Is has bad feeling toward it...

Hmmm recently many things happen..
Many small argument or fight..
becoz of certain den we can start to fight..
I try to avoid and be what I can ,
but is still problem there...
Last night had a argument..
She lastly post up wat I say toward her..
Hurm~~~
She scold me before on what I write in previous ,
but she end up post as well..
I feel that I am moody and sad ...
I feel sorry toward her 
but
she start to ignore it..
her blog even written that,
cant 2 group out..
either me or them..
I feel that ,
is that what my gf should said??
Haiz..Just feel different and dislike..
today fight again about a phone..
some time she din really think about me..
We be dated for tomorrow dates,
but
she suddenly told me she could
FFK me and go for her blackberry phone..
I was freaking upset and I don feel good..
Is that phone are much more important than our date??
she may be dono tomorrow is 24 of april..
the 4 month we are being together..
Did she ever feel what is my feeling and thinking..
hurm!!!
is she so forgetful , or don't about it??
Haiz , I feel freaking sad now...
why she keep on forget think of my behalf..
what I did is wrong???
What I think for her is wrong??
or I shouldn't do all this to her???
I am alway ready be wit her when she had problem and sad,
but she din even tell me and don wan to share wit me..
Am I so no value to share wit??
Or am I not the person should ask and know??
Hmmm...
I am there alway so that she won being left out ,
but I think what is extra..
she have her family and fren..
may be doesn't need me..
can she just simply and easy toward me....
I am blank and no idea about what is going on...
I don dare to ask becoz , I got scolded just now..
I dono wat is it , and she just cut off my line..
Is already twice she doing that..
yea , she have the right to do so...
I cant say anything even though i am sad n dislike it...
fine!~ I don wish to get more upset...
just calm down myself and sit alone at my room...
remain the silence~~~~