The feeling and mood I facing..

It quite a long time I din update my blog..

Past few day many thing happen

Happy or sad also a past for me now..

Today I went for counselling at school ,

The counseller there was good and share many thing wit me

She teach me how to solve my prob and all tat

Although just a short talk wit her

but I think I like finish telling her all my 12 year time...

hmm

I been express wat I feel...

Everyone thought me is a very happy and funny person

but

actually I am not happy and not enjoy at all...

Everytime I laugh loudly and do any funny action

is to entertain my fren

I am not happy at all...I cant feel I am happy

Now I start to have a bit of pressure..

SPM trial is coming soon!!

What I can do for it le??

After tat SPM exam come too!!

I think I have confident to pass but no one can guide me

where should I do or go for now!!

hmmm

No one to share to ask or to talk wit..

Although some fren ask me to share

but I don wan to disturb them...Hmmm I think I can solve it de ba

I promise the counsellor I wan to do well in SPM

Make it a give for my parent to give such a good study environment

I won disappointed my family member too

GAMBATEH!! =D I can de!!