Let me be a Call-Man...

Many things has happen on it
recently I made some new fren,
They are Digi event but as well as a call-man....
I feel that is time for me to be a Call-Man work as part time..
Hope can mades some money on it lo...hahahaha
Just now , I was date for yam cha and when I reach ,
My fren tell me he have accident at near by there...
That time I din think anything and just call out my other fren
And rush to the scene...
oh man!!
I was driving damn fast and keep on 'sip' here and there...
Wat my sifu tell me is when got case , must drive fast
and must totally becareful when speed , if not...haha
I will "bang"....
I reach the scene , that sohai take my fren phone ,Ic and Lisence...
I straight park my car on the road there , and talk face to face..
We keng for awhile and I feel like I am going to punch him kau kau...
Feel good he don dare to scold back or shout and just talk nicely to me..
I shouted at him and ask him to give back everything..
Suddenly my fren father came ,
He keep on counsell to him and I snap some photo and call my fren..
Tat time , I not worried at all and ready for everything..
I feel that I should be more brave staying in this world..
So I don have to worried...
my fren told me that when we 2 car reach the scene,
the 3 guy get shock by seeing their face..
We just drop off aside and get ready for everything.
Hmmm I think I should get a baseball stick lo..
Alright stop it ,
talk bout others.........hahahahahaha
let talk about something nice and happy..
Nowadays , I talk a lot to my fren...
It nice and happy ,
make me feel more confident and happy that before..
Although anything has happen upon me ,
but I feel that everything can be solve de...haha
Thank you to someone willing to sms and accompany~~

Gau meng AR~~~~~

Is already disember 17 2009.....
It mean exam and end of the world is getting near and nearer...
Haiz...
Although all this going to happen ,
but wat happen to me le..
I feel like boycott-ing myself nowaday...
wat the F**K....
Aiyo...
I tak mau macam tu de lo..
Dono why I don feel like mix wit girls already..
I feel they are like untrustable jor..
Sei mou??
I going to be Gay lou jor...hahahahaha
NO LA~~~ hohoho
Just stress about girls , hw and money..
I heard a news ,
My parent wan to stop and quite their work..
I was like OMG~~
If stop the business...
I feel that I will like.... haiz...
Why wo..
Why wan like tat treat me wo...
When I am young , give me family prob ,
When my grandparent past away ,
My family face financial prob,
When I grow up and face spm ,
I have to leave the house ,
When I start to work ,
I face a lot challenge and stress ,
When  everything start stable ,
Now U ask me face my parent prob...
Why god wan to play me wo...
Pls la.. don play me la..
can let me enjoy ma..
Make me rich ,happy , and enjoy wit family..
don give me so many challenge pls..
I had enough jor la..
outside many people not yet play de..
please let them do ya....
I don wan play jor....
I pray u pls.. okay...hahahaha
play till sot jor... OMG...hahaha

Hmmmm( mixture )

Nowaday many thing start to happen.....
I dono where got start to talk about wat...
I just feel myself are kinda blur and I don even know who am I??
Since tat day I accidently knock my head ,
I feel I should start to changes....
Do everything by myself better den relay on someone...
No one can be belive and nothing is impossible for me...
From now on , I feel tat being alone is something interesting...
At last I understand my classmate vincent so strange..
I think I am right ....
He be alone becoz got some reason even myself cant explain..
once I was so stress and problematic , I choose to boycott myself...
After thana class , I go alone to cafeteria to have breakfast..
I reject all my fren and I just wna to be alone...
On tat time , I feel tat without anyone i still can live,
I can eat alone , drink alone , read news and just sit and wait for time pass....
After tat , I even walk alone to the library to do homework and online..
I sitting there for more than 2 hour , without talking wit anyone..
I feel tat I am quite fine becoz lonely is the time I can focus on...
Hmmm
talk about girls ........
I feel tat is a end time for me to think of girl anymore..
It make me getting more and more tired...
No matter how desperate , how much feeling I have,
Is time for me to just keep on my heart...
Since many sad incident has happen ,
I feel tat is enough now...
Everyting just keep in heart and wait de fate...
If I am fate and destinate to be with , I am happy about it
If not , I jst forget about it and wait the one Where It belong to me...

Something I don wish to know is already happen...(I am a BEE)

At last something I don wish to know and happen it already start...
I saw it and I knew it..
It stated very clearly in there...
No hope and even a chance...
Hmmm is came to the ending...
Is start to makes me feel sad and despress now...
I dono why I would feel like tat...
May be I am over a limit...
I try on it but i fail lastly...
May be I am the bee to be choosen...
So just change myself to become a perfect bees..
I am not the suitable one to have the honey ,
but doesnt mean I don have cup of honey...
After this news I get , my fren send me a good words
"
rmb there's lots of honey(madu) out there, u r a bee....
 the bee doesnt mean have to suck that particular honey ma rite?
rmb wat i say in da gym juz now

we change ourself to make ppl 2 have an impression on u....
make dem regret for not choosing u as their bee...
when dey regret, it's all over...
cause u ady got a perfect honey out there"
After reading this...
I feel tat, now doesnt judge my future...
I will be more better in the coming future...
I knew it and I feel it..
Thanks to some best fren support me..
2 of them are totally good to me..thanksz~~

Getting worst and weak...

Hmm I am getting weak already...
At last it came along...
I feel tat is time to take de next step..
I feel like stop sleeping and do wat I want
and wat I wan to do....
I feel tat time are really short ...
Reall Reall SHORT~~~
I just read my fren blog ,
She wrote something emotional to her..
Yesteday she told me already..
may be she to sensative on it...
Good to know she forgive her fren ..
In this world still got such kind people..
Hmmm
As wat I know , this world~~
Everyone are selfish , now they are good
but suddenly they will turn to bad...
Ur best fren are ur only best enemy....
For me now , since some incident happen to me ...
Everyone for me is just de same ,
Sure got something bad will happen...
See is early or late..
So unfortunately , I am the early from fren..
so hope everyone think , think think clearly
about ur fren near u..
I and getting worst now ,
I feel like faint off , but I am in insomia condition...
When i left , where wouls i be??
I am weak , tired and tired...
hmmm

Something happen among myself

Hmmm Is already 12 something ,
I feel tired and dono Why I couldnt sleep...
My mind keep on thinking on something
after having conversation on phone wit fren...
I wan to ask a question very long ago..
Actually wat is a person actually thinking in thier mind???
Wat actually I wan??
Haiz....sad...
I feel like I was dream a lot for many impossible things
I am too much on the past and the future...
I feel like i am going to mad soon de la...
Why I am totally difference from last time..
Getting more and more emotional NOW!!!
I can control myself and I feel tat I wan to hide aside and cry..
nowaday i getting a bit of girlish already..
OMG...I going to be a gay???
mmm dono, but I feel I currently is still like on girls de wo...
I alredy InSOMIA and now still thinking a lot..
I need a girls to control me already..
but I think don have one can do so...
Haiz.. sad..Don say till girls..
IS more and more sad... girls are all same..
Hmmm I this few month getting not feeling well..
I alway sleep late and everything I sleep ,
I saw myself doing thing , and I feel like my soul is out from my body...
wat happen to me????
IS ther any sign for me??
or is there just a dream only??
I dono .... I start to feel like getting to cry loudly..
I don wan to continue now ,
I afraid I will cry when I feel something will happen on me...
byhez

Stress , bored , lame...haha so busy and wat la...huiyo..

Oppss~~~
Long time din update for my blog already..kekezz
I be busy for many things so I don have the time to update...
So many assginment , work and stress things come upon me..
I feel like settle up everything path by path...
Never think of girl currently becoz is something will effect my emotion..
SO~~
Just work on my assignment and wait I have free time I will update my blog..
many thing I will try to update becoz I have to write alot...
To my angel which stay tune for my blog ,
pls be patience , I will update soon..
Thanks yea..hehezz
Update soon~~~byezz

Bahau roadshow (working for celcom...)

Wao...Last sat morning 5 am I wake prepare and go to work at bahau (N 9)...haha
I though is a intresting roadshow but just feel that is ok ok only la...haha
there de feeling let me feel quite oka...haha
there the girls are quite open minded and are quite daring...haha
I wit my fren pass my a group of there working there...
They 'cuit' at us...
My fren turn back they still making tat sound and my fren tell me they are calling me..
Oh my..
I tell my fren just ignore and work la...
there are quite funny..
We pass by and let them have a short conversation wit them...
most funny one is a girls takes my phone miss call her phone ...
err many thing happen la... another wan to know my fren , and then like ask me all tihs and that..
at night we when to watch 2012...
hohohoh...My boss belanja le...ngek ngek..
While almost the ending,..
someone sms me and ask me about me and see whetever can be fren wit me or not..
ask me to call her a while..
I was like , OMG ...who is this..
When I reach hotel , I call back and I know who is it..
Is the one which use my phone to miss call one...
OMG.... she is kinda funny also becoz talk many crap wit me..
hmmm I feel that there like din see before guy appear is it???haha
Next day we go back de same place again... hmmm look lame becoz ranining..
Oh one cool things happen..
A team of celcom sweeper are here..
wao man... cool la...
4 police bike , one team harleydavidson , 4 sweeper car and 20 celcom car..
wah...Dey come and join us...haha
So damn ying lo.. like agong coming like tat....haha
hmmm we are seperate into 2 team to go for rovling then back kl...
I wit boss stay behind and throw my fren jack to incharge..
My boss ask me join is becoz she wan me handle for her team..
They are still fresh so she alone cant handle and need me back up..
No choice , since i holiday so just go play ba...haha
Phew many thing happen then..I jst not feeling to write here.. I am tired..byez
Cincai write only..no mood in writing blog ....
Nowaday dono wat happen to me le...swt...

busy , busy busy.... everyday pun busy...

It been whole month I din eat dinner wit my family liao la...
I miss my mom , dad and sister...
alway come home is dey not at home or sleep already..
Am i really tat busy??
Yea I am a...Alway work work study study...
Where got time accompany them...
It been so long i din eat breakfast and dinner wit them already..
damn missing the feeling le..
Alway eat at outside wit fren when at setapak..
wao..Damn no mood when think back...
Hmmm at last yesterday night I cancel all date and eat wit my mom...
The feeling is so nice and happy..
At last I can eat wit my family....haha
So nice the fish , meat vege and soup..
ARGH~~~So long din eat already a...
So damn delicous a..
busy for so long, din even one day eat till so happy and a lot..
Miss the feeling yesterday..
Whole day whole life beeing bussy..
I wan to work hard and study hard..
i wan to be one of the richest man in malaysia..haha
Sot jor...haha
byez nitez

So busy and problematic day~~

HAIZ~~ Now is 3 46 am jor..
I still cant sleep...
Early morning wake up to get prepare go D2...
After tat rushing to college for the PR class..
Haiz so busy le..
I still got volleyball report , broadband report and others
I really going to burst jor..
After class I rush to office to drop down everything and chat wit ally.
Hmm I have to rush to teach a class at around 8 pm..
Oh man , is totally jam lo..
sorry... I was busy and cant leave my laptop at all..
Hmmm...
I teach my student some work and just give her HW...
Hmm when on the way home , I get some news about my bro..
wah ~~ he really done a good job..
Past few day I know a girl tat I told my fren I was good interested in her.
He was like good and keep on say help me this and tat...
But wat I can belive is today he already wit tat girl...
I was like suddenly stop at the middle of road and got shock.
One of my best fren add brother do this to me..
Act good and betray me from behind~~
I help him so much ,take him as my little bro, intro work to him , teach him all this and tat..
wah end up like tat...
I take cover him so much mana tau he is de one stand behind me and shoot me..
I angry not becoz he like the girl and be wit the girl,
I mm song becoz he make me lost the trust and let me feel he is faker jor...
I also trying to calm down and pump out the gas but I cant...
Something sharp already puck in my heart...
I cant expected tat i treat him my bro and he is like tat one..
Heart damn pain and feel like unacceptable lo...
haiz...past few time just settle my problem on girls and now come frenship..
I am going to faint off soon de la..
So many stress are coming upon me already...
this few day go the feeling of dizzy jor...Just like wan to shut down system..
Haiz..Hou mm song , mm happy , mm nice and stress up so much..
hmmm good nitez ba

Holly daddy , mami jie jie mei mei...hahahaha

This few day keep on working and kinda busy...haha
Yesterday work wit ah hong...haha
I became de In charge person again..
This time cannot let my manager look down at me..
She totally support everything so I have to de best..
Yesterday I get 2 sales , I already try my best de la..
Go Go Go work hard..haha
Today is work wit ah Sem...
Hmmm second day of roadshow..
Today de weather are totaly bad becoz suddenly rain and suddenly sunny and rain back..
Hmmmmm
Morning till evening cant get any sales a...
Bored die lo...
At night Ally call me and ask our sales...
I say still zero...so paiseh..
no choice I already try my best ..
somemore de maxis are crazy , they have 6 member..
wao man.. We are just only 2...haha
So no choice , I have to work totally hard..
GRRR~~~~
At last , between 1 hour , I get 3 sales all up...
hahahahahaha
I promise how bad is it I at least give one but now I give 3..
I hope is ok ba..
Although dey are full time and I am part time ,
but my sales are better than them..
I wan to show tat wat I request from ally is benifit for her..
So I tomorrow will try more harder on it..
Just Do it man...haha
Now I have to cancel all the holiday and trip plan..
work hard for money all tat..
No choice , I must try my best to acheive my own target..
Hmmm nowaday getting more assignment and job ,
So , i have to manage my time well..
tomorrow I have to fninsh up all my volleyball and PR
den on next week must finish all tamadun islam and start to act for the DRAMA..
I don wan last minutes work anymore..
Is so suffering and causing many prob..
So now stll got time , I got to settle up aeverything and score better this semester..
Alright la..I need to watch the drama show and sleep early..
Tomorrow last day roadshow ,
so have to work more hard get more sales..
Good nitez and wish myself good luck...hehe

Blur~~

Today many thing happen suddenly..
I am kinda blur and I dono wat to write at here..
I feel tat I am out of my mind and I think  I will update it tomorrow...
So good nitez..
Good luck guy and all the best to someone...
byez

My last wish , last dinner last promise and the last date~~~

Alright at last 28 of oct it cames..
Is time for celebration..It been a long time plaining..
Hmmm
This morning wake up early and get ready to college..
I think is the last time i have to settle everything..
past few week is keep on lacking one thing..
That is today..
Although is an early celebration but i think is my last wish to her..
I after the class den straight go fetch her..
I din plan to buy any present becoz i don have to let her have memories on me..
So I go over a flower shop and buy some flower la..
easy and nice...
heheXxxx
Alright i dono wat her reaction becoz normally girls get flower is normal ba..hehez
after we when to mines to watch 'sorogate'
Tat movie is quite nice de but i feel getting tired..haha
we have some dessert tat is mango and banana pancake...
And the we go walk walk and last we dicide to eat steamboat and bbq..
Oh is her lastly wish food wo..dono le....
Ok just bring her over and fullfill her wish while I am still here..
Hmmm she enjoy eating a lot but me just like eat some and tat it..
She din eat before the mee wit egg tat in hokkien traditional alway do so..
When someone birthday , their parent or family member should cook for when birthday..
So I be the one only guy cook for her currently...haha
After dinner go pasar malam wit her fren along too..
Is a bit boring but at last I fullfill up everything I need to do...
my promise on her birthday celebration ,
my wish is to have a nice dinner ,
and the last date I have is already been done..
Since everything is been fullfill up..Is time for me to leave..
It been very tired , unhappy and suffering already..
time to leave away and tat it...
Good luck in her exam and hope her coming life are more happier..
I won meet her and contact wit her anymore...
Good byez and Good nitez..
Is the time to let it GO ~~~ byez..

Sick day...wahaha...

This morning wake up tat time my throat are totally not feeling well..
hmmm...
I think past few day talk to much to customer already..Hmmm
So wat to do is just keep on working only la..
Today have lunch wit sem , xian and jessie...
Oh so nice  becoz today is de last day roadshow..
I rmb at the evening i was talking to a customer..
Suddenly my throat getting very dry and pain..
OMG....
I feel like I going to cry out becoz it some pain which i cant say..
My tear slowly cover up my eeye..
Phew~~ so suffering a...SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!
no people care and love de feeling are sad but no choice..
Single boy normally is like tat...
Er jessie got ask me get strepsil but I tihnk i don wan waste money...
Hmmm 2 day night din go out already...
Strange le...After work den come back home...hmmm
online chat wit fren... Oh thank yen for caring...haha
Hmmm I feel tat is quite good now...
I asking kelly out becoz her birthday coming..
But she see like strange de..
so nvm..we are frenz , so just have some short talk and like tat ba...haha
Oh yea, today my one good fren brithay...haha
Qihao...The napet guys wit favourite by many girls..
jealous him so but no choice , he not interest wit them and only his gf...haha
Alright wish him all the best
and
Myself getting recover soon becoz I don wan to get sick..
I must be fit enough to face everything...ngek ngek...
I cannot felt down and must cheer up on it..muahaha...
GOOD NITEZ...
Tat day for today..Don mention sad but just some short story..

Single Boy story 1...haha

Today is saturday...
Is working day again..haha
wake up early in the morning and get prepare...
Oh..when reach there I am fully heart to work..
Got a customer come over..
I start to talk from 10 something to 12 something about 1 pm..
We almost talk more than 3 hour to ask him sign up the broadband..
Oh dear.. I am almost dead meat ...
feel good he sign up wit me...phew..
If not i will jump to de wall and beng de la..haha
Okay.. today not really good becoz not good sales..
haiz..kesian la..
hmm at last I whole people is getting lighter
since the day i give up everything , i can fly already..
haha.. took some pict wit some promoter and miss DJ..haha
Although she not a good DJ but ok..quite funny and friendly..haha
Aiyo.. cant upload..so to bad la..
I will put it at facebook..haha
Hmmm today din go out for tea..
Eh SAT le...
Oh my god.. so guai sit at home online..haha
no choice , don have de feel ma..
so just come home online , chat wit fren ,
watch movie and check out some detail ba..haha
Ok la.. nothing much to update..
All about love is been end and everyone is just frenz..haha
Single is nice but when sitting down and think..
Actually I am very lonely...
hmmm
Good nitez...

Working Friday (23/10/09)

Oh today have to work roadshow again..
Is a nice place becoz it just only inside leisure mall...haha
wake up at the morning and wait to work..
reachs there tat time ,
 wao is nice and huge but the place we are put are suck..
Hmmm No choice la..
just follow order..
Today meet back some promoters again..
We forget each other but nvm , mix again..haha
there are some funny , nice cute and friendly..
Hmm not bad oh...haha
I have make some nice key chain..haha
Its cool yea..haha
Erm chit chat and work all tat la..
Aiyo..
 I talk wit customer for more than 1 hours..
bored la when she don wan sign..
BUT
I can wait...
so just wait she come back...
Hmmm since stop missing her den think back something..haha
innocent pass story...haha
Funny funky and crazy..haha
So just let it be...
Hmmm may be I don have the feel to dating currently..
haha its just awhile only okay..
Later come back de la...
I wan to work hard for money and study hard..
so tomorrow I need to call my group mate to discuss assignment...
I just now let a car kiss my butt...
car plate is WJH 2712 beng on it..
Ok stop aside and see...
Hmmm nothing much so let it be ba..
see his mabuk face also forget it la..
Hmmm very tired now..
Go sleep better la...
Oh my fren is working outside..
So kesian but wish she good luck
My family healthy and safety...haha
Nitez

Oh so lame de day...

ooppp many thing has happen upon me...
Hmmm yesterday rain damn heavy den no choice la..
 I have to run back home...
Whole body get wet and the first thing is I have to go bath la...HMmm
Today early morning wakes up...
oh I don feel like going but
 I have too becoz i don wan skip class..haha
Hmmm many thing has happen again at the whole day..
Shaun is desperate and sad about her loves one...
den is rain again ,
I have to share umbrella wit tan penny..
the funky girls, crazy one..
Haiz i also dono wat am i writing for today..
Just feel tat when I step in my cheras house den start feel emotional and moody..
oh man...
This is my house..
wat happen to me?????
At the evening I go eat dinner wit her becoz she is at home..
now she considere one of my nearest fren ba..
I am the only 10 best fren for her ,
may be...
becoz she say so, dono can belive or not de???
hahahaha
So just have dinner chit chat and i go home..
oh I really can put it away and treat her as fren...haha
tat good for me now....
I think nothing more on it ba...
She wanted to treat me for the second time but I rejected..
I know she is suffering and no money already ,
Haiz.. money bring problem to people de..
She now have to work for the few month and = zero de..
Hmmm wat I can do is keep on give her back the money..
She keep reject but i just don care and left it at table and force her to take..
ngek ngek...
Lastly she takes ,
and I send her to her working place..
Oh girls ,
good luck yea..haha
good feel are there but I already put the likes feel away..
so now we are kawan biasa tat can hang out always..haha
She tell me last week she go club when I say i don like girls go club..haha..
May be she is trying to tease me de feel on her.
but anyway ,
just fren hangin out for fun and food only..
no others already...haha
Alright ,
 many assignment , trips and event i have to work on..
So now wat I should do is manage my time well and be prepare...
good luck everyone and me...
Be prepare to finish up everything and go holiday..
Oh ya.. next fri we are going sunway lagoon ,
13 of nov to PD for 3 day and then ready for study and exam...haha
I think today wat i write here are totally not relevant but just say out somethng..
The main point i wan to write is not here yet but may be one day ba..haha
Take care...  end here~~~

Forgetting HER...(DAY 10) The last episode...

Alright today  I go wake up in the early morning to for CO K...
Hmm I join back volleyball...
OMG~~
Today class only 11 student and only 2 GUYS...
Me and one guy from SBS...
I been choosing became the leading team for everything..
Oh...Why me??
I was a experience captain so been choosen ba..
So just do warm up , help out sir and i think tat only ba..
so I think next week need to have their contact number and email add...
Haha..
for multi purpose also la..haha
Hmmm i call her on the evening to make sure she is ok wit the studies
but
She din ans the call or reply me..
Hmmm I think is an ending for me already...
Oh~~~ time to stop and enjoy...
Phew... at last i drop off everything and just a normal fren...
I think something happen to her and avoid me..
so nvm...hahahaha
Tats may be good for her and me...
Ngek ngek...
Today I check out my result...
WAO~~ so nervous la me...hmmm
Oh At last....I pass all my exam and no need to resit or retake..
thanks god...
some of my classmate are unfortunately fail some subject
Some of them thinking of withdraw and some is thinking to drop it..
Hmmm
Dono why suddenly i feel they saying this and i heart blank out..
I feel like missing dem all...
If many of them drop i also drop too...
Why I am thinking of all this????
Dono why feel like unhappy and sad feeling about them..
Haiz.. may be there are my bestie now...
Nothing to do so just wish them good luck and healthy ba...
Is already 10 day I keep writing de same title...
I feel tat today is a last day becoz I am totally left her away
Continue my living and my lifestyle..
Actually without anyone I also can still survive beside my family la..haha
We have some nice memories before such as nice , sweet , happy , fun and others la..
BUT,
all this is already a past for me and for her...
So just keep inside my heart forever..
So now currently is under studying and work schedule ba..
all about love and feeling just temporary put aside lo..
I can continue help her in exam but she is not in tat mood and concern..
So i just like nvm la..she need den she will look for me de la..
SO~~~ Good luck for her coming EXAM ba...
After today , I think will stop this story and look out new story...
Now wat can i do???
Just bless to her , my family safety and health ,
fren relationship keep on going and I have to work and study hard a!!!
Go Go Go everyone..Think of our future yea...hehezz
Good nitez

Forgetting HER...(DAY 9)

This morning wake up at 10 30 am..
Wao i set the alarm and make myself wake up early...
I now don wan to miss any class or anything for non reason..haha
i go to tbr eat wit yong and go for tutorial class..
Hmm today wat I quite understand wat the teacher is teaching..
I think is time to study hard..
Pass few day i work hard , so since is weekday den i have to study hard..
Hmmm after tat go meet her again...
Oh I think i can drop down the feeling on her and be fren..
She sad i think , crying but she din say anything..
i also thinking tat i shouldnt ask anything about her stuff..
Just diam diam sit at car and bring her to her house get some stuff..
Oh something happens again...
she keep on look at the window when come over to the car..
She sit at my car and her eye get red and wan to cry..
I knew tat she got some matters but i din ask at all..
Seeing her so fierce the face den i should avoid....
hmmm just teaching people study and din talk about others stuff..
I feel tat this also quite good de becoz everything is clean and clear..
phew... after tat she got to work and i sit alone there to online lo..
i call out seng to come over..
he wan to work so i offer him a celcom works..
hmm my fren ask me to be in charge person so can lead him and one malay girl...
haiz..i was thinking lo..should i accept it or not???
Alamak~~ aku dono le..
Should I do it or not...becoz in charge person..
but is very stress de if i work wit in charge person..
just like last time as digi de..
is good and nice but very stressful on sales all tat..
hmmm later on go down pay the bill and i go toilet..
Oh ya.. still rmb yesterday go toilet , the door not close well..
and a waitress at outside wait me and ask..
Why i go toilet din close de door..
I was like stund on it..
I saw her again when i wash my hand..
I was just like splash the water on her and she was like playing back..
so wat la her..feel like throw her into the swimming pool...
Today actually go to temple but fren not free.. so next time la..
see she like tat i just like feel like go temple pray for her , my sis to recover and my family health..
haiz nvm la... fri i only go pray la..haha
buy some to pray is ok de...
Alright i think is going to end soon and we are going to be only fren..haha
yea.. drop someone and everything is fine..
so carry on...haha
but still need to bless tat my family safety and health...
And then her result , GOOD LUCK ....
work hard , gambateh , and alway safety..haha
Ok la..good nitez

Forgetting HER...(DAY 8)

Last night i call her , but cant call in...
today morning , afternoon , evening call her also cant get..
OMG... wat happen??
hmm the whole day i been keep on thinking..
is it anything happen to her le??
she seldom like tat de wo...
last night no battery den ok la but won whole day ba..
Hmmm nothing i can do just wait lo..
The longer i wait the more and more i care...
Wat happen to her??
can anyone tell me ma??????
HAIZ!~~~
Worried die...
but i try to cover it..
watching funny video , keep on look for customer..
I think I need to work more harder even today my sales is quite ok...
Work hard study hard lastly only got chance to play hard...haha
right???
Hmm after work I alone nothing to do and ask stanley join me go for tea..
Opp...
I saw her..Hmm at last..she is save...
oh okay..but she seen like avoid me..
so no choice la,, don disturb people work la..haha
i just sit diam diam and enjoy my customer life ba..
chatting wit stanley about some games , video and works stuff...
oh is nice also got time to go out drink wit colleague...
hmmm she seen busy...
no time to talk de ba , so suan la..
Erm i think we suitable be fren but still in progress..
she is my kawan and i am her kawan..
wat we promise before all must do although is not chaser or anything..
I reach home have a short conversation , ask about her wat happen..
Phone got problem..
Oh nvm la , bf work as phone seller , buy new one la..haha
ok la..late la.. wan to sleep...
byez byez..
bless everyone happy,
I change my lifestyle ....
talk smoothly and nicely , polite and good manner...

Forgetting HER...(DAY 7)

Today I am totally tired le..
Last night sleep quite a bit late...hmmm
Wat am I thinking???'
Money? study ? parent ? fren ? her??
Hmm alright first thing is of course money , second is parent and last is someone..
haha
today my sales not really good but at least got few sales..
Hmmm go eat tat time feel like sms her but I think people is busy..
So just eat alone..
The casher and the waitress talk to me..haha
they ask me when end the event , why no come eat all tat la..
I was like SWT~~~
Hmmm is already been 7 days try to less look for her..
but wat is inside my heart??
Missing and missing..may be..
Financial got prob but being solve currently...
thank stanley my colleague brother..haha
Hmm he is a good guy in our office ...
Everything he also will help so is a good bro ba...haha
So many day din talk and find... how is she le??
still fine? enjoy her day? any prob??
Hmm i dono le...
how wo~~~~~~~
yea everyone telling me still can leave even without girls..
but dono why , i can like someone till so long...
hahahahahaha
magnectic force tat keep attract me ba...
hmmm last night saw her at cafe so like just ignore ...
oh in my heart now thinking..
how is she?? doing wat le?? sleep le ma??
Aiya.. dono a...
I also lazy write many thing already..
hope her bf is a best for her , treat her well and love her more ba..
hehe... as long seeing her is happily ,
i would be happy too although i am just a chasser..
blessing her , fren and family everyone are happy..
good nitez
hope tonight is a good nitez~~

Forgetting HER...(Day 6)

Last night i have a bad dream..
dream about something tat bad and makes me wake up at 5 something..
Oh man.. no choice have to sleep again...
when comes to 830 is time to wake up go work..
I reaches pandan indah at 930...
They seeing me like a dead body..
dono wat happen to me??
May be i am over tired ba..
Today I feel tat I needs mooney so i work damn hard...
I start to work hard from morning till night..
I got the most sales tat is 4 broadband and 2 hp mini..
My head only get 1..
I dono wat happen to me but i just keep on work hard ba..
My wallet just left below 40 buck..
40 BUCK...OMG i am dead...
Haiz.. now is just front of the month..
how could i stand till end????
Phew so no choice , i need to work more harder for tomorrow..
I must get a lot of sales as i can..
I today whole day din find her..
Just got a kind of feeling forcing myself not to look for her..
tat may be a good news ba..
I din take dinner becoz i not hungry at all...
HAIZ~~
wat happen le?? 3 something only eat breakfast..
den just now go drink..
Oh I din expect to see her working today..
SWt... why she is there but is okay..
i din look for her..
becoz i feel tat i shouldnt disturb people working..
i just play games , chit chat play fire and all tat la..
eh behind my fren tat table a girl which drink beers look like interest in us..haha
we keep on play and she keep on look over us..
I look over and she move away..haha so funny de girl..haha
Oh she is mabuk , being bring back by her fren..
haiz.. cant drink den don drink so much la..
later people 'wat' jor also dono how....hmmmm
biarkan orang la..haha
day 6 , wat i did is seldom talk to her and meet..
so i think is possible la..
meet is ok but just take people as fren ba..hnnnn
i reach home , bath and just send her a short message and tat all ba..
caring people is sure got de la.... hati gatal.. no choice..hehezz
ok la..I think more and more day den i will recover and forget about it..hehe
erm thanks to god for blessing me to have sales..
I would work hard , thanks for let me meet her again..haha
tat sound funny but still enjoy..
Bless her all the best on it..
eh dono why everyday pray for people...haha
bless my parent healthy ...so tat they won get sick..
me useless , i will work hard and study hard...
bless she , my family , fren and me live happily..haha
Oh ya~~
Today i saw a boy , age range around 12
wearing a superman pyjamis go to ampang point..haha
so damn funny de little boy..haha
goos nitez..

Forgetting HER...(Day 5)

Hmmm last night she was busy ing something in her working place..
so I just make a short conversation wit her...
After tat around 2 something i slept and she send me message..
I din reliase it and i see it this morning..
Today dono why so early wake up again...
Dono why nowaday keep on wake up early..
I sleep so late and can wake up so early..
wat happen to me????hmmm
Today afternoon she reply my message ...
after tat she got tell me saying tat she having biscuit ...
hunger for food..
I wish to date her out for lunch but i cant becoz i got class..
haiz may be is not my turn to ask her out ba...
Later on i go home , i call her and ask whre she is..
She is having tea wit her fren at old town..
Oh.. I was thinking ask her out but she is dated already..
so no choice la, alone got to CAFE QUAN to online drink ba...
Order and jasmine green tea and french fries...
Hmmm sitting alone also not something bad at all le...
Even though we got sms but later on i ask her don sms jor..
becoz later her fren will complaint...
later on i back and i saw her online at CC...
Tat time suddenly my mood turn bad becoz of financial , study and certain problem..
Phew... she say something makes me feel more sad about it..
On tat time i dono why will scold her saying why i got this kind of fren..
wat she say to me is making me more sad and worried..
Haiz may be people don understand my feeling ba..
Suan la.. people also pucking me already , why i wan to bang de wall...
I know I in totally good feel and likes her much , but wat to do..
nothing i can do right..
She ask me tomorrow either i free or not but i have to work..
No choice to teach her study becoz next wed she go exam...hmmm
Is to bad to know tat I cant help her out...haiz~~~
People don like me but i still helping people...
people not in feel and accept my offer ,
So just forget her and I think there are many more offers for me ma..
i know everyone would think how goods is she , my fren keep asking...
Hmmm may be for others nothing special but i feel tat she is special for me..
but since people are getting far and avoid , so i think is time to get off ...
I feel tat i am going to burst soon...
I need to go vacationso tat i can be alone and relaz..
i feel tat everything is rushing to me and i feel i can support...
Forget about now , facing the new challenge and be more cheerful ba..
Oh ya~~
Today first time make an annoucement at class..
first time to do tat , first time use so fluence english to speak to classmate..
OMG... cool man~~
but this is normaly for PR student right???haha
Ok la...I think nothing I can write already...
facing front and don looks back the past...
Many things is waiting for me...Go Go Go..
Good nitez...
Oh ya.. although i din look for her but i should pray too..
God thanks for giving chance to let us meet in the world ,
bless her do well in her exam and rmb wat i teach her..
bless she to be happy everyday ,
staying without problem and moody,
help her figure out her day and cure her skin problem,
lastly is bless her safety and healthy so she can work and got money..
Thanks...
Beside tat i have to say SORRY to my family member becoz 4 day i not being wit them..
Thank for the to cook me food today...
thanks mom , dad , sisters and myself ....
Nitez~~

Forgetting HER...(Day 4)

Today it been already day 4 oh..
Seen like nothing changes but just we less contact only..
Last night I suddenly feel to express my feeling on a sms...haha
A damn message...Hmm nvm.. It forever kept in my phone already..
I feel tat is really a suitable time to send wat I feel toward her..
So today morning wake up in the early morning to go for class..
It been quite a long time I din wake up such early to go class de la..
i think is time for me to BELAJAR!!!
Today learn many thing and I din skip class already..
OMG..Totally nice la the feeling when all fren are together in a class..
Hmmm today feeling is quite ok becoz the whole day are quite windy so ....
I din take off my jacket from the morning till evening..
Oh whole day I din sms her...
OMG~~ feel like strange le...
When on the way home i feel like calling her but suan la..
May be she has nothing to talk to me....
when the time i throw my phone on the table,
suddenly a message come from her...
She talk about yersterday the message i send..
I think she thinking me to NAIVE to being like tat...
Everything is cannot been so fast for it...
So on tat time I just feel like haiz..
deeply get a knife puck on it...
at the night , I send her a short normal caring message and she thank to me..
tat time I was totally strange tat she will send this kind of message..
Phew~~~
may be she is getting away from me...
I jus make a short conversation and the close ba...
At night asking about outing but seen tat she is not joining..
Is okay if she try to avoid me ba..
I think should be something good for her also if do so...
Just make a short conver again ,
she is still at her working place and i think she is doing something..
So just let it be and go to sleep la..
I think is something i would happy about her being enjoying her day..
May the god bless her skin sick would get better and live wit joy and happiness..
Hoping the one she wit now would give her extra care ,concern and love on her..
Good nitez~~

Forgetting her...(Day 3)

halo here is de third day i forgetting her..
Last night i get a message from her about today morning lunch..
WaO I was like feel so strange tat she will sms me wit it.
May be is lucky ba..
Today early morning was waken up by the next room ventalator noice..
Wa... shit la...
Rosak den don on la..make me wake up at the early morning la...
Shit!!!
Ok so i get prepare at the morning and just like go over and fetch her..
I reaches near her houes and wait for around half hour ...
She tell me need 15 minutes but is ok la...
Guy alway wait for girls one right???haha
Since a long time i din saw her so is quite happy to meet her back again..
Hmm I saw someone i like so is totally something happy...
I was trying to forget someone but i still doing tat..
We go to GOBI eat lunch , chit chat all tat...
my fren tell me when u are not chasing someone everything have to AA..
But I just dono why I cant say out to ask her pay ...
I was feel like shy about it becoz TILL NOW I still loving her..
Seeing her update her blog..
Is talk about her ex somemore...
Haiz~~
This time more die..
but wat I even lose it her ex and currently bf ...
Tat time I think of everything just let the god to fate ba..
I rmb I alway tell me fren...
I said "may be u have the chance , but doesnt mean u have the fate"
By hearing this ,she would the one i love the most but not the person i would owns it..
Hmmmm
After tat send her back and out and back again..
there are some story among it but I don think is neccessary to write...
Hmm bring her to some place where is intresting but she seen like don like it..
So just feel disappointed but is okay..
As long some place i feel relaz...
It already day 3 , wan can i do le????
People have bf , missing her ex , and busy..
I think tat , all this reason should let me forget it ba..
Right??
Missing people is something very suffering but no choice..
wat to do???
bukan saya punya den bukan saya punya..
How i like her i also have to steady and let it fate..
I in the pass already trying my best to give her happiness
but I think is useless for her becoz she seen like no feeling on it..
PHEW~~~~
Boh bian la..People heart are not included me...
let use a knife and puck in deeply into my heart and let the love blood to flow out..
So tat it flow it out and no more inside my heart for her..
Keeping the space for her i don think is useful already..
may be like her in a short term tiime but I feel tat I seen like 10 years more..
I think I know her well more den others , 'May be'
I treat her better den others more 'May be"
I knew tat she got feeling on me..'May be'
I know one day she will be wit me..."MAY BE" but "HOPE SO"....
Hmmm ok la.. forgetting her day 3 is just tat all ba..byez
Wish her can rub off her sad past and having the sweet days ba..
She should be happy becoz she have a bf ....
Thank god for it and may god bless her..
Nitez...