cannot being force but can try....

this morning have a morning class..
hmmm so tired la man...hehe
After class went to gym..
Not having a good sleep becoz think alot of thing..
hmmm why do so le..
At gym there i have learn something from my fren..
knowing tat there are many thing cannot be do at one time..
need time and do it slowly..
same as myself being a person..
i know there are many thing have changes...
i need to try more hard lo..
it take times too..
so everything have to follow orders lo..haha
Today many thing has happen..
I go work , get one sales ,
meet up my ex boss and talk something..
den when to T.S...
wao...
She is there wo...haha
so just join up and have a short walk together..
urm... let me knew something new again..
i know tat i grow up again...
many thing I seen is totally different..
I now start to do observation den only decide wat to say and do...
Although I am joke but I joke it properly..
I make some fren tat is my colleague..
they are so nice ,
 so I feel happy to work wit them..
although there are coming from different character and style,
but I know ,
 everything I also can suit and learn..
I don wan like last time doing nothing and know nothing..
I getting grow up ,
I am 19 but I have 21 thinking..
be truth to everyone and don ask for good back..
Tat my thinking now..
I wan to show everyone and U ,
I am different since i am awake...
So tomorrow after work , go get sales
and start work..
GoGoGo~~~~ I must work hard on it..
Money money money...
Thurs let go club..
Let me rock the club life again...hehe

mixture stories~~~~

Today wake up early in the morning..hehe
Get prepare to college and work...
hmmm dono why she meet up me just like stranger..
so let me make the better solve..
have dinner at night...hehe
afternoon rushing to bank and meet customer..
work at sales really not easy..hmmm
At night yam cha wit them..
Oh everything is change...
although we are not couple ,
but we still enjoy happiness like last time..
I not holding her hand becoz I am not her bf,
but I still care like a bf should do...
may be people will laugh me stupid ,
but I know ,  I still remain the same currently...
talk and joke like previous but different status..
We all plan to go a trip even...hehe
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After many incident..
I really know tat , changing myself not easy...
same to last time I change her..
but I slowly wanted myself to better..
start to concern more and understand before i said..
Think before I talk and change myself to more polite..
Don stop someone which they wan to do beside bad stuff..
Working at bank make my attitude change..
Wearing formal even show myself are different status..
so I have to be better..
Nowaday she look strange already..
attitude totally change...
may be she also grow up already..
but playful also...hehe
Plan to go club again wit all fren..
this time is classmate..
She tell me about one guy..
Oh~~~
I know it...
may be is something or nothing..
but I don wish to know becoz I will jealous..
I cant stand it , tat why i will keep divert..
but is useless , becoz it remain in my mind..
It upset but nothing I can do..
For her happiness ,
I can just give her my best blessing..
becoz may be I am not the one she need ,
or I am the one which hurt her de most...
I know there are no changes or chances anymore..
U just wan happiness and enjoyment wit her..
She is alway in my mind...
Once I lost something very precious to me ,
I really regret , but I won lost it if I have it one day..
Just enjoy the day we have and kept the happy moment
we have~~~
There is more than enough...
I don dare to request more...

I get it~~~~I really get it...

Hmmm...
Last night I been waiting the all night long..
I am too lebih jor...
worried so much and care so much..
wait till i cant stand it den just like tat...
it end up wit nothing..
no mean no...
cannot being force..
I thought there is chance
but actually is no...
I still wait...
Now really everything makes clear..
She still like tat think me
den I have to just accept lo..
Everyone in the world can think me din do anything..
But I really change and did it..
but she lastly think me still the same..
she say something which really make me feel tat..
okay!!
That fine..
end up like that , why still wan to think of it...
Just keep for myself...
try to recover and love but is fail..
muahahahaahha..
so damn fish lo...
enough already , I have to wake up and see the fact..
I now still young..
Many thing I still dono and don understand..
Tired on it le la..
it lame man..hohohoho...
ok la.. enough jor la..
stop loving and caring..
is time to let us do our own activity..
sad while but getting better ,
feeling crying but not doing at all..
wat to do is just be myself lo..
don " jaga tepi kain orang lain " jor..
I think of moving to PV3 ..
current room have some memoris
so have to forget it...hehe
it time to delete all the message ,
picture and memoris...
don wan to have a regret chances..hehe
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Something I had read is interesting..
男生永远不懂，为什么女生会那么的依赖你，那是因为她把你当做她的唯一，最信赖的人。 男生永远不懂，为什么女生在你不给她打电话的时候会很生气，因为她想要听到你的声音，感觉你的疼爱。 男生永远不懂，女生为什么会爱生气，因为她只是想要你来哄她，回味你们之间的温存。 男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么爱吃醋，那是因为她爱你，而容不下一点你给其他女生的任何一点温柔。 男生永远不懂，为什么女生爱唠叨让你少抽烟，少喝酒，女生也知道那不可能，但是她担心你的身体。 男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么多的眼泪，那是因为她将所有的委屈都化做泪水，而把所有的温柔都留给你。 男生永远不懂，女生愿意为你东奔西跑、为你做很多事，只是因为爱...
Last time I dono , but now I know..
yuan lai previous got someone do this to me before ,
but I din appreciate... and it gone..
if there is someone doing the same to me ,
I think i will more more appreciate..
Current status : single but not available..
muahahahahhahaha....
lastly , I wish to thank to many of my fren...
Really thank you coz caring me so much ,
concern and help me alot...
Dono how to thanks but just written it here..
Even to my ex gf...
Thank you for doing so much ,
I dono how to apprecaite it previous ,
but now I understand ..
some word I din say before an admit,
but now I would say ,
I am sorry and thank you very much..

2 am...still nothing...

Is already 2 am..
I still not yet sleep...
hmm...
waiting someone to return call or sms..
is worried there ,
 but nothing can do just wait..
just hope she fine and safe..
I feel like sleeping jor..
oh gosh..
so tired...
hmm... is she fine at there???
hahahahaha..
okay de la...
just wait her reply den I go sleep ...
Am I right???
Just wait here...
My phone got rang but not from her...
Quite missing and worried...
Normally should be end de ba~~~
hmmmm!!
Don worried.. she will be fine ,
trust on her...hahahahahaha
Yesterday wait me till 3..
Same as me for today..
wat she do is to much..
I have to repay..
Although is nothing between us..
but
I understand myself..

Don repeat the same .....

Hmmm...
lastly also know jor de luu..
Although everything is settle and understand..
but is totally different..
Everything has change and is look different..
last night ,
I went to clubbling...
At there I dance for quite long and I saw many things
and experience many thing I din realise which can put in dating line..
I know one thing is trust..
But
althought know this is no use becoz is to late..
how hard how tough i work on it ,
It also no use at all..
becoz
She know I know...
I din write here becoz is T and C..
Hmmm...
I use to care and concern ,
not becoz is something i usually do ,
is becoz the feeling is still there..
missing , care , love , understand and trust..
but even know last 2 day I realise also now use..
everything come to late...
I din blame anyone or say any others
becoz I did it wrong on before...
I apologize becoz I know I wrong..
I cant be forgive becoz is reasonable..
Know the cause and effect is good
but have to scarifice something lo...
so from now on have to work hard lo...
study and work ...GoGoGo~~~
dating the thing...let it be ba..
when there are fate , it will meet the end..haha
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today first day on ground training...
wah is a tough job for me , but i know one thing..hehe
Is challenging but I like it...
Today I get 3 platinum customer..
hmmm dono it approve or not,
but feel happy becoz got sales la..
don wan request much , try my best den can..
I know if try my best , I can get alot!!
LMao!!!!!....
thanks to jerry giving such good work..
I wil work hard..
I receive a call from Citibank..
Wao~~~~
Ask to go work wo..
but to bad la...
I already work at UOB bank..
hmmm Work longer and see first ba..hehe
Good luck in work and coming exam..
got to study lo...hehehehehe

Doom already...

Today is a very sad day for me..
many thing has really happen...
I feel very suffer this whole day..
Lastly at the afternoon we have discussion..
Yes I know ,
I know the ending..
How much i say is already turn to history jor..
cannot recover already...
I also nothing to say just be happily ....
I know I cant..
but I have too...
I have to work and go office..
I have to face ppl...
I use very happy moment to talk to her..
but I have a small accident..
I beng on a girl car...
I feel very sorry to her becoz I don realise even she hon me..
Hmmm....
i keep on apologize...
At last she forgive..
thanks a lot...
my mood was damn upset..
but I have to make myself clear ,
Don take personal emotion to work...
So I fully in on my work..
today meet up my few colleague..
hmmm although everyone is older den me
but I feel fine..
i know I can use to it...
mixing new fren are good things as well..
I am the youngest boy again in a company..
aiyo..
bored le..
no young boy and girl...hmmmm
Today have a long briefing..
so tough but I have to work hard..
dono why after work so missing someone..
but I know , I cant do tat anymore..
My heart feel lose up...
but one thing I have to know..
We have to grow up...
I know I am wrong , but is unforgiveness...
haiz!!!!
accept the fact and I have to be happy..
just now out dinner wit yong yong..
talk a lot my thing...
haiz...
I been waiting for 10 pm..
but i know there are no hope...
wat the horoscope tell me are actually real..
i try my best , but the end is same result...
So i just take it the fact..
becoz I know forcing is no good ending..
hmmm
I just keep happily chat wit her...
Although there are joke..
but for me now is ,
as long she happy ,
I also will happy...
I already don wan to be wit any girl..
becoz after this i know ,
i am not mature jor...
I to over into myself and din think of my behalf feeling...
Really sorry and have to apologize..
hmmm but everything is been happen..
wat she say is , regret also no use..
1 is better than 2...
so I have to accept her decision..
As fren , have to date her out for breakfast lo..
fren ma... so boh bian lo...
sudah biasa , although is have the feeling to be together,
but wat she wan to do she will tell me straight..
I also have no comment so just make it as frens...
currently , have to work ,
everything is very stressful for me,
Argh!!!!
nowaday , many many problem happen
so I have to solve it slow slowly...
(KITZ) U can geh I know..
same as you , take care urself properly..
No one will ngam you or scold u from now on..
you are you , me are me....
To you:
Nothing I can say or do already..
I can is support u and helping when u needs.
I will be ur first 1 if u have problem..
I will stand infront u to protect u.
care u and look after you...
Although we are nothing ,
but I know tat we cant have further
but I still can do all this to you ,
becoz I still LIKE you~~~

I have somethings , but I doesnt owns it!

Last night it been a terrible fight...
We argue through and through till I am mad of it...
haiz...
I cant stand it...
Hmmm... from the begining ,
she already wan to say tat 2 word..
I know it...
but just dono why she din do so..
Dono why i don feel like saying..
I already feel myself no more value already ,
priceless and no status anymore..
she din even care my feeling at all already..
Wat can I do actually???
Leave or remain...
I feel like ,
can being together but cant understand each other..
why???
lack of communication and understanding...
may be girls don really know think about guy side..
Wat a guy really need and should have...
Yea , should be fair and square..
but there should have a space ba!!!
even though come to fair and square also blank geh!!
Haiz , becoz she din even fair to me..
Dono wan how and do wat jor...
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Just morning wake up din go class..
din get any call or message..
I was totally upset and lying on the bed!!!
My heart turn so damn sour!!
I am so sad and speechless...
she is a stone and I am a ice!!!
She is harder den me alot!
I really raise up my white flag right now..
Is enough.. I cant stand it..
At the moment..
I feel like seperate ,
but
I was driving to interview...
I am being comfirm to work~
driving alone to somewhere I dono,
sitting the train alone to body check up!!!
I am upset and alone..
In tat moment , i reach kl..
some place which I din went before..
is totally new to me..
but wit my brave , I walk and search...
I finally found the clinic..
I have my body check up and is done..
I feel like calling her and tell the everything..
but dono I feel like , just give her a chance..
I made up a call ask the situation and talk
but I am upset ing..
When to KLCC alone...
walk all along the shop lot and made a call again..
We had an argument again...
Oh gosh...
She finally scold me up!!!
I did nothing wrong just a midunderstood..
den she start shooting me..
On tat period , i just feel like scolding her and just break it..
but
what happen to my heart and mouth..
My mind is thinking of scolding and break...
but dono why I cant speak it out...
I am still in her!!!
Oh gosh...
Hmm give her the last chance and she promise to change..
Yea I am sad..
but
wat to do????
boh bian!! the fact is not the time yet..
I still in love wit someone which normally guy cant stand it...
I know tat , there are alway a changing point if we wait!!
I know mostly are useless,
but I belive in her ....
still belive and still belive...
there are something different...
I hope the feeling I had just now won appear anymore..
becoz I am really tired to go on other girls...
I wan steady and happiness...
Do wat I can , insist wat I can...
hope the understand me , and willing to scarifice for me..
I can , I hope she also can!!
coming day , I will be very busy already..
I have no time to company anyone..
I wish the time I have , would enjoy nicely..
becoz , coming day will be a tough day for us..
I don wish to be a upset life..
I know my bad attitude very well,
but
I start to change..
becoz , working at outside and having a gf
is not easy...
everything have to think first ,
so I hope she understand me again!!
may god bless her , family and me..
All the best~~~

What has happen????

I don't what has happen upon me...
I feel that everything has change so suddenly..
Why I will do so????
I don't le..
Previously I don allow to do many thing
don allow to go out or some place..
but i suddenly change my mind..
Am I getting no feel or I really change..
is it as like what lena say to me..
from sweet toward sour..
but
wat I currently feel are still okay..
am I to mad of it???
or i really understand de concept..
seeing her everyday ,
is really make me feel everything is colourful,
although there are bad feeling or sad..
but it will turn to happy as soon she smile..
day by day ,
I feel that I start to keep changing...
try to see everything more positive...
Just let go and trust onward..
I don hunger for more...
just loyal , love and care...
may be u are a special gift..
I had change much onward u..
Is there th actual reason??
or is what i feel currently...
There are many argument and misunderstood recently..
I am too tired on it already...
I should not put what I wan toward her..
haiz , so everything just let it be..
I don feel like to say a word anymore..
hope she understand me as well...
Although I am not partly of her family...
and fren too..
hahahahahahahaha
but what can I do??/
just accept lo...hehe
just make sure enjoy and appreciate each other lo...
Wat I can say is......
totally in deep in it and hope to see further..
understand each other well and have goods day...
I will the best as I can...
All the best towards myself...
hope there are something different toward it..hehehehez

something I insist , I mean it...

Everything I can give way and understand..
but some time there are things which I cant give way...
Not becoz of certain things or reason..
Is what I will look toward myself and u...
I feel tat I cant forgive not becoz of tat small reason..
is just tat I don wan too...
I really don wan u to be in there..
Becoz I cant even pass through myself there..
Lucky u tell me early...
if not the ending would be very troublesome..
I not selfish or wat,
But I have my own reason...
I don wan mean I don wan...
Mostly of it can but really certain I really cant...
I don allow go club I really mean it..
Since many incident happen to my fren...
I am afraid..
Although there many safety reason...
but is still unsafe...
I can be very mean on something I have promise too...
I say I promise den I mean it...
I wan u to know tat ...
wat is my baseline...
I don wan to have arguement if
really unexpected happen..
tat time , regret also no use!!!

Today Feelings....

Hmmm...
Just now night go have tea wit fren...
So long din meet up my fren..
jack , ren , keong , wai and Cha gor!! hehe
Old schoolmate..
Once a while meet them is damn happy..hehe
Dono why suddenly feel missing...
I think to long we din meet up ba..haha
Jack bring a long his gf...
Hmm is a leng lui for other ppl ,
But
I prefer my leng lui gf more!!
Suddenly feel missing and worried..
make a call toward her when receive message..
Hmmm.....
Dono why suddenly feel I am fine and cant joke again!!!
Is tat call when sad thing come occur,
Wat we do also sad ,
but 
when happy things happen,
everything turn happy???
No la..
I love my GF so I do so...
Although there are many thing happen..
But 
once put aside , I think is a happy moment..
Dono why I will show off my Gf and tell them..
Showing them photo and tell them about her..
I think I am deeply in it..
But many thing has happen recently..
I wish to solve but there are question mark????
Haiz!!! 
suddenly feel blank again about the problem..
I feel like is gone away and I am fine back..
May be I hear about Jack had arguement just now..
he told me they argue when going back...
Coz jack lie her tat he attend class but go watch movie..
Hmm in that moment..
I suddenly feel tat I am very lucky
becoz i din lie my gf and tell her everything..
She even treat me good and nice..
Although there are behavior I don like,
But I won mad for long time...
Hmmm..
Looking at the wallet picture..
suddenly feel that , I am bit wrong toward something..
I feel to say "sorry"...
but it not allow to say it...
We 2 are tired enough...
The path we have pass through are suffer enough..
I wish to go one nicely..
I don wan to regret what I have
and Wat I was given right now...
May be I am too insist on certain matter..
becoz I wish to have a better changes..
We dono wat will happen tomorrow..
but hope to have a great day!!
We alway have nothing to say...
wat actually going on!!
I dono at all...
Hmmm.....
I have to slow down and talk nicely..
We have a good discussion before..
it good but is not enough..
I think I have to communicate more wit her..
I am tired of being cold war and cold conversation..
Phew!!!
Is around 2 am more..
i still not sleep yet..
I am not tired...
hope tomorrow when I wake up is a good day~~
Be a nice and good morning...
call up my baby and change the feeling..
Everything can be better if we understand..
good day!!
I won give up my SECOND chance!!!!

Don't why speechless

Last night , something has happen..
I written a lot and sleep late..
This morning I wake up around 2.
I realize everything has change..
Previous is not but now is..
My phone not ranging n is sound weird.
Hmmmm
I send a message and make a call
but it sound weird..
I dono wat to say.....
I am blank and look different.
I feel like I am out of bound.
Is she not more on my side??
or Wat is happening to me is an illusion..
I sleep again and wake up at 5something..
I send a short message and make a call again..
Still remain the same as well..
Nothing to talk and speechless...
She is wit her family at shop
but I am lying on bed..
She is busy wit her stuff...
I just facing up the ceiling.
Where are the previous and before...
Oh , everything has change and different...
Hmmm...
Just eat my biscuit and watch tv ba..
I think my phone won ever rang again..

It been broken...

I though from the beginning ,
all the perception are being change,
but I today only know there are not..
I suddenly start to drop tears...
This afternoon I hear a news from my sister
about my family..
something has totally happen .....
I was being sad 
But
Wat I hear just now is add up more sad..
tear are hanging over my eye and drop trough my cheek..
I already cant stand it...
My family come first as well her..
I take her as one of my family...
but Wat I am to her??
I Don really know since she talk few minutes ago..
I cant stand it , about wat I hear from the 2 side..
I am beng kui right now..
Wat I did from beginning till now is useless...
How much is the feeling how much is de love
are actually de same..
I already lose one of my lovest family member
Now came de second one.....
What the use of being such nice...
My heart is broken....
My family is broken..
I dono wat to do anymore...
I am tired and blanks...
I am totally lost...
I think I have enough...
Is out of my mind already...
Don wan to care , don wan to talk
don wan discuss , don wan to say anymore..
nothing else to say and is the end..
is turn up to an fullstop.....
I am speechless and no more comment...
The world still turning even without me..
I am freaking out of the living lane
and I hate it so so so much!!!!
I HATE THE FUCKING FEELING!!!!
TOTALLY UNFAIR!!!!!!
IS FREAKING SUCK!!!

I am tired to repeat...

 Hmmm...
many things has happen recently..
exspecially me and her...
There are joy but there are sadness too...
Haiz!!
Everytime I wan to discuss something...
there are many reason or something happening...
Watching video , chatting or something la...
I feel like , Oh gosh..
I am tired to talk already...
Is there no 1 time is suitable for me to talk???
Actually many thing is not I wan to complain
but is just tat U know wat the actually happening..
Ignore or avoid is not solving the problem...
I am afraid 1 day I would cause arguement...
I cant stand it that everything is being twist and turn..
I am absolutely tired..
I think I have done to much..
I change my personality,
Style , atittude , thinking and way to caring...
But is there no solution at all...
A person character cannot being change
but can learn be better...
I am so so tired in it already...
Try to think and be the better one..
but wit one hand ,
it cant make any sound...
many thing I say I don wan and don allow..
but is she aware of it??
haiz....
I suddenly feel so speechless to talk...
Feel like cooling down myself for few hours..
I am in a unthinkable path....
where should I go and what should I do???
She is not wit me , So the problem is still unsolve..
try to recover and be better...
But I hope I will burst on one day...
I feel tat the situation would be damn suffer n sad...
Don hope the day would can N
I don wish to have the day which
I FEEL SORRY to each of everyone
exspecially me and her!!
I wish U could know me ,

Wat I wan , wat I think
Wat I wan to discuss
and wat I actually do to you..
I don wan to have such bad feeling
which I having right now...
I am sad and moody..
becoz U didnt know
Wat I wan from my gf
To miss Soh Soh
Haiz Haiz Haiz

Is tat really tough??

I start to hate my 3 sem timetable..
everything has change..
wat the shit!!!
Now is getting lame and lame..
but no choice...
I have to study jor
coz I got one resit paper..
haiz!!!
I think I cant fail anymore..
I have to study more and more now..
Dono why keep on not feeling till now..
I been not feeling well more than 1 week jor..
OMG..
Suffer la man..
hope to recover soon..
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Last night had a short arguement wit her...
She seen to do everything n just ignore me...
Not I don allow her to out but she say different and do different..
okay!! I feel tat 'just let it be'..
today she say something to me ...
ask me not to care to much about her stuff...
I got stund and like.........
speechless~~~
I am just trying to caring and caring..
but may be she don wan so...
So wat I can do it from now on..
let her be...
I feel like if I do on so ,
I will argue wit her soon...
May be I am over on her ,
I shouldnt do so anymore..
wat she wan to do just do so...
I shouldnt angry and worried so much...
becoz since she has grown up...
I even have the no right to control
as thier family don do so...
Hmmm
suddenly just feel i am lost!!
why suddenly she would say so..
I din even imagine tat
but I can blame coz I mayb I am over jor...
Haiz!!
As long she happy , don make me feel irritating
den okay le ba!!! hmmm
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Sometime she has reason on certain things,
I try to understand , but is not suddenly can accept
Just tat , she has many thing I still dono and she don wan to share!!
Is tat things she need to hide from me .....
I dono and I ask but she din tell me....
May be she has her own reason...
I hope tat everything she tell me and share wit me...
but this may be could take time...
I was trying the best for her...
being good to everyone and change..
but she willing to do so for me???
I wish to ask , but I think so 1 thing..
as long I still trust her...
everything is really worth for me...
Just maintain and try my best to be better...

I am absolutely don like the way it is....

This few day I am totally down
and not feel good...
I wish someone is there wit me
but end up myself...
My result is out and not reallly good..
I dono why I can do such bad..
I feel that is to bad for me..
I should work hard...
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I dono why she cant understand me...
Dono how to seperate joke and serious..
Everything is being combine??
It will going more problematic soon..
I try to avoid problem and arguement
but cant U see wat is happening now?
Many thing has come upon me..
I am sick for few day already..
it haven been recover..
becoz of you~~~
I done a lot...
Same u done alot to me..
I am very tired..
I need someone to hear and understand me..
U cannot being blame
becoz U know nothing..
I am trying to prevent
and I hope U understand me more...
Caring and communicate
is wat we should carry on..
If not communicate we dono ,
is no caring we don have feeling...
U have hard time I understand
I take care,
I also wish tat when my hard time
u are there wit me...
This few day I am really hot tempered..
May be of sick so I cant stand anything..
Anything which start my fire den I will scold..
I in the evening didnt mean to scold u
just that , when I talk u din really focus..
I just accidently scold...
But is not the first time..
I just feel tat if u busy ,
u done ur stuff first...
I just don wan feel like 'fu hin'
this is wat I think ..
May be u are not wat I am thinking..
but the feeling keep coming..
I don feel like we are keeping quite..
even when on phone or meeting up..
becoz is like I talk and otherside no reply..
It start to stop communicate..
I afraid u don understand me
as well as me...
this is wat I previous had...
I don wish to repeat so I keep talking..
but I afraid if keep on like tat,
1 day I am tired ,
I will stop talking since tat day onward..
I didnt mean to change you
but hope u learn wat U can and u should..
U have ur right to think before u do..
I won scold or complaint about anything
becoz in my heart :
"I love You"
So I wish there are understanding
and
Loving between each of us..
Writing all tis is not complain
Just wat u to understand wat I am feeling now..

Is a happy but turn to suffer day...

Yesterday when to sing k wit classmate..
celebrate few kaki de big day..haha
I feel my throat going to sore soon
but I still sing...haha
OMG!!!
I am dead de la...haha
Err after tat , night Go dinner wit few new fren
such as e wei , ah ling , all tat la...haha
all jie jie..
before tat go visit and help them close shop..
OMG ...
I feel like grastic jor last night..
I aroun 10 something to 11 only eat..
shit man...
I cant stand it..
is totally f***ing pain la wei..
After tat they decide to go for a drink..
When to solaris Mont Kiara...
Order and blue magarita...
Oh no...so long din drink alcohol..
Drink back I feel like headache..
Den send everyone home and My turn to home..
Tat day should be a nice and happy day
but becoz grastic and headache..
I feel like dying man...
I reach home , faster bath and sleep..
My head is damn pain and my stomach too..
I sleep till 6 am , suddenly no current..
I was force to wake up.
Oh my!!
MY head is damn damn pain..
feel like cracking la..
Aduh!!!Shit man..
But today still feeling better
after go out and eat at fren shop..haha..
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Show off a bit...haha
My fren tell me some funny joke..
My fren mom ask who am I??
Dey ans fren la , but then her mom say who don chase our home the daughter..
Coz I am not bad ma...haha
When i hear it, I was like..
hohohohohohohohoho
SI beh happy wo...haha
same as just now evening at fren shop eat ...
her dad praise me...hahahaha...
Tat sound happy to..
although is not feeling well but is happy too geh..
thanks to someone and to other one!! haha