hmmm so sad la... Feel like crying time!!!

Haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Many thing has happen to me jor la...
Really sad and hurt of it.... wuwuwuwu ....
how come poeple dating I dating...I dating till like tat de leh??
Is this the punishment I should get from the God plan? haiz!!
I really like my gf but why she alway make me have a feeling to leave her~~
Is really a sad thing wit all tat....
Jealous really make me feel bad...I dono why I will so jealous for it..
U are the first girl who make me jealous so much and scarifice de...
argh!! I feel like going to 'boom'!!!
her fren told her she is someone really dono how to express herself de leh..
But u cant alway use this reason de la....pls la!!
What I wan from a Gf is same like other boy wan from their Gf de...
hmmm I am tired of it la...tired la man...
I not feeling suffering but is just like everything like having a gap le..
Yea u fren say till correct I am tat kind of super sensitive wit something..
I am not controlling u but I just wish tat u can be better and change from wat u should not have..
U fren are correct tat she know u more den me but I will be understanding u more if u express everything to me and don keep it in urself..
err May be I control u too much and u don wan for it..haiz!!!
may be wan to change u is my wrong wish and is my wrong decision...
I should not change u from the begining till de end!!!
I am doing de wrong thing , doing the stupid thing , doing something tat has no result , doing something tat everyone will think me is lebih de..
how do I live without u wao wo wo wo.....
hahahahahaha I am tired la...memang tired jor la..I give up every of my thing....I give the best I try to be de best but dono why cant make her be a Gf tat wat I wan de leh??
Ai qing bu shi yi zhong jian dan de shi li de!!!! haiz...kelian de wo.....
ming tian kai shi wo ke ren wo shi dan shen le....
so!! peng you men...yau dor yi dian zau wo yam cha oh....hahaha bye

oh oh oh!! nono....

Christmas eve tat night I sit fren car when to my gf house but she dare not to come out becoz we dono her parent we sitting at the garden chatting wit ther friend...
When she let me know I was get shock and I think is time for us to leave before her parent come out and look for us!! hahahaha
I wit my fren was like scare of it and drive quickly...One funny thing tat happen to my fren tat it when he was driving he forget to pull down his hand brake and make the car keep on shaking!! haha
so funny man!! hahahaha I was like keep on at there laugh and after tat we when to KK supermarket and bought some VODKA drink!
Yer! the beer are not tat nice as wat we think before be bought it..hahahaha
Today had a small discussion wit my gf again!! haha
Eh bored la..alway doing the same thing...Aiyo...Why alway must got thing happen between us de leh??
Pls la...change it la..I don wan play jor la..bored wit tat de la...pls!!
I really we can together happily lo..so can u be more mature and think more on positive side ok?haha hope everyone happy include me and u..haha

erm...err...oh....weeee

Last wed fri is our surian prom night le!!
oh is not really a nice show becoz is quite boring and lame de..
I went there to eat and take photo wit fren..meet everyone for the last time and the bye!!
After it driving my avanza went here and there...
At night have a tea wit fren at Megah Old Town!!!
around 2 something I send everyone home and I fetch my mom home..
Phew!! let talk about my love story again...haha
Is really a sad and suck boring and lame........hahahahaha
no la..is she cant accompany me go where or wat only la....haha
Yesterday!! I went her house talk out all the prob all tat...
Is really a sad time to pass la , how wo how wo!!
At first I ask her to make de decision on how or wan to do wat...
I ask her few question den I only do the decision..
She say everything can try to do and change boh!
why don I give her a chance le??
I think tat will be better if we try again..but this is the 3rd time so I dono wat will happen on the 4th is this day really happen!!! haha
tomorrow is christmas eve le!! actually promise liao date go out and eat de but at last cancel jor
haiz!! is really sad sad sad but wat to do!!! cannot mean cannot how to force also cannot de la....
Is her wish and her choice so nvm la...suan le ba!!
so don think so much..see how long we can go for it oh...bye!!

Few day!! day day...

This few day many thing has happen to me liao!!
I dono how to write it here but can say is sad and happy thing all together happen..
Is like suddenly everything is happen just in a blink eye!!
haiz!! I also dono wan how and dono want to do lo...
Last wed I went to celebrate mee kee birthday at station one and wit joshina again!!! haha
alway find her stupid call her come out pui me keng gai..
Tat day start really fan of something and when mee kee fren come ( andre) they all there
They start to smoke and I alos dono why automatic have a stick!!
tat day to stress la but once i smoke in once den i stop it again!!!!!
I feel tat is not good la , so better stop from tat...can use other way to release stress de
tat is keng gai wit mee kee and jasmine..hahahaha talk about my relationship wit babe and mee kee wit her bf den when i fetch jasmine home tat time she tell me about her story..haiz!!!!
Many many different story but all like facing de same story de la..cant run far away de..
actually am I choosing de right girl to stay wit me??????
Everytime I give chance everytime I take de best and think about her feeling!!
but why don she think about my feeling?? why don think about wat I wan!!
hmmm!! she is not a easy people to express herself but at least do something la...
I really dono wat u thinking , wat u wan , u wan how??
I know u and ur ex the way of dating is different and is simple....
but nothing is this world is simple ok! I cant be as simple as wat u think...
mee kee and jasmine say the same thing tat u are like tat and can say they are calling me leaving u
but I won abadone u without a reason for me to do so , but please don make me find a reason pls!!
I now start to find reason to tell u and feel like I don un u at all!!! haiz...wait till monday ba!!

Funny tues le!!!!

Yesterday when to teach tuition and work at the morning..
is suck ma..i walk all over the Kl la.. cant even find some college student le..
where are they?? are they death? or wat?
After working I was rushing to teach tuition!! I am damn exhausted and tired
I went there to teach but I feel like sleeping and faint there la..
My head getting dizzy and I going to close my eye soon..
cant open la my eye!!!
Oh ya!! My babe give me 3 present le!! first is a hand phone strip...
second is a hand make sewing and last is a monkey key chain li de...hahahahaha
all is so nice lo!! I like it...thank babe!!
hmm!! I chat wit my babe something and I know she is sad on tat time..
haiz! I also dono wan to say wat de lo...She say cant tell me when sms or call bt when I face to face wit her also still de same de!! U wan me how wo? U wat also don tell me I really dono wat u thinking de lo..
hmmm suan la...don make each other sad ba..if u feel nothing or don tel den nvm la..
I dono mind de la ..sik guan de ok de la.. haiz!!! actually wat girl thinking de??
I dono le!!! dono a dono a dono a!!!
Eh just now I went in to a shop am I saw a shirt is very nice le..
I feel like buy for my dear as her christmas present le but she is not coming
so dissapointed for it but no choice if she really cant come!! my sister keep on ask why she don come and I dono how to ans them lo!! So I just don talk and diam diam la...
my sister wan to meet and talk to her a lot but no choice!! she cant make it...
is ok la...no use forcing or angry for tat...
so christmas eve those who free de pls come find me go yam cha or go celebrate..
I am open on tat day..Can look for me anytime oh!! muahahaha
hmmm one bad news..I already resign for my job...
Tat job was really challenge enough and yesterday morning I resign it...
how come suddenly come 7 project and need to be done by 14 day!!!
we just three people la..so no choice la..we 3 together resign liao..haha
Sorry guy we need to resign together...at night company call back and ask us to stay..
they say cancel some job for us and ask us to stay and help them out wo!!
hahahaha..actually thinking to stay and work at today 2 pm de
but they alway change our time and location so we decide not to stay la..haiz!!
is really suck de la somemore so stingy company le!!
nvm la...if other head need help call me and I try my best to help if I can la...
so now at home rest first!! and go out wet for this month and next month only start work again la.. so tat a new year and a new year!! hahahahaha
wan to go out can find me oh!! hahahah bye!!!

hmm!!! funny and sad story keep on happen!!!

Last few day tat is wed!! I wit my gf start to argue for something...
Is about tuition , looking for her , all tat la...haiz!!
On thurs I feel like must tell her and we discuss many thing..
hmm at last we sudah break!! at first I though is break for few day....
but is just like giving each other a break and after she back from genting only talk about it wo!!
hmmm...actually is some prob only but this prob is important for me too la..
I also dono how to write it here...I don feel like mention it again!!!
when to have beer wit fren and chit chat....hahahahahaha
I been working for many day jor la...damn tired but nvm as long high salaries la...
Phew!!! I been going out for 3 day!!!
eh joshina!! thank u very much... thank for accompany for de 3 day wo...haha
thurs find u yam cha but got reason is to interview u...
friday find u yam cha but got reason is to fetch fren and bring u go eat wind...
today! I fetch fren go see JJ at sungai wang and find u stupid call u pui me again!! hahahaha
si beh diu la me.. but thank to u lo if not sien sei me la..haha but I also know u sien de la...
see me si beh good...u know why I call u ma becoz my fren all stay ur there ...hahahaha
Oh ya..sorry to her becoz I mention some sad thing about her is about something tat every child don wish to happen on them de...hmm sorry for tat...nvm la..next fri date her go eat 'kaki corner'
for the replacement for wat I did this few day and mention her sad thing!! SORRY...
oh yea..today my girl fren around 7 something call me becoz she got something to talk to me...haha
eh she seldom call me de... erm ok la..talk back thing den feel like all de feeling coming back
but I wish she can change more lo..haha hope so ba...haha where is she?? dono oh...
hahahahahaha ok la..bye!!!! I love U babe!!zzZZzzz

Wah a miserable day lo!!!

hahahahaha!! early morning my car stuck on the market there...
the car cannot be start..KNS punya kereta... hmmm!!!
den no choice I have to ask my supervisor come and fetch me lo..
aiyo!! mm hou yi shi lo...he alway come fetch me , treat me drink..
I also dono how to repay him!! he really si beh good la...
wat also help us to block and cover..teach us a lot lo...good good good!!!
I also how to say him good jor...haha
hmmm!! today my head tat mean him la..call me follow him go penang play a..
I also dono wan how a?? I feel tat I don go wit my gf like uncomfortable le..
feel like less or keep on worried on something lo...not tat fun at all lo..
haiz!! I know she cant make it de la..so I also not putting any hope de..
somemore she just tell me tat she may be cant make it for de 24 dis de...
haiz!! is disappointed but wat I can do??hmmm
so just let it be ba..ready wit my fren first..if she ffk me den suan la...take it as nothing la
go yam cha keng gai play wit fren la...is ok de la...
She also dono how I will feel de! may be I told her jor also like ans oh! den nothing de ba
si dan la..May be la..is normal de la...Now leh I have to do de is everything like don make full clear
just like half half!! so tat I won tat disappointed , sad or facing prob..
haiz!!! funny dating la!! is my first time to face this kind of thing..everything can be cin cai de
but if really I wan to dating wit someone..Nothing is cin cai for me de!! suan le!!!
is her character lai de la....try to be ba...
erm today the summer tat work same as us de...haha she today geng la..
make more den 10 survey la..keep on cal cal cal!! wah siao la her
like lack of money de le..hmm...summer a!! summer!! don do tat pls
u are giving us pressure lo if u so geng on calling...haha
but nvm la..I tomorrow work field de..no need call...haha
phew!! everyone jia you ba..hope I can in the shortest time makes many money la...hahahahaha
CONFIDENT is the key of sucess!! haha=)

wah...so tired la when come to working time...hehe

This few day keep on working a!!
although time is short but is a pressure job le...
Is really a hard task becoz I am working marketing and keep on ask people for survey!!
wah..the responsder is like very hard to look for someone willing to sit down and talk to u de..
haiz!! somemore we need to finish the target de leh...
but nvm la..I already try my best de la...hahaha is all wat I can do for him...
Now a!! dono oh..tomorrow taking a new job for marketing again..
this time le no need call is go out and do survey wit other people..hahahaha
better den sitting in the office and low salaries..this time is around 18 ringgit per survey..
wah is get 5 perday den I think more den enough de la..haha
dono izit today get rain and cold so now feeling like getting sick jor la..haha
don sick oh..I must be strong enough le..haha cannot sick de me..
nowaday wit my gf also like less chat jor la..haha
now less la..can say like normal de la..
erm!! last night dream about something bad again..haha
ok la i tell here la...I dream of I like seperate wit her I think and I went away..
got someone standing beside me and I squad down and start to like cry..
dono izit cry la..i also dono lo..
den de girl like an wei me and lik hug me together cry..haha
dono la...
haiz! this kind of dream happen twice le..argh!! happening soon..hehe
hmm sometime I also got the sense she will leave me de coz I am a troublesome bf...haha
Dono la...we now just like ok lo..keep on chat lo..
when I have break call her awhile for a chat and like tat lo..
if she can reply den more good la if cant den nvm lo..hehe
erm I working de place le..not bad lo..quite good de..hehe
got like 2 pretty girl also de..haha but one is very fierce de la..haha
si beh fierce de so don talk much wit her alway laugh between us only la..
den one leh call summer de...oh her character just like summer de..eheh
everyone like her just like summer le!!! but too bad she is older de me erm I think 2 year ba
hahahahaha...not bad la her...but I got already...
may be next time ba!!! haha haiz!! I now feeling like getting more and more sick la..kns!!!haiz

wah so tired a!!!

Today early in the morning need to wake up to go for interview!!
argh...I am so tired a!! last night I forget I have to work den I go yam cha till around 3
deng lo!!!! tired la..
Today my supervisor quite good le...he treat me drink and give us easy job
somemore ...erm cut short la is good la...
Erm today I call more than 50 people I think but I can get survey around 7 only...
eh is not a easy job lo although is seen easy and high salaries!!
haiz so tired tired tired....
yesterday when to teach my gf tuition!! eh is so boring and tired le.
I been waiting her from 2 something to 3 something and is around 1 hour ba.
She ask me go early half hour but end up waiting at my own car!! haha
phew!! at first around 5 can go back but end at 7...haha
teach dono how many hour la...
got teach but is teach math and talk more den science lo...haha
when her dad came home den I also came home de lo...haha
argh!! so tired a....I now so tired tired tired..today must sleep at 1...
don get so late again if not I think tomorrow I can work anymore..haha nitez dear!! =)

eh hehehe!!!!

erm nowaday oh..many thing suddenly had change and look different jor
I dono is tat a illusion or wat but I feel like everything change from bad to good
and from sour to sweet!!!
eh apa in le??? izit my task tat god gave to me had end..
haiz@@ I also dono wan to write wat oh..
just feel like everything has suddenly change and I like cant make it normal but is ok
at long tis one is better den oldest time...haha
My parent going to singapore soon le... wat can I do le??
I don wan be at home la...Is so bored lo...hhahahaha
how wo??? dono lo...
eh Let talk about my gf again le!! haha
she hor , nowaday dono why strange strange de.... she like tranform jor lo
Now become good girl...I also dono why...may be I feel wrong
became a caring girl and wan to better wo..dono izit purposely la..haha
erm Find me every time...dono why may be I request from her
she more and more love me ... she tell me de
den I also dono why I will more and more love her...haha
haha...Dono how to express about ur stuff but feel tat getting better jor
hmm!! planing christmas together celebrate le..dono can boh??
den wish to go melaka visit my mother hometown..dono she can or not le??
haha wat also dono...si beh noob lo!! nvm la
together happy den can jor...haha I dono what am I writin at all...haha
Eh holiday is si beh sien de lo!! haha
I don wan stay at home la..help me pls...haha