Is time to end everything...

I been so long....
I am totally tired jor...
Every night cant sleep well , wake up early , bad mood , and easy get anger..
HAIZ~~
I very very tired jor..
Suan le ba..I think is time to let it go and don wan to bother about it la..
Although is a bit mm 'se dak' but no choice la...
Everything is being fate and not till we choose..
If now i don make a solution i afraid one day i will paint off...
HaHa...
Everything I write this word 'haha' actually am i tat happy??
Or i am just lie ing to the message and to myself..
I also dono...no matter sad or happy i will still write haha..
Hmmm
Yea is time to say good bye...Is time to stop...
So from today..
I think tat I should try to "bi kai " her better...
frenz is a good choice but i afraid i will break my own promise..
ARGH!
Just let i be natural ba...I think need time to stop findin people and sms..
Omce lost contact i think the feeling will lost and drop ba..
ALAMAk!!
I also dono ownself want how?? hou fan..
i got many prob a...
MONEY , TIME , COLLEGE  and RELATIONSHIP...
I wan to burst my tears out jor..
HAIZ..I going beh tahan jor... wit all this prob....
but saying out jor den i think can go sleep jor..
1 cow 2 cow 3 cow 4 cow 5 cow 6 cow 7 cow 8 cow 9 cow 10 cow
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Ok la..good nitez