Something I don wish to know is already happen...(I am a BEE)

At last something I don wish to know and happen it already start...
I saw it and I knew it..
It stated very clearly in there...
No hope and even a chance...
Hmmm is came to the ending...
Is start to makes me feel sad and despress now...
I dono why I would feel like tat...
May be I am over a limit...
I try on it but i fail lastly...
May be I am the bee to be choosen...
So just change myself to become a perfect bees..
I am not the suitable one to have the honey ,
but doesnt mean I don have cup of honey...
After this news I get , my fren send me a good words
"
rmb there's lots of honey(madu) out there, u r a bee....
 the bee doesnt mean have to suck that particular honey ma rite?
rmb wat i say in da gym juz now

we change ourself to make ppl 2 have an impression on u....
make dem regret for not choosing u as their bee...
when dey regret, it's all over...
cause u ady got a perfect honey out there"
After reading this...
I feel tat, now doesnt judge my future...
I will be more better in the coming future...
I knew it and I feel it..
Thanks to some best fren support me..
2 of them are totally good to me..thanksz~~

Getting worst and weak...

Hmm I am getting weak already...
At last it came along...
I feel tat is time to take de next step..
I feel like stop sleeping and do wat I want
and wat I wan to do....
I feel tat time are really short ...
Reall Reall SHORT~~~
I just read my fren blog ,
She wrote something emotional to her..
Yesteday she told me already..
may be she to sensative on it...
Good to know she forgive her fren ..
In this world still got such kind people..
Hmmm
As wat I know , this world~~
Everyone are selfish , now they are good
but suddenly they will turn to bad...
Ur best fren are ur only best enemy....
For me now , since some incident happen to me ...
Everyone for me is just de same ,
Sure got something bad will happen...
See is early or late..
So unfortunately , I am the early from fren..
so hope everyone think , think think clearly
about ur fren near u..
I and getting worst now ,
I feel like faint off , but I am in insomia condition...
When i left , where wouls i be??
I am weak , tired and tired...
hmmm

Something happen among myself

Hmmm Is already 12 something ,
I feel tired and dono Why I couldnt sleep...
My mind keep on thinking on something
after having conversation on phone wit fren...
I wan to ask a question very long ago..
Actually wat is a person actually thinking in thier mind???
Wat actually I wan??
Haiz....sad...
I feel like I was dream a lot for many impossible things
I am too much on the past and the future...
I feel like i am going to mad soon de la...
Why I am totally difference from last time..
Getting more and more emotional NOW!!!
I can control myself and I feel tat I wan to hide aside and cry..
nowaday i getting a bit of girlish already..
OMG...I going to be a gay???
mmm dono, but I feel I currently is still like on girls de wo...
I alredy InSOMIA and now still thinking a lot..
I need a girls to control me already..
but I think don have one can do so...
Haiz.. sad..Don say till girls..
IS more and more sad... girls are all same..
Hmmm I this few month getting not feeling well..
I alway sleep late and everything I sleep ,
I saw myself doing thing , and I feel like my soul is out from my body...
wat happen to me????
IS ther any sign for me??
or is there just a dream only??
I dono .... I start to feel like getting to cry loudly..
I don wan to continue now ,
I afraid I will cry when I feel something will happen on me...
byhez

Stress , bored , lame...haha so busy and wat la...huiyo..

Oppss~~~
Long time din update for my blog already..kekezz
I be busy for many things so I don have the time to update...
So many assginment , work and stress things come upon me..
I feel like settle up everything path by path...
Never think of girl currently becoz is something will effect my emotion..
SO~~
Just work on my assignment and wait I have free time I will update my blog..
many thing I will try to update becoz I have to write alot...
To my angel which stay tune for my blog ,
pls be patience , I will update soon..
Thanks yea..hehezz
Update soon~~~byezz

Bahau roadshow (working for celcom...)

Wao...Last sat morning 5 am I wake prepare and go to work at bahau (N 9)...haha
I though is a intresting roadshow but just feel that is ok ok only la...haha
there de feeling let me feel quite oka...haha
there the girls are quite open minded and are quite daring...haha
I wit my fren pass my a group of there working there...
They 'cuit' at us...
My fren turn back they still making tat sound and my fren tell me they are calling me..
Oh my..
I tell my fren just ignore and work la...
there are quite funny..
We pass by and let them have a short conversation wit them...
most funny one is a girls takes my phone miss call her phone ...
err many thing happen la... another wan to know my fren , and then like ask me all tihs and that..
at night we when to watch 2012...
hohohoh...My boss belanja le...ngek ngek..
While almost the ending,..
someone sms me and ask me about me and see whetever can be fren wit me or not..
ask me to call her a while..
I was like , OMG ...who is this..
When I reach hotel , I call back and I know who is it..
Is the one which use my phone to miss call one...
OMG.... she is kinda funny also becoz talk many crap wit me..
hmmm I feel that there like din see before guy appear is it???haha
Next day we go back de same place again... hmmm look lame becoz ranining..
Oh one cool things happen..
A team of celcom sweeper are here..
wao man... cool la...
4 police bike , one team harleydavidson , 4 sweeper car and 20 celcom car..
wah...Dey come and join us...haha
So damn ying lo.. like agong coming like tat....haha
hmmm we are seperate into 2 team to go for rovling then back kl...
I wit boss stay behind and throw my fren jack to incharge..
My boss ask me join is becoz she wan me handle for her team..
They are still fresh so she alone cant handle and need me back up..
No choice , since i holiday so just go play ba...haha
Phew many thing happen then..I jst not feeling to write here.. I am tired..byez
Cincai write only..no mood in writing blog ....
Nowaday dono wat happen to me le...swt...

busy , busy busy.... everyday pun busy...

It been whole month I din eat dinner wit my family liao la...
I miss my mom , dad and sister...
alway come home is dey not at home or sleep already..
Am i really tat busy??
Yea I am a...Alway work work study study...
Where got time accompany them...
It been so long i din eat breakfast and dinner wit them already..
damn missing the feeling le..
Alway eat at outside wit fren when at setapak..
wao..Damn no mood when think back...
Hmmm at last yesterday night I cancel all date and eat wit my mom...
The feeling is so nice and happy..
At last I can eat wit my family....haha
So nice the fish , meat vege and soup..
ARGH~~~So long din eat already a...
So damn delicous a..
busy for so long, din even one day eat till so happy and a lot..
Miss the feeling yesterday..
Whole day whole life beeing bussy..
I wan to work hard and study hard..
i wan to be one of the richest man in malaysia..haha
Sot jor...haha
byez nitez

So busy and problematic day~~

HAIZ~~ Now is 3 46 am jor..
I still cant sleep...
Early morning wake up to get prepare go D2...
After tat rushing to college for the PR class..
Haiz so busy le..
I still got volleyball report , broadband report and others
I really going to burst jor..
After class I rush to office to drop down everything and chat wit ally.
Hmm I have to rush to teach a class at around 8 pm..
Oh man , is totally jam lo..
sorry... I was busy and cant leave my laptop at all..
Hmmm...
I teach my student some work and just give her HW...
Hmm when on the way home , I get some news about my bro..
wah ~~ he really done a good job..
Past few day I know a girl tat I told my fren I was good interested in her.
He was like good and keep on say help me this and tat...
But wat I can belive is today he already wit tat girl...
I was like suddenly stop at the middle of road and got shock.
One of my best fren add brother do this to me..
Act good and betray me from behind~~
I help him so much ,take him as my little bro, intro work to him , teach him all this and tat..
wah end up like tat...
I take cover him so much mana tau he is de one stand behind me and shoot me..
I angry not becoz he like the girl and be wit the girl,
I mm song becoz he make me lost the trust and let me feel he is faker jor...
I also trying to calm down and pump out the gas but I cant...
Something sharp already puck in my heart...
I cant expected tat i treat him my bro and he is like tat one..
Heart damn pain and feel like unacceptable lo...
haiz...past few time just settle my problem on girls and now come frenship..
I am going to faint off soon de la..
So many stress are coming upon me already...
this few day go the feeling of dizzy jor...Just like wan to shut down system..
Haiz..Hou mm song , mm happy , mm nice and stress up so much..
hmmm good nitez ba

Holly daddy , mami jie jie mei mei...hahahaha

This few day keep on working and kinda busy...haha
Yesterday work wit ah hong...haha
I became de In charge person again..
This time cannot let my manager look down at me..
She totally support everything so I have to de best..
Yesterday I get 2 sales , I already try my best de la..
Go Go Go work hard..haha
Today is work wit ah Sem...
Hmmm second day of roadshow..
Today de weather are totaly bad becoz suddenly rain and suddenly sunny and rain back..
Hmmmmm
Morning till evening cant get any sales a...
Bored die lo...
At night Ally call me and ask our sales...
I say still zero...so paiseh..
no choice I already try my best ..
somemore de maxis are crazy , they have 6 member..
wao man.. We are just only 2...haha
So no choice , I have to work totally hard..
GRRR~~~~
At last , between 1 hour , I get 3 sales all up...
hahahahahaha
I promise how bad is it I at least give one but now I give 3..
I hope is ok ba..
Although dey are full time and I am part time ,
but my sales are better than them..
I wan to show tat wat I request from ally is benifit for her..
So I tomorrow will try more harder on it..
Just Do it man...haha
Now I have to cancel all the holiday and trip plan..
work hard for money all tat..
No choice , I must try my best to acheive my own target..
Hmmm nowaday getting more assignment and job ,
So , i have to manage my time well..
tomorrow I have to fninsh up all my volleyball and PR
den on next week must finish all tamadun islam and start to act for the DRAMA..
I don wan last minutes work anymore..
Is so suffering and causing many prob..
So now stll got time , I got to settle up aeverything and score better this semester..
Alright la..I need to watch the drama show and sleep early..
Tomorrow last day roadshow ,
so have to work more hard get more sales..
Good nitez and wish myself good luck...hehe