole to see the world
and bla~~~
That really bring me into a new world when I open up the door to see world.
wat I see last time throw the key hole are small
but when I open up the door to see the world,
Everything bring me different and every moment brings me a moment.
That the time I am start to change my attitude....
As wat I had promise before ,
If I am in a relationship , I hope is a long term for me
and even hope is the last one for me...
I feel not to have anymore gf and just the only one...
Put down the past and start everything freshly...
Think onward positive and throw down the old concept.
Hmmm~~
This years I am 19 ,
so I should be grown up to be a man...
Shouldnt think like small boy but can act like litle kidz....hahahahahaha
Hmmm exam is around the corner,
I have to start study..
I don wish to have a really good result either fail,
but I just wan tat I have everytthing pass through
and get my diploma...
Having a cert and wearing a square hat
snapping photo wit my family is something i wish to do so..
Even hope to graduate wit my fren along....
wat I really wan to say is
Thanks to my PARENT for woking hard on me..
and even to the LORD in the sky looking at us..
before that I wouls blame him/her for giving me such path life ,
but when i waken up , i feel that this is wat life mean..
Everyone have different path and different difficulties...
SO~~
wat I wan to say is , work hard everyone ......
Nothing is impossible in this world...
Thanks to my family , my fren and my gf..
everyone is looking after me ,....
Thanks and Regards from (TAN LENG KIAT)
I love everyone exspecially my family and Gf....

Let me be a Call-Man...

Many things has happen on it
recently I made some new fren,
They are Digi event but as well as a call-man....
I feel that is time for me to be a Call-Man work as part time..
Hope can mades some money on it lo...hahahaha
Just now , I was date for yam cha and when I reach ,
My fren tell me he have accident at near by there...
That time I din think anything and just call out my other fren
And rush to the scene...
oh man!!
I was driving damn fast and keep on 'sip' here and there...
Wat my sifu tell me is when got case , must drive fast
and must totally becareful when speed , if not...haha
I will "bang"....
I reach the scene , that sohai take my fren phone ,Ic and Lisence...
I straight park my car on the road there , and talk face to face..
We keng for awhile and I feel like I am going to punch him kau kau...
Feel good he don dare to scold back or shout and just talk nicely to me..
I shouted at him and ask him to give back everything..
Suddenly my fren father came ,
He keep on counsell to him and I snap some photo and call my fren..
Tat time , I not worried at all and ready for everything..
I feel that I should be more brave staying in this world..
So I don have to worried...
my fren told me that when we 2 car reach the scene,
the 3 guy get shock by seeing their face..
We just drop off aside and get ready for everything.
Hmmm I think I should get a baseball stick lo..
Alright stop it ,
talk bout others.........hahahahahaha
let talk about something nice and happy..
Nowadays , I talk a lot to my fren...
It nice and happy ,
make me feel more confident and happy that before..
Although anything has happen upon me ,
but I feel that everything can be solve de...haha
Thank you to someone willing to sms and accompany~~

Gau meng AR~~~~~

Is already disember 17 2009.....
It mean exam and end of the world is getting near and nearer...
Haiz...
Although all this going to happen ,
but wat happen to me le..
I feel like boycott-ing myself nowaday...
wat the F**K....
Aiyo...
I tak mau macam tu de lo..
Dono why I don feel like mix wit girls already..
I feel they are like untrustable jor..
Sei mou??
I going to be Gay lou jor...hahahahaha
NO LA~~~ hohoho
Just stress about girls , hw and money..
I heard a news ,
My parent wan to stop and quite their work..
I was like OMG~~
If stop the business...
I feel that I will like.... haiz...
Why wo..
Why wan like tat treat me wo...
When I am young , give me family prob ,
When my grandparent past away ,
My family face financial prob,
When I grow up and face spm ,
I have to leave the house ,
When I start to work ,
I face a lot challenge and stress ,
When  everything start stable ,
Now U ask me face my parent prob...
Why god wan to play me wo...
Pls la.. don play me la..
can let me enjoy ma..
Make me rich ,happy , and enjoy wit family..
don give me so many challenge pls..
I had enough jor la..
outside many people not yet play de..
please let them do ya....
I don wan play jor....
I pray u pls.. okay...hahahaha
play till sot jor... OMG...hahaha

Hmmmm( mixture )

Nowaday many thing start to happen.....
I dono where got start to talk about wat...
I just feel myself are kinda blur and I don even know who am I??
Since tat day I accidently knock my head ,
I feel I should start to changes....
Do everything by myself better den relay on someone...
No one can be belive and nothing is impossible for me...
From now on , I feel tat being alone is something interesting...
At last I understand my classmate vincent so strange..
I think I am right ....
He be alone becoz got some reason even myself cant explain..
once I was so stress and problematic , I choose to boycott myself...
After thana class , I go alone to cafeteria to have breakfast..
I reject all my fren and I just wna to be alone...
On tat time , I feel tat without anyone i still can live,
I can eat alone , drink alone , read news and just sit and wait for time pass....
After tat , I even walk alone to the library to do homework and online..
I sitting there for more than 2 hour , without talking wit anyone..
I feel tat I am quite fine becoz lonely is the time I can focus on...
Hmmm
talk about girls ........
I feel tat is a end time for me to think of girl anymore..
It make me getting more and more tired...
No matter how desperate , how much feeling I have,
Is time for me to just keep on my heart...
Since many sad incident has happen ,
I feel tat is enough now...
Everyting just keep in heart and wait de fate...
If I am fate and destinate to be with , I am happy about it
If not , I jst forget about it and wait the one Where It belong to me...

Something I don wish to know is already happen...(I am a BEE)

At last something I don wish to know and happen it already start...
I saw it and I knew it..
It stated very clearly in there...
No hope and even a chance...
Hmmm is came to the ending...
Is start to makes me feel sad and despress now...
I dono why I would feel like tat...
May be I am over a limit...
I try on it but i fail lastly...
May be I am the bee to be choosen...
So just change myself to become a perfect bees..
I am not the suitable one to have the honey ,
but doesnt mean I don have cup of honey...
After this news I get , my fren send me a good words
"
rmb there's lots of honey(madu) out there, u r a bee....
 the bee doesnt mean have to suck that particular honey ma rite?
rmb wat i say in da gym juz now

we change ourself to make ppl 2 have an impression on u....
make dem regret for not choosing u as their bee...
when dey regret, it's all over...
cause u ady got a perfect honey out there"
After reading this...
I feel tat, now doesnt judge my future...
I will be more better in the coming future...
I knew it and I feel it..
Thanks to some best fren support me..
2 of them are totally good to me..thanksz~~

Getting worst and weak...

Hmm I am getting weak already...
At last it came along...
I feel tat is time to take de next step..
I feel like stop sleeping and do wat I want
and wat I wan to do....
I feel tat time are really short ...
Reall Reall SHORT~~~
I just read my fren blog ,
She wrote something emotional to her..
Yesteday she told me already..
may be she to sensative on it...
Good to know she forgive her fren ..
In this world still got such kind people..
Hmmm
As wat I know , this world~~
Everyone are selfish , now they are good
but suddenly they will turn to bad...
Ur best fren are ur only best enemy....
For me now , since some incident happen to me ...
Everyone for me is just de same ,
Sure got something bad will happen...
See is early or late..
So unfortunately , I am the early from fren..
so hope everyone think , think think clearly
about ur fren near u..
I and getting worst now ,
I feel like faint off , but I am in insomia condition...
When i left , where wouls i be??
I am weak , tired and tired...
hmmm

Something happen among myself

Hmmm Is already 12 something ,
I feel tired and dono Why I couldnt sleep...
My mind keep on thinking on something
after having conversation on phone wit fren...
I wan to ask a question very long ago..
Actually wat is a person actually thinking in thier mind???
Wat actually I wan??
Haiz....sad...
I feel like I was dream a lot for many impossible things
I am too much on the past and the future...
I feel like i am going to mad soon de la...
Why I am totally difference from last time..
Getting more and more emotional NOW!!!
I can control myself and I feel tat I wan to hide aside and cry..
nowaday i getting a bit of girlish already..
OMG...I going to be a gay???
mmm dono, but I feel I currently is still like on girls de wo...
I alredy InSOMIA and now still thinking a lot..
I need a girls to control me already..
but I think don have one can do so...
Haiz.. sad..Don say till girls..
IS more and more sad... girls are all same..
Hmmm I this few month getting not feeling well..
I alway sleep late and everything I sleep ,
I saw myself doing thing , and I feel like my soul is out from my body...
wat happen to me????
IS ther any sign for me??
or is there just a dream only??
I dono .... I start to feel like getting to cry loudly..
I don wan to continue now ,
I afraid I will cry when I feel something will happen on me...
byhez